posted November 13, 2007 02:43 AM              

Two Sensitive Soul Awards

posted November 13, 2007 03:43 AM              

You SOooooooooooooo ROCK!

[now, here I planned to post something special in gratitude...]

*The dilemma arrived when I realized I did'nt have anything special enough.

So I went online in search...

I typed into my browser "BIG ASS HEART"... to my surprise no Big beautiful glowing heart pictures showed up in my search engines results....
(you can probably imagine what did show up though, LOL!) XXX

Anyways, on with my mission!

I next attempted the search by typing in "Large Beautiful Heart" and again to my surprise no picture showed up...

link after link I explored to discover the most beautiful story about a mans heart and though I'm certain that you too..
would quite enjoy it, it seemed not quite right as a "thank you"...
(I've linked it if you wanna' take a peek?)

On with my mission!

I now carefully typed into the search box the words: "Charming Heart"...

wow!

Link after link of jewelry, was all to be found... charm braclets, necklaces, earings, and rings...

(As much as I truly adore you, I could hardly afford to "thank you" in this manner) -I do have three children to feed...

posted November 13, 2007 03:43 AM              

OHhhhhhhh........ NO... NO.... NO!!!

I was not about to post, that peice of crapolla up for you!

You are just TOOooo SPECIAL!

Wait! I had an idea!!!!

I'd just type in "SPECIAL heart" then I was certain to find a suitable picture!

so click...click...click away at the keyboard I went...

The very first link displayed made my heart beat fast!

I had now found what I was searching for all along...

*Relieved to read the headline entitled "SPECIAL HEARTS GRAPHICS"

I quickly clicked the link. To discover to my terrible dismay... it was a set up!

It was a website discussing congenital heart defects and the only Graphic I found within it, was the "graphic information" about open-heart surgery....

It seemed that congenital heart defects, known as "CHD" was a very sad situatuation indeed...

my heart began to ache somethin' fierce....

I continued on.... In hopes of that very perfect one of a kind unique, special picture "Just For You"....

click, clickin' away...
I tried another, then another then another and another (or) other?

I realized how tired I had become "*Yawn..."

rubbing my eyes...

I could barely even focus on the computer screen now...

I decided I had better go ahead and round this one up.

My vast search across the web led me to this conclusion:

well... um....Here's the deal...

You are so wonderful and great my "Thank You" to you is this adventure!

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oh yeah! and I forgot to tell you...

YOUR

Thanks!

posted November 13, 2007 06:30 AM              

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No mistake aqua inferno, not at all.

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posted November 13, 2007 08:44 AM            

It doesn't matter if anyone has Arrived at a state of being a perfect human being or not because that is not what it is all about. It's the effort we are making at rising above things in our lives and being better people by the day that matters. That is also what makes a person a Phoenix.

The Phoenix, is always depicted as rising upward out of the ashes. The Phoenix is never depicted of having already arrived to the heights of wisdom, knowledge and spiritual perfection. Neither have any of us risen to those heights and it probably won't happen in our lifetimes. The effort along our journies is ALL that matters. We do it baby steps at a time on the most part.

I agree that it is an honorable award. But who are we to determine who does and does not deserve that honor? That is contrary to oneness of all and on a forum like LL, to build up an award to the point of making it almost as esteemed as the Nobel Prize even makes it more divisive when you select the "worthy" ones even if it is just your own opinion it's still divisive after making such a big deal out the award.
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Fayte you may want to read this over more clearly, then you may get your own answers to your own questions here, you handing out the Phoenix Award as some kind of final spiritual enlightenment, this is not even close to what it truly means and not what the medicine is all about with the Phoenix Rising from the ashes.

It doesn't surprise me that you think your being attacted again, by Mirandee and me.
What's new??? Were always made out to look like we're the bad guys for saying anything to you.

Your the one that give that award out to only certain folk here at LL, that you thought only desevred it in your eyes and then as soon as I give it to who I like, you jump in and have a problem with this and have the gall to make it look like your being attacked by US first??? O.K Fayte, now thats funny!!!

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To differentiate between what I perceive as the "Phoenix" Award and those truly deserving of it....

