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Topic: ..i wont..i wont...
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writesomething
Moderator Posts: 1313
From: meet me in montauk
Registered: May 2006
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posted July 05, 2006 06:57 PM
 
Ive had these INTENSE feelings to call someone I know I shouldnt call, Its been a month and 2 weeks since Ive last talked to him, the longest time i ever went without speaking to him was 2 weeks tops,
I thought the retrograde would make it easier to forget about him, but it seems like the opposite...I wonder If i should just call, I know its a bad idea, coz its pretty much saying "hey im a pushover, Whatever you do its okay, I'll take your BS,ill run off in a emotional hysteria but come back weeks later just when youre getting real hungry for me" AH, this is a rant more than anything...sigh.... ------------------
"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit" "Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation" -Khalil Gibran IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted July 05, 2006 07:14 PM
NO
NO
NOOkay...thats a NO And I have got my eye on you.....  Seriously sweetie, try to resist....I so KNOW that feeling, but try if you can not to....  to you IP: Logged |
writesomething
Moderator Posts: 1313
From: meet me in montauk
Registered: May 2006
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posted July 05, 2006 07:31 PM
LMAO...thanks sue, I know I know! Im trying, I still like im drowning in the temptation, ITS very hard, especially when I feel him calling me thru thoughts...(moon trine neptune in our synastry)...I feel him...this sucks!
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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit" "Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation" -Khalil Gibran IP: Logged |
Gooberzlostlovefound
Knowflake Posts: 1205
From: and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted July 05, 2006 07:45 PM
yeah, I know how that feels.stay strong!!! IP: Logged |
Kamilla
Knowflake Posts: 860
From: NJ USA
Registered: Apr 2006
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posted July 05, 2006 08:04 PM
Isn't the retrograde supposed to be good for unfinished business.... sign... But then it will probably turn backwards anyway. I e-mailed someone today against my better judgement and then realised that I used old e-mail address which he might still check once in a while......or not. So now if I don't get an answer I wouldn't even know why....  IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 05, 2006 10:02 PM
Good for you, be strong!IP: Logged |
writesomething
Moderator Posts: 1313
From: meet me in montauk
Registered: May 2006
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posted July 06, 2006 12:54 PM
Weird thing happened last night, talked to a really old friend, havent spoken to him in almost 2 years I think..anyway, he p1ssed me off real bad last time, and I said GOODBYE! Leave me alone, and ignored him,
he said to me last night "never again will i p1ss you off, no ma'am" "whatever you want" LOL...I guess it was a sign not to call the guy I wanna call....goes to show you, if you detach from the situation and really cut all contact, they EVENTUALLY learn the lesson...------------------
"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit" "Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation" -Khalil Gibran IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 2320
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 06, 2006 01:08 PM
Yes you said it right.. DON"T call him let him get things in his head and heart fully.
I know it is hard but you have to be patient and be still and have some faith. what is meant to be nothing can mess it up whats not meant to be nothing can make it work.. IP: Logged |
Tanae
Knowflake Posts: 69
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Registered: Jun 2006
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posted July 06, 2006 01:41 PM
I know EXACTLY how you feel...AND...I also know when its REALLY over. No seriously, I believe in the saying that "People come into your life for a REASON...a SEASON...or a LIFETIME", and it's not up to us to place them where we want them to go because karma and/or the soul does that for us.Those who enter our lives for a reason... Afterwards, and when it's all FINALLY said and done, we ALWAYS know the reason why. Those who enter our lives for a season...Meaning they're in our lives during the summer, but the connection is broken by the fall...It's because their purpose in our life has been fulfilled. Lastly, those who enter our lives for a LIFETIME...Well, they're ALWAYS there even beyond the physical existence. And I can honestly say that as people naturally fell into the categories in which they belonged in my life, (ex. for a reason), I truly knew once my connection to them was fulfilled and that our paths would probably never cross again. Call it past karma or what have you, but if your gut tells you that there's still a connection there...you won't have to call him, because he'll get in contact with you...(now here's the catch) EVENTUALLY--which could mean months, years, or even another lifetime. Best wishes to you, ------------------
Tanae' Asc: Libra
Sun: Virgo
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maklhouf
Knowflake Posts: 1392
From:
Registered: Nov 2003
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posted July 08, 2006 08:04 AM
you will, you will!------------------
And I will give thee the treasures of darkness
Isiah 45:3 IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8591
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted July 08, 2006 04:43 PM
she wont, she wont........!!!!!  IP: Logged |
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posted July 10, 2006 12:37 AM
I will?? why do you say that malk? I havent, and dont plan on it....it was just a moment of weakness....------------------
"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit" "Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation" -Khalil Gibran IP: Logged |
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