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Topic: lymphoma?
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Devilfish Knowflake Posts: 574 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 21, 2006 11:26 AM
ive hesitated to post this because it seems there has been one depressing situation after another in my life posted on here.but i need some help from ya'all......again ive been sick since june ,originally with a ruptured ovarian cyst. after seeing two doctors, i am now facing the possibility of having lymphoma.the cyst i assume was unrelated but it led to the discoverey of enlarged lymph nodes in my abdomen, with no signs of infection to account for this. im going in tommarrow morning for a contrast ct. i dont know what else to say. just pray for me. i may not be able to respond to any post immediately, i have family coming at 7:00 am tommarrow to be with me and then the kids and i will go home with my mother for the weekend,but just knowing LL lightworkers are sending good vibes will help... IP: Logged |
Mama Mia Knowflake Posts: 2320 From: Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 21, 2006 11:30 AM
Devilfish...Sending you all the light and love one can send to another...I will be praying for you.. IP: Logged |
Dulce Luna Knowflake Posts: 4598 From: The Asylum Registered: Mar 2006
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posted July 21, 2006 11:46 AM
I wish you lots of healing IP: Logged |
Moon666Child Knowflake Posts: 2025 From: Registered: Jul 2004
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posted July 21, 2006 02:28 PM
Sending all my good vibes and prayers your way! Be strong!------------------ If you are taking a walk through the garden of life what do you think you´d expect you would see? IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 21, 2006 04:00 PM
DEVILFISH All love and healing light for you. I wish you only the best in this, and I pray that all will lead to a healthy conclusion. IP: Logged |
Azalaksh Knowflake Posts: 6485 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Nov 2004
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posted July 21, 2006 05:35 PM
DF ~Sending my hopes and prayers your way..... You're a beautiful soul and all this will come to be as it is meant to be. Zala IP: Logged |
hippichick Knowflake Posts: 1981 From: The Ether Registered: Jan 2006
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posted July 21, 2006 06:25 PM
sending...........peace, love and light............!! Terri
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Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted July 21, 2006 06:44 PM
Love and prayers for you, Devilfish.
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DeepIYM Knowflake Posts: 355 From: Colorful Colorado Registered: Aug 2003
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posted July 21, 2006 06:52 PM
...Yea, we all could always use another prayer at our side. I to will pray. -R
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lioneye68 Knowflake Posts: 6062 From: Canada Registered: Apr 2003
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posted July 21, 2006 10:18 PM
Devilfish - You must be so frightened, you poor girl. Sending heartfelt prayers your way. Have faith IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Moderator Posts: 3521 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted July 22, 2006 12:07 AM
God be with you, sweet girl IP: Logged |
1scorp Knowflake Posts: 2251 From: Registered: Feb 2003
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posted July 24, 2006 09:34 AM
_____________________________________ Scorpio sun, venus, mars, mercury, and uranus Libra moon, pluto, and asc. IP: Logged |
Rainbow~ Knowflake Posts: 5927 From: The Little River Indian Reservation Registered: Jan 2002
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posted July 24, 2006 03:52 PM
Devilfish.....Love and prayers coming your way..... Love, Rainbow IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 9809 From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com Registered: Mar 2005
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posted July 24, 2006 03:56 PM
Good luck. I understand ------------------ ~I intend to continue learning forever~Enigma ~I am still learning~ Michangelo The Door to Gnosis is never permanently locked...one only needs the correct keys and passwords.~Enigma The pious man with closed eyes can often hold more ego than a proud man with open eyes.~NEXUS Out of the mouth of babes commeth wisdom that can rival that of sages.~Enigma In the rough, or cut and polished..a diamond is still a precious gem. -NEXUS- IP: Logged |
Elena P Knowflake Posts: 163 From: Russia Krasnoyarsk Registered: Aug 2005
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posted July 24, 2006 10:54 PM
God blesess you!!! I'm very sorry, but may be to change DEVILfish on something else?IP: Logged |
Devilfish Knowflake Posts: 574 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 26, 2006 09:51 AM