I will from hereon refer to my version as the "Golden Amber Phoenix" Award.
No Anthropomorphic nor human fantasy female near nudes to depict the noble Phoenix who needs no such embellishments and ego/physical beauty to be what it is.
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What is a phoenix award anyway????????
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The "Phoenix" Award is not one I give lightly. It is not like a crown or because I like someone even. It is for folks who in my opinion have been through more hardship than most could endure, and may still be going through things that would break most people. They have survived and grew spiritually afterwards and continue to grow. It is for folks who are not stuck in the box nor complacent. It is also for folks who are truly honest and have never practiced any form of oneupmanship. It is for folks who have integrity and think before they speak. It is for folks who know themselves. For folks not bitter at life or as bitter as others could be under similar circumstances. It is for folks who have never told me any white lies just to spare my feelings, I detest lies of any kind. It is for folks who being of another ilk would be emotional vampires or co-dependent, or emotional manipulators, but instead have risen above all that. It is folks I truly admire and have learned much from. It is for folks who I have not seen try to force their views on me or others. It is for folks who march to a different drummer, who are not afraid to be different, or ashamed of themselves for any
physical problems. It is for those who I feel will age gracefully and never suffer hardening of the categories. Always retaining some aspect of gentle childlike sweetness. All these things may or may not be present in one who receives a "Phoenix" Award , but they all have many of these traits in my opinion.
As I get to know you and others better you and many more may be eligible! More may well deserve it but I do not know them well enough yet to make such a decision. Or have missed their story or have not heard it in some time and my apologies, have forgotten.

PS. I will say from what I know of you, you at least qualify for the "The Phoenix In The Making" and/or the "Eagle" Award.
I shall think on who else I feel deserves those and post in awhile.
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Now this looks like a First Judgement call on your part and sounding just a little to much like a given to only others from your own personal EGO needs here!! Filling the ego and passing it off onto others that you only think are deserving, so this is why I also give this award to all here, because your's seems to be the only one thats presented in such a self-serving way only. If you don't bother to pass off judgement here with those statements of yours, of questioning why I give this award to Mirandee in first place, then I would of not said anything to you.

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PS. I will say from what I know of you, you at least qualify for the "The Phoenix In The Making" and/or the "Eagle" Award.
I shall think on who else I feel deserves those and post in awhile.
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You said: I shall think on who else I feel deserves those and post in awhile.
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What the hell??? Does that mean???

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To differentiate between what I perceive as the "Phoenix" Award and those truly deserving of it....
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Those words above, right there that you said Quote again fayte:

"Phoenix" Award and those truly deserving of it....

With that kind of statement, it's no wonder why you feel attacted by US???? Go figure???

You can continue to Twist this around more to make it look like Us doing this to you, but, we know the difference here Fayte.

We're always out to just get you??????

This is what you started with your own Judgement here Fayte, not US attacking you!!! I see you attacking yours-elf here, by these first statements, it's all of your own doing. Looked like an invite to me to put the jugdement back to where it once came from, in the first place, by you.

posted November 13, 2007 09:02 AM              

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Mirandee,

I like what you said about the Phoenix. We've all been through tremendous transformations, and had to overcome public and private sufferings. I feel very lucky not to have gone through, in this lifetime, many of the things I've heard about from others.

I do think there are different kinds of phoenixes, and, most distinctly, two main types: Those who deal with external issues, and those who deal with internal. Of course, when the internal issues are intense, they spill over into the external, and vice-versa. I think the people we tend to see as "victims" usually deal with external issues, and then internalize them. Because we can see the "cause" in the outer world, we are inclined to understand and sympathize with the internal conflicts. But when people's issues "begin" internally, and spill over into the external, we tend to see them as the aggressor, because the "cause" of their anger and behavior is not obviously located in the external world. Something to think about. And, of course, there are people who are born with serious internal conflicts and encounted conflicts in the world, and their cross is indeed difficult to bear. Likewise, we might think of people who are born especially harmonious on the inside, who then face external conflicts, and do not internalize them to a great degree. When you are your own best friend, you can overcome just about any external difficulty. Just as, if you are in conflict with yourself, but are very well provided for externally, you may ease those internal conflicts with external means (frequent and expensive treatments, for instance). And then there are good friends, a supportive family, and any number of resources not mentioned here, which some people have easier access to than others; often much easier. Often, many of the resources we take for granted are not at all accessible to others. Really, there are so many things to consider, and I doubt there has been born a person in this world with the kind of genius needed to see and consider all the factors, so as to pass a fair judgement on anyone, and decide, who is a phoenix and who is not.

But I'll stop here.
I've been spiralling a lot lately.

love
hsc

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posted November 13, 2007 09:11 AM              

And to others who feel I am unworthy to give out an award I made up.....that is your opinion and I still stand by my actions. Sorry that upsets and offends.

