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Topic: Been lookin' at the wrong chart for the past 16 yrs w/ the wrong Asc
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Lake Dance
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posted May 03, 2007 10:32 AM
 
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Motherkonfessor
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posted May 03, 2007 07:40 PM
Oh my dear... I am sorry this had to happen to you. I don't know what else to say. What a difficult scenario to deal with. 
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Bluemoon
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Lake Dance
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posted May 04, 2007 01:05 AM
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InLoveWithLife
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posted May 04, 2007 01:43 AM
my gawd! i can't believe a person, that too a mother, can do this !!i am glad you changed your name dear. it is only appropriate. welcome to the new you.  i dont have much to say, because i am in shock. be safe
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Lake Dance
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InLoveWithLife
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posted May 05, 2007 04:41 AM
Lake,please take care. that sounds like a deranged person to me. what kind of person would wish their child to be dead. i really cant fathom her motives for lying to you either. she sure is quite obsessive. stay away from her. ILWL IP: Logged |
Dulce Luna
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From: The Asylum
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posted May 05, 2007 12:56 PM
Wow, I'm sorry you had to go through that LD. I cannot fathom why, but I hope you're pulling through.  I liked your old name, but this New One sounds warm.
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Lake Dance
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posted May 10, 2007 04:23 AM
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Bluemoon
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posted May 10, 2007 08:03 AM
Love and Light to you, Lake. IP: Logged |
Lake Dance
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posted May 11, 2007 04:37 AM
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naiad
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posted May 11, 2007 07:05 AM
wow, i love my mother so much...it must be so painful to have all these conflicts with her. i love how our love is karmic and fierce...and how we find ways to work through this karma with patience and understanding.i'm glad you're learning to love yourself more Lake. i hope that you can find a way to love your mother as well, and recognize the beautiful opportunity that karma and life gives to us to love and cherish one another, and most especially, the more difficult relationships that we experience. love and blessings to you,
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Lake Dance
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posted May 11, 2007 09:05 AM
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Lake Dance
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Lake Dance
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Lake Dance
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Lake Dance
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posted May 23, 2007 12:36 AM
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fayte.m
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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
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posted May 23, 2007 01:58 AM
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~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~
~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~
~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~
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Lake Dance
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posted May 23, 2007 06:05 AM
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pixelpixie
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From: Ontario Canada
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posted May 23, 2007 09:20 AM
um................
Do you have someone to talk to about your paranoia about situations in your life, rather than only garnering sympathy here?
I mean, go ahead and do it here as well..it's healing... but I would copy and paste all these many pages of material you've written about the injustice and apparant (strange) mistreatment at the hands of your family (and, perhaps everyone you've encountered, eventually???), and talk to someone who can offer real help.
Obviously not the Doctor you were speaking to whose relationship was sabotaged through a series of odd and seemingly benign events.... but perhaps someone new who can really help. IP: Logged |
Mirandee
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From: South of the Thumb - Taurus, Pisces, Cancer
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posted May 23, 2007 11:57 AM
Good advice, Pix. The best advice one can give to Lake in fact. It's also the best advice one can give to the many posts where some people here talk about committing suicide. I think there is one of those every other week. While I do sympathize with people who post these types of things I keep in mind that we are only hearing one side of the story. To be honest, in the respect of her mom not giving her the correct birth time, while I remember the month, day and year of the birth of my children, I have to look at their birth certificates to recall the times of their birth. I was kind of out it. Didn't know where I was much less what time it was. lol If you have more than one child it becomes even harder to recall which time it was for which kid. At any rate, the accounts of things that her parents did to her that Lake has given here at LL through time are to say the least criminal and maybe instead of taking it to doctors Lake should take it to the police dept. and file criminal charges against her parents. I don't know about where she lives in the world but here in the U.S. there are laws against physical and mental abuse of children. From the accounts she has given us here at LL regarding her parents, Lake's mother sounds like the anti-christ and evil incarnate to me so she should be imprisoned. Her dad too.
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marsconjunctmercury
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From: Isle of Wight U.K
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posted May 23, 2007 02:01 PM
Yes the accounts she gives of her legal guardians if true, are sickening and they should at least be imprisoned. Personally i would like to see them removed from the planet.
She's been through an unceasing, cruel, hellish ordeal. No wonder she might find it hard to trust people's motives. I dare say that from her posts she's almost certainly suffering from a schizo-affective or bi-polar disorder attributable wholly to her upbringing.
My friends brother turned paranoid schizophrenic through drug use. He's from a good family etc but unlike the others who are mentally well he developed this illness after prolongued taking of ecstacy (so his brother says). He can turn on them at any time. He can be one person one minute and a completely different one the next.
It's not always possible to 'bring poeple back' from certain illnesses, but abandoning them will make them even iller.
I doubt if Lake really knows what happiness feels like. Hopefully if she tastes happiness in future it will stay with her forever.------------------
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libraschoice7
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From: Arizona
Registered: Jul 2006
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posted May 23, 2007 03:35 PM
This is all difficult to read, but it helps me understand where your coming from. The change of name is very fitting considering finding out the complete new you. I have looked at your old chart, and was fascinated by some of the placements in your old natal. Now I see it as knowing you a bit better, the 'real' natal placements seem to fit more with Lake Dance ------------------
Sun in Libra
Moon in Cancer
Jupiter in Cancer
Venus in Virgo
Mars in Cancer
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Lake Dance
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Lake Dance
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