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Topic: Depression and selfishness
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 03, 2005 05:38 AM
 
PidauaYes girl it does make sense, totally, but I just dont relate to it that is all, the differences are huge for me......but it is great to see things from a different perspective...and I need to learn every day... You see I grew up with Fire - Aries dad and Leo sister, and I literally got burnt many times, I felt, at times, like cowering behind the chair, as a child the harshness of these people almost killed me......give me gentleness, but assertiveness any time.....I dont really deal with the lashing out well.....maybe in time I can handle it.....who knows? Pid, the strange thing is my ARies dad, is now a good friend of mine, he has mellowed, but he bloody should have he is 78......me being Aries asc can relate to parts of him, but evenso at times, without provocation he will lash out and I think "ouch"....I love him tho......aaahhh bless his big balloon of an ego LOL !!! I have as time goes on, drawn to me gentle people, who funnily enough, when it comes to the crunch are so strong in their sensitivity.... I had an ARies guy have a go at me in the pub the other night cos he was disgusted that my hubbie and I were together....he is younger.......and this Aries one said "but you are chalk and cheese.....ha ha.....he has a soft spot for me....but all the same had to lash out IN PUBLIC.....oh no thanks dont need that. My hubbie hadnt met him before and said "OMG is he one of your friends he is a psycho" ......I felt a little embarassed..... Oh well such is life
Love
Sue G xxx
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Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted September 03, 2005 11:32 AM
Sue and diviniT I would have to agree with the emotionally sensitive person thing. I have suffered from this many times thoughout my life also and still couldn't handle when others lash out at another or me. There is so many ways to relay ones feelings and emotions to others. When one lashes out at others, the only thing that I hear or feel is their pain and anger and I feel that this is just a way to dump their unresolved issues out onto someone else. They don't have to deal with it or get depressed because their to busy living in denial and blaming others for their problems in life. I also feel that diet is a factor and plays a very important part, because one will grab all the wrong foods when feeling depressed or bad about something in their lifes. We then tend to absorb and digest this food along with all the negativity. Its not a good way to food the body, mind and soul. Sue the more I read of your posts the more I fall in love with you!!! I'm not gay!!! LOL!!! IP: Logged |
diviniT
Knowflake Posts: 94
From: Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted September 03, 2005 04:16 PM
Hi Sue,
Your feedback is so welcome. I am satisfied it made some sense. I had a discussion with another neighbour gf of mine who I believe has bi-polar and we realized there is a unanimous psychic connection theory. Adding your thougts verifies once again. You and I are both mediumistic, it's just a matter of freeing ourselves from the emotional body. Which is easier said than done. I'm not sure about you, but for me being telepathic I pick up on the subtle energy bodies too easily and it's a matter of being aware of keeping grounded and isolating where everything is coming from. Especially doing energy work.
Oh ... as for my astrological info:
I wouldn't say much water would you?May 20, 1976
2:45 AM
Sun 29 Tau 27
Pluto 9 Lib 09
Moon 23 Aqu 25
True Node 12 Sco 25
Mercury 29 Tau 41
Asc. 27 Aqu 18
Venus 21 Tau 39
MC 16 Sag 28
Mars 2 Leo 11
Ceres 4 Can 16
Jupiter 13 Tau 00
Pallas 19 Tau 34
Saturn 28 Can 29
Juno 6 Vir 26
Uranus 4 Sco 06
Vesta 26 Tau 24
Neptune 12 Sag 58
Chiron 29 Ari 34 
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diviniT
Knowflake Posts: 94
From: Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted September 03, 2005 04:24 PM
Sue, I also forgot to mention that in my family my father is Leo and one of my sisters is an Aries. My father I love him for that fact, but that is pretty much it. Our contact is limited. He is too much into his self and lower one at that. My sister we have started to develop a better bond as she is now 22. However, if I let her she could affect me as well because she is into herself in a different way.
Just a question, short of a chemical imbalance with your father and age, did anything trigger his bout of depression right now? Is he suppressing anything of significance? And how is he doing?
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Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted September 03, 2005 06:27 PM
Not to forget that I live with a Aries husband and Leo the lion son!!!The family Legacy has been to live in denial, play the victim and blame others. They learnt this from their Mother and Father and just resently, I had to tell his brother to just go and leave us alone.(Virgo) He really has mastered this way of life.
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 03, 2005 07:56 PM
Solane Star and DiviniTThanks for your replies.......sweet people I am sorry I wont answer in full.....I am not great at the moment.....I posted in UC......decided to step back from LL cos I am being attacked and it feels very negative to me. This person Lotus has really pushed me to the limit, answering a question that someone asked me and saying "she doesnt live in Ireland"......she is scaring me so I am standing back Would be delighted to come back if she leaves......if not I shall find another place to post....... Love to you Sue G xxx IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
From:
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted September 04, 2005 02:05 AM
Sue g, please check my other post, don't let someone's negativity ruin all the good you derive from this place, ignore those who disagree, focus on those of us who care......IP: Logged | |
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