posted February 03, 2007 03:01 PM         

(i have to make this short because i'm writing a research paper,)

The fact that you took the time and gave your effort to conciously address me on things that are important to embrace or change about myself as essential to my growth and evolution in dignity as a human being, really tells me that despite whether or not what you say is mean or if your blunt or however you say it, you believe in me and care about me as a person who exists and your effort to correct me shows that you just don't want me to succeed as an individual, but be successful enough to affect others in a positive direction with effective communication to bring what is real out of every living situation. i can't thank you now, for that would be shallow, but i can only thank all of you through time and effort, of which i hope to acquire.

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Virgo Rising 8'57, Sagittarius Sun/4thH 3'26, Pisces Moon/6thH 8'22

"Our passions are not too strong, they are too weak. We are far too easily pleased." - C.S. Lewis

posted February 03, 2007 04:15 PM         

lalalinda, I don't know you and I know you were friends with Neptune before my comment on that original thread and I annoyed you with it. I didn't reply because I don't know you well enough to say anything to you that I hadn't already said. I assume you and Lotus must be friends too, so I'm sure I've annoyed you even more now. All I can tell you is that Lotus understands my points even if she says she doesn't, because we've discussed them before. She may not AGREE with me, but she never says that, just says "oh, whatever do you MEAN by that?" when it suits her to say so. I really like Lotus even though her approach more than often inspires annoyance in others, rather than actually "inspires" others, which she is also fully capable of doing.
Neptune understands EXACTLY what I am talking about. The best we can give each other is to help each other learn how to best share our gifts with others. We are all teachers and we are all students.
Some of us aren't just Enlightened Masters above reproach sent here to sacrifice ourselves for the rest of us riff-raff, right?

So, Hello lalalinda! It's nice to chat with you on a more personal level. I hope we can get to know each other. Are you a mother? Do you mind telling me your Sun sign or any other info? Do you know that I am a Libra with Cap moon and AC with moon and mars in the 1st?

InLove, I read your posts a lot in Soul Unions. I was thinking that you were not a teen, and I enjoy many of your thoughts. I hope to get to know you more as well.

posted February 03, 2007 04:21 PM         

I do not personally know lalalinda, and we do not email, so there go your assumptions...

LOts of LOve to EveryOne. ...

posted February 03, 2007 04:47 PM         

I didn't say that you "personally knew" lalalinda. I was just acknowledging her tenderness to you. You are so fearful (even after all of your Words of Light) that think that just because I say something that you don't like, ALL of my words have hidden barbs.
You don't remember our conversation when I took a great deal of time to explain how your wisdom (which I believe is there *sigh* but I don't really feel like validating everytime we disagree) would be more effective if you didn't cause everyone on the thread to start fighting with you and thinking you are crazy which totally eclipses your original message which may have had some merit?
It was on the thread about Evil Music and you were playing The Church Lady, remember? Yeah, that is contempt, but I am sick of having to smooth your ruffled feathers constantly. I have better things to do than spend my entire day going back and forth with you.
I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU in the first place. Yeah, I get it.
You don't like my methods.
You think your way is better.
Well, I don't like your methods.
I think my way is better.

If your way is honestly better, why has it degenerated into THIS, when my original comments to Neptune and Pix helped bring about Nep's brilliant comment above? I am content to let you be you, if you allow me to be me. I will commend you and your comments when the spirit moves me.
If you want to keep asking questions, trying to engage me: >>>what about unconditional LOve and Understanding..
and respect for ALL?

how about not lowering ourSelves to that level?

two wrongs don't make a right!<<<< by Lotus

posted February 03, 2007 05:02 PM         

MysticMelody, I'm sorry

I am misunderstood by many, but many do understand me, and my intentions...
I have learned and grown
in this past year and half in front of all of you, and made my apologies along the way...

I do feel I deserve to be respected
and when you are disrespectful, I will
say something...

I am no better than anyone else
and have never claimed to be. ...

MysticMelody, please, put some music on
and DANCE
and offer that dance to God...
allow yourSelf to be bathed
in the Golden Light and LOve
of Our Creators

I do the best that I can everyday....

LOve to ALL... .

I'm leaving to have dinner at my mom's and won't be back til later...

posted February 03, 2007 05:29 PM         

so you r a libran with a cappy moon AND asc...how cool is that !! count me in your official admirer's list (i'm sure u hv a long one). look forward to getting to know u more as a person. btw, i'm a no-nonsense cappy, with an impatient gemini moon and a rather sensitive and emotional cancer rising

yeah i really hope i dont come across as a teen, bcoz i am 26!!

posted February 04, 2007 01:16 PM         

I do feel a responsibility to the youth on these boards.
I am sensitive to youngsters who want to learn astrology.
I used to be one of them and I was blessed to have a great mentor/tutor.
From her I recieved so much encouragement and spiritual direction which helped me to grow into my own person.

Anyone who can remember their teen years can surely remember feeling misunderstood right? As a Saggie Asc. I was forever being accused of things I was totally unaware of because of an expression, a statement etc. Bottom line was I was not seeing the same world as an adult.

posted February 05, 2007 01:47 AM         

pleased to see your reply. dont worry my Cancer Asc is sensitive but it can feel the other person out. so it is only when someone really goes out of the way to hurt me that it becomes emotional and sensitive. as for the gemini moon, it can do with some lessons in patience

yeah i totally get where u r coming from...wht u say seems sooo much like 'wow tht's exactly wht i wud have said had i a way with words'

so yeah no difficulty in following the drift (except in the quotes and songs thread...some of tht poetry was way above my powers of comprehension...lol....or rather the gemini moon got impatient again... ). Btw, mars in seventh here...i love a good debate and snappy exchange of ideas when i can get it

btw i recently learned abt the extent of smilies available to me, thanks to u, so i just have to use this one now

ILWL

posted February 11, 2007 01:50 AM         

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We just aren't letting your behavior slide. There is a big difference. Pix and I are Mommas and yes, if my daughter was toying with cruelty as a form of self-expression and power over others, and I wasn't watching, I would hope other big sisters and mothers would show her the truth of her actions before she pushed another young person over the edge.

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~above quote is perfect~

Neptune, I have a ton of love and respect for you. You are fumbling at times, being real, being candid, regrouping, changing perpectives.. Tis so human.