posted August 24, 2005 04:46 PM         

I feel as tho Im being used as a scapegoat for someone elses anger and frustration......am not gonna allow this........no way jose, been there, done that, bought the t shirt etc!!! Older and wiser now!!

The thing that I feel strongly here is how much support there is a LL, you guys really rock, like you always come in and help out like true friends. Thanks Pixie kindred one, as usual you echo my thoughts

Hi Svet

You are right, they are our greatest teachers but having said that I dont need people here telling me who I love and who I dont. Still I know in my heart the one that says those things is talkng of herself - lets hope love is found

God bless

Love to all

posted August 24, 2005 04:51 PM         

You guys REALLY DO ROCK!!!

Thanks for your support, really helps and for taking the time to post on what, for me, and my family is an extremely emotive subject.

To repeat what my Dad said "if it wasnt for sensitive people, we would stil be eating each other".

If your listening Dad YOU ROCK TOO LOL !!!!

XXXXX

posted August 24, 2005 06:27 PM         

Having experienced a severe depression in my early twenties that completely incapacitated me, I was drawn to your thread. I sympathize entirely.

"Waking the dead" is just a way I sometimes refer to the process we earth-bound souls go through to achieve a greater perception. So, yes, I mean "people in general". I certainly count myself among them. More so than most, in fact. Do I presume that most of us are asleep? Yes. To varying degress, of course. The dead or the sleeping, whichever you choose. As the Cat said, we probably wouldn't be here if we weren't.

I agree you with 100% about the use of force. It's counterproductive, isn't it? Hence my previous post. Lotus seems to be trying to alert us to something and is frustrated with our lack of cooperation. I was pointing out what I thought was an error in her delivery and intent. (in hindsight, that's pretty nervy of me, huh? ... But I was honestly trying to help so maybe the LL gods will forgive me)

Honestly, I was surprised by Lotus' reply. (And yours too) I expected her to fight or be offended. Isn't life strange!

posted August 24, 2005 07:51 PM         

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At those times in my life when I have had to face my dark night of the soul, my darker issues and fears, with which I protect, with dear life it s-elf. I usally don't what to deal or feel that part of my soul and it so needs me to do so, or it wouldn't come up this way inside me. It has drive me mad and in to some really deep dark moods of depression and a long time and lots of hard work to come to this place in time, where I say no more poison and just more understanding of this side of mys-elf. Still learning to feed that part of my soul with more gentle compassion and understanding of the human nature and how fragile we can truly be.

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posted August 25, 2005 04:33 AM         

How are you?

Thanks for posting and taking the time to explain about the "dead"people" LOL. I understand what you mean, but I also feel that maybe a lot of folks here are very much 'ALIVE" (in the words of Eddie Vedder), as I am.

Could you explain to me why you were surprised by my reply - I am ever interested in peoples opinions?

I was so sorry to hear of your depression, you like myself, must be a very sensitive man/woman? I feel very deeply for anyone who goes thro this - I heard someone say once, "its the soul screaming out" - another deep and sensitive one hey - thanks be to God for them!!!

Thanks again and speak soon

Love

posted August 25, 2005 10:02 AM         

Tink is a wonderful Scorpio woman who used to come around here alot. You'd love her..

Sue is a wonderful Scorpio woman who comes around here now. You'd love her.

Introductions made. I am a wonderful scorpio woman who used to come here alot and still comes around here alot.
Despite this, I still have a busy life outside of here.. so you couldn't exactly call me a big ol' loser.. But I have been called a 'Hoe' a few times, which is entirely true.

posted August 25, 2005 01:24 PM         

If I sounded offended I didnt mean to!!! I think I was a little taken aback with the thread that was dedicated to fayte and I (had that happened by then) OR I was a little surprised by the communications coming out of this matter!!

I want to say sorry to you if you felt upset or hurt by anything I said girl, that would have not been my intention!

Unfortunately, in the past I have been on the receiving end of peoples' anger and although I am a sensitive one, I had to put a stop to this, for me it went too far, so you prob caught me in the middle of this - sorry for that!

We have a kds tv programme here called the Teletubbies and one of them is called Tinky Winky, sounds a bit like your name - he is purple and I am told he is a gay icon - (strange but true) LOL!!!!

Anyway Tink I thank you for defending me, what is it about Scorpio people and loyalty, they always astound me!!!

I hope you can understand that I was feeling a little errr........confounded, for want of a better word

Love

posted August 25, 2005 01:30 PM         

You little love you, what a woman you are and of so many skills - rock singer, lover, mother, wife, seductress, artist, and now redeemer of all things of a challenging nature...........

come here to me you lovely thing, I wanna squeze you tight, and give you a big sloppy KISS

Thankyou friend

Love you

posted August 25, 2005 01:32 PM         

If I sounded offended I didnt mean to!!! I think I was a little taken aback with the thread that was dedicated to fayte and I (had that happened by then) OR I was a little surprised by the communications coming out of this matter!!

I want to say sorry to you if you felt upset or hurt by anything I said girl, that would have not been my intention!

Unfortunately, in the past I have been on the receiving end of peoples' anger and although I am a sensitive one, I had to put a stop to this, for me it went too far, so you prob caught me in the middle of this - sorry for that!

We have a kds tv programme here called the Teletubbies and one of them is called Tinky Winky, sounds a bit like your name - he is purple and I am told he is a gay icon - (strange but true) LOL!!!!

Anyway Tink I thank you for defending me, what is it about Scorpio people and loyalty, they always astound me!!!

I hope you can understand that I was feeling a little errr........confounded, for want of a better word

Love

posted August 25, 2005 11:53 PM         

So while I'm at it .... I should probably add, just for good measure, that I in no way wished to attack Lotus. I have nothing but sympathy and admiration for those who wish to change the world. God knows it could use the help. I suppose high levels of frustration are just part of the job description, but I hate to see good-hearted people drown in it.

I sometimes wish I could say I was one of those sensitive types but I don't think I am.

"nice"? "nice"?? eeewww. note to AG: most scorps don't enjoy being called nice.

posted August 26, 2005 12:29 AM         

I Scorpios!!

posted August 28, 2005 11:15 AM         

You sound like a nice oopps sorry good person, but you are the first Scorpio person I have met that admits to not being sensitive..........interesting.........

Love

posted August 28, 2005 02:22 PM         

To make your words bold, you type: [ b ]your text here[ / b ]. Its the same for italics [ i ]your text here[ / i ].

Here is a link that will explain other forms of UUB code to you: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/ubbcode.html