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Topic: Oh, cold, cruel love
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Battle of Evermore
Knowflake Posts: 1145
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Registered: Sep 2004
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posted May 30, 2007 08:27 PM
 
... venting the emotions of my broken heart, lol.
I laugh, but I actually feel really bad. I've never really been in love before... not when it was mutual, anyway. It hurts like a ***** .  All I can say is... ouch.
Stupid long distances.I thought everyone might want to hear me feel sorry for myself, so I made this thread. haha 
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InLoveWithLife
Knowflake Posts: 1530
From: Wonderland
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted May 30, 2007 08:40 PM
i did the same thing last night, and then chickened out and deleted it i do know how u feel BOE  IP: Logged |
Battle of Evermore
Knowflake Posts: 1145
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Registered: Sep 2004
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posted May 30, 2007 08:50 PM
Well, it makes me feel better that you know how I feel... yet I hate it that you have to know, because it sucks big time...I don't know if I made a mistake or not... my head says no, my heart says yes. IP: Logged |
starr33
Moderator Posts: 474
From: My Mother
Registered: Oct 2006
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posted May 30, 2007 09:49 PM
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted May 30, 2007 10:21 PM
heads and hearts rarely speak the same language... which one have you listened to before with success?nothing is absolute.  be well IP: Logged |
Battle of Evermore
Knowflake Posts: 1145
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Registered: Sep 2004
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posted May 31, 2007 12:01 AM
Star~ ... Yeah... it was the guy who wore my shoes. XD He looks goofy, but he's so nice to me and we get along so well. We decided to break up after a year because we weren't really going to get to see eachother that much and he was going to be on base all of the time...now I don't know what to do. :\ I was the one to make the final decision to do it because I thought there would be too many complications and we would both be forced to move on. Now I'm kicking myself for it. We will get to see eachother sometimes. I'll just have to sit back and see how it goes. I didn't think I'd miss him so much, but I do, and after a month it's just gotten worse.Pix~ My heart doesn't usually speak up that much, lol. The few times it has it's gotten me into trouble, but I don't know... I'm just confused. Time to zone out and read Ray Bradbury or watch Comedy Central or something, whoo!...
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Heart--Shaped Cross
Knowflake Posts: 7178
From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted May 31, 2007 01:27 AM
B of E,Hey. I'm sorry you are feeling so crumby. You are an Aqua, right?
I've got an Aqua Moon. Our minds are always working...
Sometimes we can't hear what the heart has to say;
not until its too late, or near the final hour,
after the mind has made and closed its case. "Don't it always seem to go,
that you don't know what you've got till its gone?" Your heart is crying now,
but the fat lady hasn't sung. It sounds like you will see him soon,
and probably you will be more certain
about what final decision to make then.
Good luck and love to you.
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The Mutable Night Force
Knowflake Posts: 1451
From: England
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted May 31, 2007 05:56 AM
Awww I feel sorry for you too. If I can feel sorry for myself, there's enough pity to go round for everyone!
I was away and missed out on knowing who this guy is but it still sounds awful. Did you break up just cos you weren't gonna get to see each other much? Is there never gonna be a time when you will get to be together again?
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Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted May 31, 2007 08:05 AM
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Battle of Evermore
Knowflake Posts: 1145
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Registered: Sep 2004
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posted May 31, 2007 04:40 PM
HSC~ Thanks... no, I'm not an Aqua, I'm a Virgo with Aqua rising and a Leo stellium.
Good ol' Joni Mitchell, she has some wise words... lol I was just playing that song on my guitar the other day.
I guess the sensible/logical thing to do isn't always the right thing to do. This is why I so seldom get attached to someone, it always has to get complicated! lol
Well, I'll just have to wait and see just what that fat lady has to sing. Let's hope she's feeling benevolent.~Hi MNF, long time no see. How have you been? ...Thanks.. maybe there really is enough pity and self pity in this thread to go around for everyone.
Yep, we broke up because we weren't going to get to see eachother very much. I have no idea if there will be a time later when we can or not. There won't be for a year at least. After that he might get stationed ANYWHERE. This is what I get for falling for a military man. Tsk tsk tsk BAD Battle!... *snaps rubber band on wrist* IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees
Knowflake Posts: 3844
From: Infinity
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted May 31, 2007 05:04 PM
 I know it can't stop the pain right now...but it WILL heal...I hope that doesn't sound lame, but it's true. (Also, like Pixie said....nothing is absolute). Hope this helps a tiny bit. Love & light to you IP: Logged |
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