posted March 03, 2008 04:35 PM         

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Kal El,

"I dont really know what this is all over... But I must say"

Why is it that people who dont know what this is about "must say"?

posted March 03, 2008 04:39 PM         

So true, 26! We're all more likely to gain insight about ourselves and the world from the hard times rather than the good. And thank God for that, eh?

You quoted Plato once ... be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle
... It has stayed with me. Thank you for that gift. I always meant to tell you that.

posted March 03, 2008 04:44 PM         

But, bear in mind, I'm a Scorpio.

I'm often aware of people's motives even when they are unconscious.

That reaction is exactly the reaction I expect when I tell people something that they are in denial about.

posted March 03, 2008 04:48 PM         

Just because you have the power, doesnt mean you have the right.

posted March 03, 2008 04:51 PM         

Been there, done that.

posted March 03, 2008 04:56 PM         

This isnt news to you, Randall.

Hidden agenda?

Look at my chart.

Mars/merc in Sag trine Jupiter

Sun conjunct Uranus on the Midheaven

What is hidden here?

You dont know me at all, Randall.

I exasperate my friends because they know all too well
that I will call them out, if I think they are wrong,
and I will turn around and defend an "enemy" in a heartbeat if I know they're right.

You, on the other hand, have a lot to say about "loyalty".

posted March 03, 2008 04:57 PM         

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HSC, dude, this is just a website. I think you are really being over the top. I know you're enjoying all the attention, but take a chill pill and chillax.

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It takes two to tango.

posted March 03, 2008 05:03 PM         

I am asking least this thread also be closed, deleted and censored because I speak.

If I have your permission to speak for myself and give my views of the whole situation, Randall I will speak.

posted March 03, 2008 05:19 PM         

But I want to ask people here what would you do differently if LL was your website? I give Randall credit for having patience with all the negativity being thrown at him. Honestly, with my temper, you could be sure, I wouldnt stand for half the cr@p here especially if It was my money running the site.

I dont think what happened to Mirandee was right. I think it was downright wrong, and a hurtful thing to do. I wish you would reconsider your actions. I believe you know this in your heart, although you might not want to admit it.

posted March 03, 2008 05:26 PM         

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Why do people who leave find themselves not being able to stay away?

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posted March 03, 2008 09:38 PM         

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A little poem dedicated to NoSis and all the angels. Please share your thoughts here. I would really love to hear all your views.

Is it pain?
Is it pleasure?
To hold on to the feeling that’s growing inside of me.
The whole world has changed

Every thing I look around, has a new meaning to it
The time I knew it, there is another soul growing inside of me
Every second and every minute I wait for it
For the time which would allow me to contribute to the future of the world

As little as it might be in the wholesome part of the world
My contribution to the world is as good as anything can be
Every action of mine, has lost to think of myself
Which I never believed that I would be able to do all my life

Every single moment I breathe, I take it a little more deep
So that it can serve the little one that’s growing inside of me
Every moment I feel the hunger, I take it a little deeper
So that I make sure that little one has enough of what it needs

Every single step, every single movement of mine
I tread with such a caution
That thinking of even a little uncomfort to the little one
Would shake my soul deep into the roots

A deep sense of feeling is filling inside of me
Is this why I was born
Is this what my purpose of life was?
How could I lose all my self in a moments notice?

I search for answers all the time
Only to come up with more questions each time
As the clocks ticks away making the day get nearer and nearer
I am filled with fear, which makes me dream the pain I need to go through?

As I get more and more nervous as the day approaches
Even the overwhelming feeling of fear, that transcends in me every single second
Couldn’t stop me from waiting for the time to come, to hold the little one in my hand
I am sure all the pain I go through, was there for a reason

It’s the way I have to build the future.
It’s the way I will contribute to the world
As little as it can be
It’s the only way the world can move on

If I stop doing it, if I stop experiencing death and regeneration at the same time
Wouldn’t the world would stop
If I stop accepting it, if I stop accepting the fact that I lost my own self in the process
Would the world have any purpose exist?

Even the great god was crucified only once
He was the only man, who accepted excruciating pain for a greater good
How many angels are there in the world who accept the pleasure of carrying another soul
How many times they willingly cross the line knowing that they may never cross it.

By NoSis

It’s the effort of those unsung mothers
That’s pushing the world to greater heights
It’s their efforts to forget their own self in the process
That’s pushing the world to believe justice and truth can exist.

In a way they are part of the mother earth
They are small little parts of her,
How much so ever we exploit her
She gives us a little bit more to have

How much so ever we feed on her blood
She gives us a little more with a little smile
How much so ever we refuse to accept our responsibility
She waits patiently for us to change

She balances every effort of ours to undermine her
Always thinking of builing a better future for us
She smiles even when we dig deep into her soul
Thinking that it would help us be better.

Who said god was up above all of us?
She is there right next to us,
Just open your eyes,
Even the gods some times forget who they are.

Wouldn’t that be our responsibility to remind them that
They don’t belong to world, but the world belongs to them
For what they were, for what they did and for what they will.

Strtnash

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