Sadly it seems I have also offended LTT, HSC and NAM too..and perhaps others.
Sorry you are feeling left out.
But I am not going to bestow any award desired just so folks will like me or not be upset with me and my choices.
We cannot all get all the awards.
I just want to give out awards here...yet I am being the only one being dissed for doing so as I feel in my heart.
Weird.

posted November 13, 2007 09:11 AM            

I like what you said about the Phoenix. We've all been through tremendous transformations, and had to overcome public and private sufferings. I feel very lucky not to have gone through, in this lifetime, many of the things I've heard about from others.
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Really, there are so many things to consider, and I doubt there has been born a person in this world with the kind of genius needed to see and consider all the factors, so as to pass a fair judgement on anyone, and decide, who is a phoenix and who is not.
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posted November 13, 2007 09:24 AM              

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I do not feel I was judging anyone when I gave awards for different looks.
I guess if that makes me primitive, oh well. Or have I misunderstood you?

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Fayte,
Of course i was not referring to you !!

I am so sorry for my bad english

You were talking about those who would do that and i meant them too !

It`s all about insulting, making fun of, discriminating people who are not much physically gifted...
And i know so many doing this, it`s really sad

posted November 13, 2007 09:25 AM            

What ever Fayte, no need to defend youself, not being attacked ,just a difference in opinion!!!

posted November 13, 2007 09:35 AM              

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Mirandee,

I like what you said about the Phoenix. We've all been through tremendous transformations, and had to overcome public and private sufferings. I feel very lucky not to have gone through, in this lifetime, many of the things I've heard about from others.

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I feel very lucky not to have gone through, in this lifetime, many of the things I've heard about from others.

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Really, there are so many things to consider, and I doubt there has been born a person in this world with the kind of genius needed to see and consider all the factors, so as to pass a fair judgement on anyone, and decide, who is a phoenix and who is not.

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"Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!"
~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~
~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~
~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~
~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~
Everything changes.
Fear not the changes.
"My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!"
"I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!"
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Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

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posted November 13, 2007 09:43 AM              

To you then I hereby bestow another award....
The "Kindness & Understanding" Award.
Blessings to you kind gentle soul.
Namaste`

I hope you do not mind...
I want to give it to Zala and Unmoved and Guy_Me19 also.

posted November 13, 2007 10:08 AM              

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What ever Fayte, no need to defend youself, not being attacked ,just a difference in opinion!!!

Take a chill pill!!!

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posted November 13, 2007 10:15 AM              

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I have some cinnamon bagels with cream cheese spread ... I'll share if you are nice. Heck, I'll even fix all of you a cup of coffee to go along with it.

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posted November 13, 2007 10:20 AM              

You are the one who made an issue of the Phoenix award when Solane Star posted her picture and gave the award to me.

You deminished the picture that she posted along with the award and made a big deal out of the picture. Anyone here can go back and read and see ( unless you edit your post) that it was you who made an issue of the award right after Star gave the award to me.

We were only responding to what you said. HSC responded to what I said about it. You value your right to give your thoughts and opinions and well you should, but you should then also value the rights of others who give their thoughts and opinions.

posted November 13, 2007 10:21 AM              

I have the day off today... so come and sit at my kitchen table with me... these bagels sure are goooooood. .... mmmmm-mmmmm. The coffee is hazelnut.

Wait. Maybe you don't like bagels... I have pumpkin bread.... (said in a persuasive voice).

I give myself the "Most likely to bribe with treats" award.

posted November 13, 2007 10:23 AM              

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I feel very lucky not to have gone through, in this lifetime, many of the things I've heard about from others.

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EDIT/ADD
Lexigram of KNOWFLAKES...
THERE ARE MANY KINDS OF THEM...

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"Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!"
~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~
~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~
~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~
~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~
Everything changes.
Fear not the changes.
"My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!"
"I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!"
}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3
~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~
~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~

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Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

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posted November 13, 2007 10:50 AM            

Award for fayte for having the most (and monopolizing) posts in one thread 84

Best Webmaster

worst Webmaster Mr.PotatoHead

sweet honorable mentions
Mirandee
T26
unmoved
8th Moon
YFIS
Peri

Mr. Wonderful Jwhop

sister in spirit
Piddy
Trillian

most impressive astrologers
Rev. Alice
geocosmic valentine
astralmuse
happy dragon

best post in this thread
Mystic Melody

girls with gumption
Dulce
Mama Mia
Nam

take a chill pill?
I live on chill pills

out

posted November 13, 2007 10:57 AM              

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Award for fayte for having the most (and monopolizing) posts in one thread 84

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worst Webmaster Mr.PotatoeHead

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posted November 13, 2007 11:11 AM              

I think from hereon a rule of no nasty "awards" should be instated.

Only heartfelt nice awards please!

Anyone feel free to start a hate thread and insult others go ahead and have your perverse jollies!

For now.....

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"Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!"
~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~
~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~
~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~
~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~
Everything changes.
Fear not the changes.
"My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!"
"I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!"
}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3
~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~
~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~

quote:

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Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

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