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From: rainsville,AL, north american atlantean nation
Registered: Nov 2001

posted February 02, 2006 04:39 PM         

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The main thing I wanted to say is that my 'feelings' have only recently started to wake up the past few years so I'm a little clueless socially. It is still new to me that others can feel what I'm feeling--I thought my feelings (however underdeveloped they have been) were my own private world. Now I sense (perhaps falsely) that when I feel something, it affects people around me, and I dont really know how to reign in my feelings yet. I've never been diagnosed with anything like high functioning autism or anything but I know that when I received my 5-yr booster shot I turned into kind of a shy silent robot. Now the vaccine is wearing off (my theory). So I hope no one feels anything weird from me, it isnt intentional. Also, celibacy is new to me--just started seriously about two years ago, and am encountering strange new things like mild obesity, anxiety, pains, headaches, excess heat in my head, aching loneliness, and fatigue, though the fatigue seems to have mostly settled down. Does anyone have any reccomendations on keeping one's feelings to oneself? Psychically, I have many impressions of past lives, and it's often difficult to tune it out, it's just the first thing I see about a person a lot of the time. I think it is because Uranus, the planet I associate with memory, is in my Sun sign.

For awhile I have felt like my energy is irritating to others, but I dont know what I should do about it, if it's true. Maybe it's because of my dern natal chart

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From: rainsville,AL, north american atlantean nation
Registered: Nov 2001

posted February 02, 2006 08:50 PM         

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Also on how I can see past lives, it started about a year later after I quit drinking alcohol completely, in August 2001. Even a little I think affects memory in the long-term

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From: York, Yorkshire, England
Registered: Jan 2006

posted February 04, 2006 11:21 AM         

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Hey Batgirl,
I´m really suprised that nobody replied to your post, I was just browsing through older topics and read what you wrote about your own feelings seeming very tangible. Feelings are pretty incredible, they are a language in themselves, emotional intelligence. I suppose that if you think about changes in yourself you can use a perspective of a big house, you and all humans start life in the big house and seem to be content in finding a comfortable room and settling down in it. But after spending quite some time in one room there´s a subconscious urge to see more rooms, rooms can be feelings, sometimes you can sleepwalk into another room, sometimes you just open the door consciously but in this big house ( which is you & everyone else) each new room seems strange, but only because it is different to the last one. Because of the age we´re in i think that we are unconsciously visiting new rooms and we need to share our experiences about them. For example have you ever seen an aura? With each different feeling I think we find a different state. Not all rooms are on one floor, some are higher and some are lower. Take things slowly, explore your room, it sounds like you are finding higher levels in your house because you are ready to. And just one more thing, remember bat girl, that if you are at peace in yourself, you really don´t need to worry about the social thing, people will find you, just like the bird finds the warm air that lifts it into the blue sky. Best wishes ChristopherA

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