posted March 08, 2006 07:45 AM         

You know who you are.

I missed communicating with you. But it seems that none of you have any interest. The lines are open. It's sad, but it's okay.

I've learned and I've grown, but I still don't have the patience in me to look past the 95% garbage. I remember when the percentages were reversed. Heh, I remember when there were no ads on the Internet, too.

posted March 08, 2006 12:11 PM         

That only which we have within, can we see without. If we meet no Gods, it is because we harbor none. If there is a grandeur in you, you will find grandeur in porters and sweeps.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

posted March 08, 2006 02:32 PM         

You cant leave.......you are one of the few LONG HAIRED MEN HERE.......

DONT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...........

posted March 08, 2006 03:59 PM         

I'm sorry that it took me so long to respond to you on my 'introducing Azalea' thread... Don't know if you saw my reply to you there..

I also have a number of folks that I care about on this site and check back from time to time to see how things are around LL. But honestly I've been spending the majority of my time on a message board that addresses more specifically the issues I'm currently focused on- basically mothering issues like vaccinations, cloth diapering, breastfeeding and the like. In this phase of my life I'm just not as focused on astrology as I used to be.

I'm sorry you get so frustrated with LL. There is still plenty of goodness to be had here.. though I admit that I never spend more than a cursory minute or so skimming the titles of threads in Global Unity and my more positive outlook could have something to do with that...

Anyway, I've always enjoyed your presence here, however fluctuating it may have been..

Be well.

posted March 10, 2006 12:25 AM         

...I've had a busy week.

posted March 13, 2006 09:01 PM         

lioneye: yes, you are. so are aphrodite, aqua, bloodredmoon, ghanima, gia, harpyr, juniperb, librasparkle, morningstorm, pixelpixie, proxieme, ra, sunchild, and virgotaurustaurus. why didn't i say so before? because my memory for names is pretty spotty, and i'm quite sure that list is incomplete. now i'll have to hear, "what? you mean you don't want to hear from me, too?" also because there are people who i've never gotten to know, but have always wanted to.

lioneye, you once gave me one of the most insightful interpretations of my 1st house planets that i've ever heard, and it has never left my mind since you said it. do you remember? the sun, pluto, and uranus? "look at me" "stop looking at me" "fine, you want something to look at? watch this..." so, so true. and i think this was another example of that f'd-up mix of energies.

this is the only bulletin board i have ever, or probably will ever, post to. i normally do real-time communication, where people can react and be reacted to, and where a moment's indiscretion scrolls off the screen rather than hanging about for bloody ages for every nitwit in the peanut gallery to toss their two cents at. that 1st house pluto makes me a very private person, and sometimes - sometimes - posting up my thoughts like this just feels too damned exposed. sometimes i just don't want to be in a spotlight.

rainbow, sue g, i'd love to get to know you. but i don't know how well that will happen here.

anyhow, i've written and deleted and re-written and generally mused over this post way too long now. i guess i'll just have to accept that not everyone will understand, not everyone will be pleased or appeased, and i'm going to hear some s**t about it. so be it.

blah blah, blah,
paras

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Can you imagine a world in which each person understood that his only responsibility was to give and receive love?

posted March 13, 2006 11:26 PM         

now let me put it this way , forgiveness in the biggest virtue.

so let us all stop living in the past and start living in the present.(not even in the future).just the present.

posted March 14, 2006 08:22 AM         

For any newbies who don't know paras, that is why we love him.

Oh, and he does a wicked Elmer Fudd impression...

posted March 15, 2006 09:28 AM         

Crazy, crazy world, man...

I will get on a pc sometime and really write to everyone, I swear. I'm just kinda tied to being home all the time, (when I'm not at work or school) and things are a bit nutso atm.

Maybe later tonight, if I can get to my friends house...

posted March 15, 2006 10:28 AM         

Dont you think its your obligation as a person of interest-to bring up INTEREST for those that you say have none. Leaving is the simplest and easiest way out.

Why not challenge Those or all....

I dont think I could ever leave because I know there is always something to do, create or question...and I would never want to say, "I'm back!!!" after saying "BYE", and I would be so irritated to hear everyone tempt me to stay...the Challenge is on PARAS....