after blood work, spinal x ray ,chest x ray and the contrast ct they decided my lymph nodes are not enlarged anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i do have another cyst and fluid and swelling from the rupture , so i have to see the gyno again but i can deal with that thank you everyone!!!!!!!!all those prayers were heard and answered, i have been blessed to live i do believe facing the possibility of death is a life changing test. i am more aware of the fragility as well as the strength of life.i prayed, i cried,and then i took the fear and pain and i said i let it be. i had a dream in which i went into a huge house a young women gave me a tour, she showed me a well stocked pantry with many doors even doors in the ceiling,i admired the pantry.we walked down a hall ,which morphed into a hospital and i saw a pathetic shriveled thin woman in a hospital gown, laying on a hospital gurney, awkwardly.i thought why isnt anyone helping her?the woman with me looked disgusted and afraid and left.the sick woman on the gurney looked scared, i was so sad for her.i moved her body so it lay as it should on the gurney then she held on to me, so i held her in my arms. her dirty finger nails clutched my arms intensly, i held her and said "i love you, i love you, i rocked her, i love you , i remembered in the post on health and healing by Hexxie(bless you Hexxie),about this kind of healing, so i felt love grow in my heart as i held and loved this woman.i had to pry her off me, i layed her down and walked away disturbed.i looked back and she was crumpled on the floor , an emt tech rushed to her i could hear him calling her name IT WAS MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!i went into a bathroom shaking and washed my hands.........then i woke up.when i found out the results were in it was sooner then expected, my mother was suppose to be with me, i decided i did not want to wait, so i went alone.in the car i calmed myself and sang random words that came into my heart,i would be strong, i would make it. after i realized my nodes werent enlarged anymore, i cried and rushed home to hug my kids.i have never felt so alive. to sum this up i want to share this story.... recently, i had bought a fern and hung it on my porch ,a few days later a wren came built a nest and layed four eggs.the mom and dad bird took care of the baby birds that hatched .one day one by one the babies flew away.the fern looked dead.i decided since they were gone, it was time to take down the brown ugly fern.when i did two wrens sit on my lawn in front of me and began to screech, like they were yelling at me.i said okay ,okay ill put it back, and thought im the only weirdo on the block with an ugly dead fern hangin instead of pretty flowers but oh well.in a few days a green fern leaf sprouted up.then a few days past and a couple more sprouted.i trimmed all the dead leafs away and now a month later is a beautiful green fern. lesson:never abandon your hope for life i sincerely thank all of you for your kindness, love and prayers.you are true friends and i love each one of you. your energy has helped me along my journey and has been a vital part of a miracle in my life , body mind and soul,BLESS YOU ALL for all this I AM a gratefully rich woman IP: Logged |
Moon666Child Knowflake Posts: 2025 From: Registered: Jul 2004
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posted July 26, 2006 11:50 AM
Very glad to hear that! Prayers with you always!
------------------ If you are taking a walk through the garden of life what do you think you´d expect you would see? IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 27, 2006 03:54 PM
.Devilfish. I love your fern-wren story. I am so glad you are okay. whew. Gotta love those unexpected blessings. IP: Logged |
Rainbow~ Knowflake Posts: 5927 From: The Little River Indian Reservation Registered: Jan 2002
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posted August 01, 2006 01:04 AM
Devilfish..........for you.... So happy to hear the news... I also loved your fern story...and I understood, when you said.... quote: i do believe facing the possibility of death is a life changing test.
How true. How true. I faced the same thing nine years ago... Learned I DID have cancer, which was a very sobering experience, but had surgery, followed by chemo treatments and thank God, have been cancer free ever since. (also have regular check ups) It can be a very scary thing! *sigh* As Spock would say... "May you live long and prosper..." IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted August 02, 2006 11:28 AM
You as well, Rainbow IP: Logged |
Devilfish Knowflake Posts: 574 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 02, 2006 12:42 PM
Moon666child TY that means alot to me. p.s. i love that kitty pic!Pixie TY, im glad you liked the fern story, i hope you and the baby are feeling good.TY, for keeping me in your thoughts. Rainbow Thanks for the hug! im glad i could share my story. im so sorry to hear you had to go thru such a painful time.... i hope & know you will continue to have many, many more days of love and life. may spocks words ,live long and prosper ,be with you also
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Azalaksh Knowflake Posts: 6485 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Nov 2004
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posted August 02, 2006 01:59 PM
Loved the fern story, DF!! Thanks for sharing it with us.....And loved the cancer-free story even more to Rainbow IP: Logged |
Devilfish Knowflake Posts: 574 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 03, 2006 09:12 AM
TY, sweet azala ! im glad you enjoyed the wrens too. now i have a cardinal family in my pine tree,sweet! birds are a blessing. another interesting story......... one day a hawk came into our neighborhood(which is odd livin in town)it sat on a phone pole and ate a bird/or a small animal (im not sure what it was).all the other birds were mad they screeched and chattered and flew around it. the blackbirds were the boldest , one kept nose diving into the hawks back.it was wild to see because there were all kinds of different birds but they banded togather to "voice" their disapproval.the hawk finished his meal hung out a bit,then flew away and hasnt returned since. i thought, wow, now thats a neighborhood crime watch for sure. what a great community! just thought id'share. have a beautiful day!IP: Logged |