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Topic: Not Belonging
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leoelf
Knowflake Posts: 574
From: In My Head
Registered: May 2005
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posted June 27, 2005 09:43 PM
 
After today realized this isn't the place for me anymore.
This isn't an attempt to get a bunch of posts from people asking me to stay.
It's a goodbye to all the wonderful people I've met here, some that I do keep in touch with on a daily basis.
The ones that added me to your buddy list, feel free to IM me whenever you like  Everyone else,
Take care and be happy and healthy. It was a pleasure to post here, atleast before today. Love,
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Devilfish
Knowflake Posts: 574
From:
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 27, 2005 09:57 PM
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 01:01 AM
Oh baby..... I don't want to be one of those posters who rallies support and all that.. the kind you outlined, but I think you know what is in my heart. 
I hope you decide to come home when you are ready.
Take care of you and that fat cheeked angel.
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 01:12 AM
In terms of not belonging... I appreciate the grandness and intrigue that come with a personality so full I never know what to expect...
But I know where there is love, there is plenty... and that is what matters to me.
I appreciate not fitting in.. I think we are all misfit toys.
I hope to play with you again soon.*By the way, I tried to add you, but it seems you are still not on my yahoo list...????
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DayDreamer
Knowflake Posts: 4841
From:
Registered: Jul 2003
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posted June 28, 2005 01:26 AM
Hey leoelf, I hope you're not just leaving after what happened today.  Some people are complete idiots, and they're not worth getting upset over! Hope you feel better in the morning and decide to change your mind.IP: Logged |
SunChild
Moderator Posts: 4032
From: Australia
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 04:20 AM
Marcia! please don't leave, Lindaland is a reflection of the world around us, including its up's and downs!
Please see this as an adventure, and not something you have to run away from!
I have much respect for you, and even though I don't chat with you that much, I still notice everything you attribute to Lindaland. You DO BELONG here...why did you change your name to leoelf? Remember who you are. I am here for you, and I can say that on behalf of everyOne here!  ------------------
"The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle." Anaïs Nin IP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 08:08 AM
I don't blame you leoelf/Marcia! Just remember you can always find bigger and better spiritual and astrological things outside of this place. IP: Logged |
Nephthys
Moderator Posts: 3800
From: California
Registered: Oct 2001
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posted June 28, 2005 08:21 AM
Oh No! I am sad that you have decided this but I will keep in touch with you!!!     P.S. I hope you change your mind!  IP: Logged |
leoelf
Knowflake Posts: 574
From: In My Head
Registered: May 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 12:18 PM
My anger has been lingering for quite awhile about the circus that happened yesterday.
Yes, some of the comments I made were rude and maybe even out of line. A certain someone that I adore here even told me that in private.
But I still stand by what I believe in.You guys (the ones that KNOW me know how I am and that I'm not a malicious person accept when people rub me or someone I care for the wrong way. All I saw in Lexi Magic were "friendly" smacks in the face towards Linda and Randall and anyone else that contributes here and makes it the wonderful place that it is. At first, yes I saw fayte m as a very beautiful spirit, and maybe she is, noone's perfect.
But when I saw that she began to discredit Linda's method of Lexigramming, I knew something wasn't right.
I believe she needed a way to increase her business. "Oh yes, the Linda-Goodman website! She has a Lexigram forum! We can get some business from there, people go there all the time looking for someone to create a Lexi for them!" "But, the only problem is, how do we get them to some to our website? There are so many people there offering Lexis for free, what would make them want to pay?" "Oh I have an idea! Lets tell them that Linda's method of Lexigramming it to "restricted to be accurate", make them think that if they want a "more in depth" Lexi that they should come to my site an purchase one!" Fayte, you constanly asked people if they minded or if you were interfering, you asked that because deep down you knew it was wrong and you felt terrible about it. Then your Grand Finale of attempting to make me Public Enemy number 1 here, that actually worked for people who didn't know what I was about.
Your childish way in creating drama and bringing your bullsh*t all over Linda Land out of the guilt you felt of karma biting you on the butt. It was difficult to take, wasn't it?
I never put any nail in the coffin, I spoke my truth and if my truth contained no validity you wouldn't have gotten so upset. Well, I am leaving, so you can stay. Isn't that what you wanted by your "EVERYONE YOU CAN THANK LEOELF NOW FOR MAKING THE FINAL DECISION BOOO HOO bs?" All I ask is that you respect Linda because she was and still is important to alot of people. Give people a chance to make their own decision about Lexigrams, don't conflict them by making negative comments about Linda's method. Randall and everyone else, I apologized for yesterday, apparently a big part of this is "my fault".
Just always beware, as she will not be the only one to manipulate Linda Land for personal gain. I appreciate everything you guys have done for me. I will never forget, how beautiful you guys were to me at the hardest times in my life you guys made me feel the love that was lacking in my life.
You guys were the first to accept me, care for me, and not judge me.
who knows what the future holds, maybe I will come back, but the chances are slim.
LoL, but you guys can manage I'm sure.
Take care of Thorshammer, I know he is in love with me and will die of heartache when he reads this 
Bluemoon, PixelPixie, Randall, 26Taurus, LibraSparkle, sueg, Pidaua (yes, I know we fight, but I love you anyway), Nephthys, maya and HSC (wish you great luck in love)
TP, WaterNymph (who I should've said first because she's a sensitive lil thang) Virgotaurustaurus, and MIA miss apples (I hate listing people here I always leave out someone) Starlover33, future uncertain, and Acoustic God, whom I had the honor of chatting with yesterday LOVE, LIGHT AND ETERNAL HAPPINESS  With all my love,
Marcia
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crystelle
Knowflake Posts: 425
From: :)
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted June 28, 2005 12:57 PM
This really sucks!I wish everyone would get along. (or agree to disagree?) leoelf, I dont want you to leave. SunChild put it perfectly: quote:
please don't leave, Lindaland is a reflection of the world around us, including its up's and downs!
