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posted September 04, 2005 01:10 AM         

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Just got dumped (I guess.... havent heard for 2 days) aqua, sag rising, gem moon in 7th house.......

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posted September 04, 2005 02:08 AM         

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Sorry to here about this - break up can be rough for a 7th house moon (I have one, in Pisces). Hang in there. It will get better.

In the mainwhile, watch a funny movie, eat some ice cream and cry if you feel like it.

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posted September 04, 2005 02:12 AM         

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no, actually he has the 7th house gem moon, I got my venus conj sun 16 deg aries (love conquers all???) my moon leo 2nd house, cancer rising (he's aqua, sag rising)

and yeah, I been crying enough

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posted September 04, 2005 11:13 PM         

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feeling better a little today, got a call from an old friend who said " just want to take you out to eat, and if you need to cry my shoulders available as long as you don't mind if I cry too" (when he heard how sad I was)so I got support from an unexpected source like an answer to a prayer...

he also said he wouldn't lay a hand on me when I said I was angry at men right now, would sleep in the car if that's what I needed.....

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posted September 04, 2005 11:15 PM         

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by the way, he's pisces rising, sag sun, cancer moon

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posted September 05, 2005 12:49 AM         

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its going to be okey deleriour .just hold on thight!

a big {{{{{hug}}}}} for you.

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posted September 05, 2005 12:58 AM         

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thanks aqua, I will,......

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posted September 05, 2005 02:05 AM         

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Sorry to hear about your break-up delerious.

Good to see you back here though!

The best is yet to come. It really is...

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What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly.
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posted September 05, 2005 02:18 AM         

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26, we haven't talked for a while, you online this late?

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posted September 05, 2005 02:23 AM         

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Hi d! I'm up for a bit, but I dont have yahoochat.

E-mail me bebe.

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posted September 05, 2005 02:26 AM         

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delerious, How are you today?

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posted September 05, 2005 03:19 AM         

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we chatted, so I guess you know the answer to that question.... lol

26, i did email you, did you get it?? (just now)

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posted September 14, 2005 02:54 AM         

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my life is turning on a dime these days, my brain can't even keep up with the changes.

I'm doing better, though do think once again going through a "black night of the soul"

lots of choices to make, lots of pressure, seems like everybody wants a little piece of me and I have no more to give not even enough for myself (giving disease, womens? not even a vigo) feel like my heads gonna pop

don't mean to sound depressed, but i been finally standing up for myself and ppl don't like it

terrible head -to- head with my soon to be 18 yr old daughter too many details to explain here things that should have been said sooner about her childhood.... really sent me into a loop of guilt..

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posted September 14, 2005 04:22 AM         

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aaahhh delerious

Hope you are okay......I felt your words girl....

Guilt and motherhood...well they are synonomous arent they....our son of 6 yrs did something that annoyed me this morning and said "you arent gonna stop loving me are you mum".....I almost burst out crying, that really pushed my mother button.....and then when I bent down to talk to him he said....."i know you will always love me really"...

This is why I find coming here a good thing.....likeminded, sincere, kind people to share with.......if you need to share.....work away girl....here for you..

Love

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posted September 14, 2005 09:52 AM         

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{{{{delirous}}}}}}

Hope things are getting better!

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posted September 14, 2005 01:32 PM         

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yes, i think I got all my tears out and doing better, did something really good today, maybe starting a support group for those of us disenfracised(sp?)/welfare, can't find jobs, trying to get already on disabilty.... also couple weeks ago attended a meeting of like minded individuals, got to voice our opinions on issues to a state senator, the organizer is really into it......

also the guy mentioned above took me out of town for the weekend, to a hurricane fund raiser blues concert (even got to play my flute onstage!!!!)(not the one that dumped me, my "old" friend of 7 years who won't even call me now......)

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posted September 15, 2005 11:24 PM         

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went to see a new councilor today, at my sister's insistence..... she was nice, but my cancer rising really hates to spill my guts to a complete stranger (and by the time you've told them your whold sad life story and you're crying the hour's up!!!)

but she did tell me something interesting that I didn't realize, she noticed I have a tendancy to hold my breath when nervous!!! (not good, restricts oygen flow and makes your heart race) how could it be that simple? remember to breathe?!!!!!!

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