posted July 03, 2005 12:49 AM
DAMN IT!! i wrote this long thread and my computer just froze...i hate that. i was in the mood....as i was saying before...I love Michael..i mean I grew up with his music, he was the same religion as my mom, you heard about him in everyway.
i want to believe that he is not guilty..that he is not a soul stealer of children.
I think that if you let a grown man take your kid into his bedroom and put you in the guest house. then give his bed to your kid, and sleep onthe floor..well YOUR THE GUILTY one and not the man.
thats what freaked me out...why would you let your kid be at someones house...anyones!!!
i think that micheal has this thing were he is MANIC toward Grownups...that he cant be himself when they are around, but ony with young kids.
I mean "michael..lets go to a campground, you, me, and the kids..we can sing "ROW ROW ROW your boat" like spock, bones and Kirk...but your not getting my kid by yourself...
Yep i think he is just emotionally nutty when it comes to being around other people his age.
I hope thats it.
Lost, a sweat lodge is a cleaning process you might go through before you are to go on a vision quest. some people do it for other things. but you are in a hooded tent. usually made of cottonwood branches if i remember. they bend easily...its like a dome. its covered with animal skins or other things to keep in the heat. inside there is a hole that is filled with HOT RED ROCKs. once everyone is gathered around the rocks and the holy man or who ever knows the procedure, they pour water on the rocks which let out hot steam.. you stay in there for awhile..i think you leave 3 or 4 times during the process.
in Ed McGaas book he talks about he and a bunch of others in a sweat lodge and the whole place becoming the universe with stars all around them..very powerful. the floor is covered with Sage also.
the vision quest would have a 403 loop around you. the 403 loops would be satches of kinnikic..I know i spelled that wrong..i am typing fast..forgive me. then you would sit in the circle for four days wiht out water or food until you had a vision from the creator. nowadays people bring water with them, but i guess in the old days it was just you, naked under a buffalo skin and just waiting....waiting until your vision came.
Black Elks vision is wonderful as are many other nations of Native people. It was just that back then a white man came and recorded the story of Black Elks life, so it became very popular, but many nations have people who had great visions and such.
I remember reading about one who waited and waited but none came so he cut off a finger and it came!!
i think its a wonderful and natural way to speak to the Heavens and such.
hey...i didnt think that Philbird was talking about my weight..lol. and i think Philbird is a girl..no?
what the hell is jerry springer doing in the UK....messing it up..lol.
ya know the jerry springer show is taped or was in chicago. well cbs local had a guy named walter kronkite that would do commentaries every night. one time he was a bum and walked through downtown chicago asking for money..no one gave him any. then once he taped the employees at O'hare Airport. instead of doing there job, they were taking luggage carts back to the racks, because it gave them 25 cent back...he was good.
well NBC local decided to try and compete. Walter went to fox and got a head anchor job, so cbs didnt have him anymore and NBC thought to try and catch up...well they picked Jerry Springer!!!
well half the staff on NBC local quit! they hated him and said he was a joke. they all went to CBS..it was such a scandal...lol
I know he loves young girls. like just turning 18....
Yes "in the name of love" is very celestial..look at the album cover with the Castle..I remember just staring at that when i was young....lol.
I like funk though its kinda mellow here...were not talking punk are we? funk is like rick james, prince..lol.
I have never read peter pan,i am waiting for alice in wonderland at the library.
I like french movies.yes..there is beautiful color in their movies. just nice.