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Topic: some one talk to me
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Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 12:41 AM
 
I have lost it. I am on my way to Alabama in the morning. I have to let my daughter sleep awhile. He got really DRUNK and acted like such a jerk. He knew I was leaving tomorrow. He told me to stay in Alabama. I need to do that...................why does he get off on being so mean to me??? IP: Logged |
Tranquil Poet
Knowflake Posts: 1360
From: New York City
Registered: Apr 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 12:47 AM
Awwwwwwwwwww I am so sorry.
Do you think he will ever change?
I have been through that except I was very young.
I will be here if you need to talk.
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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, Taurus moon
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A woman's head is always influenced by heart; but a man's heart by his head.
-Lady Marguerite Blessington IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 12:50 AM
I know he will not change. I have been with him for 20 years. I am really stupid. I am so sad. I need to sleep. I have to drive soon. I always thought something might work out. I hve to get out now. I am 45 almost 46. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 12:56 AM
Aw.. love.
I send you some 
and love and white light to guide you when your shoulders slump.
I'm with you.
Do what you have to and be happy. ( but not at first, at first it aches.. but it aches alone or together.
Be alone, or at least alone from him, and go have a chance to be happy.  IP: Logged |
Tranquil Poet
Knowflake Posts: 1360
From: New York City
Registered: Apr 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 12:57 AM
Move on.
You have dealt with this to long. It's your turn to be happy now.
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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, Taurus moon
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A woman's head is always influenced by heart; but a man's heart by his head.
-Lady Marguerite Blessington IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 01:01 AM
Thanks so much! It is so sad that he acted like such an a-hole in front of his daugter. She always wants to know why he is so mean to me. What can I say, he enjoys it. Picks on me for any and every little thing. I can never do anythign right in his eyes, I need to try to sleep soon so I can drive. Think about me when I am gone. I love you all!IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 01:08 AM
I am going to bed! dont miss me toooooo much. I am going to try to sleep or at least rest for awhile. "I'll be back" IP: Logged |
ScotScorp
Knowflake Posts: 936
From: St. Louis, Missouri
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 01:09 AM
Good luck!  IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 01:11 AM
Thanks! I need all the luck and good wishes I can get. I am going to Alabama because my Aunt is very ill. My mom needs me, she is 82. he acts like i am going to Disneyland.any way.....................
I am done crying about it for today. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ IP: Logged |
LibraSparkle
Knowflake Posts: 6034
From: Vancouver USA
Registered: May 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 01:24 AM
Be strong. Take care of your S-elf too.
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leoelf
Knowflake Posts: 574
From: In My Head
Registered: May 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 01:39 AM
Awwww my baby . . .IM me, I'll give you my number. I'm here always . . . IP: Logged |
Archer
Knowflake Posts: 1422
From: Mumbai, Maharashtra, India
Registered: Nov 2003
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posted July 06, 2005 02:19 AM
what's his sun sign?
what's ur sun sign?
moon and asc too please.IP: Logged |
aqua
Knowflake Posts: 2805
From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 06:09 AM
Awwww... bluemoon! sending u some love and light hope everything will become just fine. take care! IP: Logged |
SunChild
Moderator Posts: 4032
From: Australia
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 07:15 AM
~Bluemoon~ Sending lots and lots of love and light your way. Don't worry about that email, love, be well, and have lots of rest. ------------------
"The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become." Charles Dubois IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 09:07 AM
Hi Bluemoon, Sorry for your trauma - isnt this the Taurus guy you wrote of months and months ago, or am I getting you mixed up with someone else? Even if its for the sake of your girl, leave him behind, you will feel like a new woman once you are rid of him, he is holding you back. I walked away from two dysfunctional marriages and although hard at the time, I am so glad to be rid of these guys. Like TP said MOVE ON girl - we are all shouting you on, so do it in the faith that your life will be SO much better Lots of love to you and your daughter Sue xxxx IP: Logged |
Devilfish
Knowflake Posts: 574
From:
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 12:27 PM
awwwwwwwwww sweet Bluemoon
your a beautiful soul , dont ever doubt it.
i wish you were going through illinois cause id have you stop by and visit.
be strong ,first for yourself and then for your daughter.
sending you strength, hold your head up &
allow angels to guide you safely on your trip.
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maya-v
Knowflake Posts: 1534
From:
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 01:11 PM
This shouldnt be happening to one of the sweetest and the most giving souls in LL ... what saddens me even more is how we women, inspite of being so strong, keep hoping for a miracle and in turn keep getting our hearts dahsed to the ground every day ...Chin up, BM, you're a fabulous woman with so much to look forward to, one bad choice is not the end of the world ... IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
From: *
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 02:26 PM
I think it's time to get out of this situation Bluemoon. Lot's of Love to you. IP: Logged |
crystelle
Knowflake Posts: 425
From: :)
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted July 06, 2005 08:11 PM
Bluemoon really know he won't change? you wanna keep putting up with it? then maybe it is time to move on... I feel for you. My partner has anger issues he is sorting out and he is aching to change. He is in some pretty intensive therapy. If it wasnt for his clear desire showing through and obvious progress, I'd be gone too. So I do know how hard it is!! It hurts to think of it being over and it hurts to be with him too. What is worse? I think you are a jewel and you will see some light during this trip. my thoughts are with you , crystelle IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 12:06 AM
I am in Alabama now. Got to hug my Mama for the first time in 3 years. Yes it is time to move on. I have to work on that.... I really love you guys! It was a really long day, 15 hours on the road, but we are here. YEA!!! Sue, the Taurus is the one that is the Jerk. My 20 year man. Don't tell, but I do have a Leo that has help me deal with the "Bull".  I am cancer sun, aqua moon, Ares Rising.
7/20/59 approximatly 11:00 pm Colorado Springs, Colorado the Taurus is 4/24/59 born in Fairfax, VA not sure of the time. THanks for everything. IP: Logged |
Ann_Carnegie
Knowflake Posts: 9
From: Scarborough, Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 12:39 AM
GOD Bless you Bluemoon!I am glad to hear that some positive feelings are coming out of your negative situation! Hug your Mama as much as possible! I pray everyday to be able to hug mine once more..I have to wait until I meet her in heaven, but for now my children give me a wealth of love and bliss! I am sending you all of my Neptunian love and positive energy! LOVE AND LIGHT ALWAYS, Ann IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 10:46 AM
Thanks to you all! Keep up the prayers! I am in southern Alabama, about 30 minutes from the Gulf. Preparing for the hurricane. OH BOY!!!!!!!! IP: Logged |
Aphrodite
Knowflake Posts: 4992
From:
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted July 07, 2005 01:45 PM
Love to you and your baby girl. IP: Logged |
crystelle
Knowflake Posts: 425
From: :)
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted July 07, 2005 04:33 PM
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Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted July 09, 2005 10:14 PM
Thanks you all! I am really FREAKIN OUT now! I can belive I am sitting here in SOuthern Alabama waiting for the Hurrican to hit!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!IP: Logged |
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