posted February 25, 2007 09:22 PM         

It started a few months ago. One of my bf's friends who I dislike because I just got this vibe of her and she seemed like a not nice person. And that just stuck to me, I usually pick up on subtle things. I am not one to judge people but I just felt this thing off this person. Then my bf and I were going through some trouble and we broke up. Immediately she showed her racist colors.

She said "you finally dumped the .... chick lets celebrate". I got soooo angry. My Scorpio moon went off completely. How dare she say such a horrible thing, how dare she say it to my boyfriend etc! I replied with a typical witty Gemini comment, but from then on deep inside i despised her. She made a seemingly fake appology which i just brushed off. A month later and after another fight my bf changed his myspace status to single again out of anger and lo and behold look who showed up again. She didnt say anything past "ooh single" but once again I was infuriated. She snuck around to avoid me and send him private messages etc. Everyone told me to let it go but like i said im a moon conj pluto in Scorpio. Such hasn't been the strongest of my gifts...

On a totally unrelated note one of my friends was telling me how her bf left me so he can date other women and all that stuff. So i figured he was a player and didn't think much of it. Im not very close with the girl but tried to make her feel better. So i wrote her a comment of "the poor bloke must be sorry he left you now, a gorgeous girl like you". Didn;t think twice of it until he wrote me an angry message saying I don't know what Im talking about and I should get the facts straight before I but in. At first I got mad because why is he attacking me, shouldn't he realise that I don't know him, we never met etc. But then it hit me, he is seeing this the way I saw that girl. And suddenly I felt so humbled. I won't say that I now like her or something, or that it is an exuse for her racist comment but perhaps everything isn't as black and white as I first saw it.

Thanks for listening anyways. Just felt like sharing