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Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 01:48 AM
You'll never know how much energy it has taken me to express just this much. Just to force my fingers to type these words. Its so ******* pointless and stupid and there's a lot of depressing stuff , darkness, i see it for what it is, i'm not really trying to express it right not, nevermind, this is so serious and so light, its the lightest, heaviest thing in th e world i was trying so now im tyuping wierd to give you some idea of how weird iyt is-- what was he neverming, insame, madness, plugged in, he was mad, he was a genius, i dont care, **** your ego, i love your ego, and you yup little faker you, **** , you you little faker i love you anyway, so nevermind when the vibes untertow something so much, never, almost, truth, in words, you got it or you dont, neverming, everything nothing is significiant fot. You dont have to trust me, please dont trust me, stop trusting me for gods sake you poor thing you poor poor ******* , come out of yourself for a second and surrender to me, no security, safety everywhere, i want to orgasm so bad, i dont have a girlfriend, i'm a nice guy, thats not what i was saying, i was trying to say something else, not about me, or who i think i am. that girl abby is nice, you dont have to marry her, im just saying, isnt she a sweet thing,
------------------ "My friends, how desperately do we need to be loved and to love. When Christ said that man does not live by bread alone, he spoke of a hunger. This hunger was not the hunger of the body. It was not the hunger for bread. He spoke of a hunger that begins deep down in the very depths of our being. He spoke of a need as vital as breath. He spoke of our hunger for love. Love is something you and i must have. We must have it because our spirit feeds upon it. We must have it because without it we become weak and faint. Without love our self-esteem weakens. Without it our courage fails. Without love we can no longer look out confidently at the world. We turn inward and begin to feed upon our own personalities, and little by little we destroy ourselves. With it we are creative. With it we march tirelessly. With it, and with it alone, we are able to sacrifice for others." - Chief Dan George IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 01:48 AM
I successfully submitted a topic!(you'll never know) IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:01 AM
me, selfish?IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:03 AM
how r u? just checking in with myself nevermindIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:04 AM
neptuneIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:05 AM
thank you for not pretending like you know exactly where im coming fromIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:06 AM
scanning for sarcasminnocence I'll get back to you. i have more to say on that IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:08 AM
this is serious, a public forumIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:08 AM
am i in public?IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:10 AM
I'm gonna fake this for a little while, if thats okay, as sort of an experiment. i'm faking like im plugged inIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:11 AM
I love youIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:13 AM
this became a choreIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:13 AM
I am tied to thisIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:13 AM
i'll never live this downIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:13 AM
lolIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:14 AM
i really am plugged inIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:14 AM
nevermind, i'll talk to you laterIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:15 AM
i should be listeningIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:17 AM
this is not a statement I'm not telling you anything I know you know im sorry i love you its emotional nevermind you dont understand. do you?
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Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:18 AM
its real for meIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:19 AM
some people... feel things.. its scary. its true we dont have to talk or think about that right nowIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:21 AM
you are children just children little children an idea simple a nice thought no need to dress it upIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:21 AM
frustrated, listen to meIP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:22 AM
selfish prophettrips are for yids IP: Logged |
Johnny Knowflake Posts: 2056 From: Colorado, USA Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 05, 2005 02:22 AM
Hey, HSC. I'm not really sure I understand exactly what it is your saying, but, well, you already know that I'm one of your fans here. So, while I'm not sure what this thread is about, I *am* sure that you're a great guy. This post is my token of moral support for you. IP: Logged |