Please see this as an adventure, and not something you have to run away from!
, Crystelle IP: Logged |
maya-v
Knowflake Posts: 1534
From:
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 12:58 PM
I know you're gonna come back, stronger and more wonderful than ever ... once you have recuperated out there in the wild and licked your wounds and gatehred up that amazing leonine courage again.IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 02:25 PM
Good luck Leoelf, I enjoyed your posts, but respect your decision to go, hope everything turns out well for your girl and your little one - love and peace Sue IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7314
From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL
Registered: May 2002
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posted June 28, 2005 04:34 PM
Leoelf, You have too much to offer to leave. We ALL say rash things once in a while - it is the nature (of fire) and passion. When I read the posts, I NEVER once thought YOU were to blame for Fate leaving.. In fact, I felt you had been made the scapegoat and just overlooked it, just as most people did. There have been times that I have had heated discussions with people (LOL..yes..even you..and I love you alot too), that is why I offer to edit my posts after that pertain to anything too sensitive (I always add a disclaimer like - edited for sensitivity or because it was mean). Personally (and this is speaking from experience as I can be somewhat of a rebel around here..LOL) I would just let it go.... no one is holding it against you and those that are - well, they aren't informed. Again... I feel that you have just too much to offer to let this keep you from here.
~Pidaua
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fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 9809
From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 04:46 PM
Leoelf/Marcia...Stay here.
You were here before me. Once I wrap things up you will never have to deal with my presence again.
I am sad that you have found so many reasons to hate me. I am sorry for being a naive fool.
But I am not the monster you think. But go ahead and believe that.
I FORGIVE YOU... IP: Logged |
Saturn's Child
Knowflake Posts: 867
From: Just left of center
Registered: May 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 04:52 PM
leoelf, I don't think any of this was your fault. In fact I agree with much of what you've said. I think if someone disagrees with Linda's methods they have the right to say so, and go elsewhere or stay and hush about the differences. I think Fayte may not have had any ulterior motives, and is likely a fine person...but you're right in that she should not be discrediting Linda's method of Lexigraming. Although I may not always agree with what you say, I have gained a lot of insight from you. I think it's a shame that you and fayte are now leaving when you could just agree to disagree and go on here sharing yourselves with us. We'll miss you..... IP: Logged |
noreenz
Knowflake Posts: 1229
From: No.CAL
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 10:42 PM
MARCIA!!!!!! Hey, I didn't know you were leoelf!!! gah, I am SOOOO OUT OF THE LOOP!! I just don't get to visit here as much as I use to! I seem to miss everything, daaaaaaaaaaang.Get Back Here young lady! I mean it!! Pixie, would'ja please put LL in Lockdown? Ok, so we voice our opinions now and again....so what, you belong here, you've added SO much here. Now, can we just put it all behind us and move forward. Thank you. Noreen IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124
Knowflake Posts: 1382
From: Portland, OR
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 11:04 PM
I love all of you here and hope no one leaves...hopefully we can all learn to forgive and go on. Healing and forgiving can be a wonderful thing. I look so forward to visiting a bazillion times a day on this board to see what someone's up tooo here and there.Must have been one nasty transit happening over the past couple of days, especially yesterday/. I'm telling you, last night I felt awful emotionally...am wondering if anyone else felt it tooo? kisses to all,
Laura IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 11:06 PM
Yes, he does look kind of gay, but he is ripe for smacking.
Will it be 
This????Or 
Perhaps I can use this tail? Line up behind this nice lady......
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virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 11:09 PM
Every time I get mad and try to leave here...I can't do it, and it's not lack of willpower because I leave things pretty easily...so whatever crack Randall stores in the "cookies" here must be pretty good. Plus I don't know another msg board that can talk about just about anything anyone thinks of. It is just really irritating that there's drama, and negativity that ****** me off and leads to my own drama. So therefore, I can't leave, because I am addicted. IP: Logged |
lovely*
Knowflake Posts: 2141
From: CA
Registered: Jul 2003
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posted June 29, 2005 12:01 AM
why do people "leave" here anyway. maybe you just spend too much time getting involved in the fray and just need to back off a bit. leoelf, i thought you wanted to become a moderator, no? like celebrities, knowflakes seem to die in 3s'~ fayte
leoelf
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Tranquil Poet
Knowflake Posts: 1360
From: New York City
Registered: Apr 2005
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posted June 29, 2005 12:35 AM
Ew leoelf don't go.
For thou shall stay.
AOL: BeautifulDreamz
Add me!
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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, Taurus moon IP: Logged |
trillian
Knowflake Posts: 4050
From: The Boundless
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted June 29, 2005 05:49 AM
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The less I seek my source for some definitive, the closer I am to fine. -Indigo Girls IP: Logged |
leoelf
Knowflake Posts: 574
From: In My Head
Registered: May 2005
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posted June 29, 2005 02:21 PM
So yeah, I've decided to stay.
Kill this thread, I don't like all the attention drawn to me. I'd much rather hide.I'm not the typical Leo. IP: Logged |
noreenz
Knowflake Posts: 1229
From: No.CAL
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted June 29, 2005 03:00 PM
well good.thread dead.  p.s. welcome back IP: Logged |
Thorshammer
Moderator Posts: 1026
From: salt lake city, utah, USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted June 29, 2005 03:28 PM
That was too much for my head...I am happy i am a boy!!!IP: Logged |
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