posted October 10, 2008 08:30 AM         

And the thing is they have such a great appeal - those april and december guys- that you go back to get your heart broken all over again.

Oh btw did Robert stay all the time with you last night? Did he kinda "disappear" at some time?
Well, if he did, then he might have been standing in my sleepingroom in the middle of the night (early morning hours for you) and sighed: "make him stop talking, PLEASE!"

ROFL

I told you I am imagining weird things between night and day.

posted October 10, 2008 08:37 AM         

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Sometimes, you won`t believe me, I even think that Jude is really sexy and to die for

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Good God! You really are hallucinating and in delusional states. What is the remedy?

posted October 10, 2008 08:58 AM         

Yesterday, after I wrote to you, I wrote another email to this friend of mine, who knows my state of mind, and she asked me some questions about not really wanting to develop this crush on patrick or being uncharacteristically quiet about the concert.

And I wrote her, literally: "The answer is a four letter word - Jude."

posted October 10, 2008 08:59 AM         

Actually - that is such an interesting take on what I said. The first four letter word I was thinking of was "love" and the second with the two four letter words "soulmate".

posted October 10, 2008 09:20 AM         

Actually another old friend of mine had a Sun-Moon-Venusc conjunction in Aqua on my Moon.

So you, Meta, me, whoelse?

posted October 10, 2008 10:47 AM         

Actually my family has that, too.

My Dad has Aqua Sun, Venus and Jupiter.
My Middle brother has Aqua ASC (the one who is just 2 days younger than Orlando and even shares the same ASC)
My youngest brother has Aqua Mercury.

You and Russell, hu?
WEll, yes, I can actually see that. Those Arians.
He`s got something.

Also Ewan - very much likey, not really as a brother though. lol
He is one of Jude`s best friends, did you know that?
Actually him, Ewan and Johnny Lee Miller once shared a flat (Johnny has Scorpio sun).

But Ewans, this delicious Aries Sun in my 4th house opposing my Pluto.
His Gemini Moon in my 7th house conjunct my Karma and trine my Moon.
HIs Pisces Venus squaring my Mars. His Cappy Mars conjunct my Venus - jip another of these dw.
I really feel a connection to him. At least he always manages to make me laugh. In this film "down with love" for example. I SOO loved that. His face, the way he emphasises things. The way he looks, smiles, grimaces. So amazing.

Also, in "Moulin Rouge" - I ALWAYS cry at the end. I tell myself that I know how it is going to end, that she will die, and that I will not cry this time, and then I am all in tears at the end.

posted October 10, 2008 10:57 AM         

I don't know if you'll fall off your chart when you read this, but, I've never seen Moulin Rouge. Ironic, because Ewan is one of the very few actors I'll watch a movie because he's in it. Usually I need to know a lot of details before I watch a movie - mostly plot - that determines my interest or not. And ending. Yes, strange I know. But sometimes I need to know the ending before I watch a movie! I know - I have these quirks. I hired Michael Clayton (with Clooney) recently because apparently it had this killer ending - well, I went straight to the end - watched that - and yes, it is astonishingly brilliant - and then from that pieced the movie enough to not need or desire to watch it.

btw - I've never seen Titanic.

posted October 10, 2008 11:08 AM         

Synastry with Ewan. I have to post it. Otherwise I'll be here all night listing aspects.

posted October 10, 2008 11:20 AM         

Synastry with Russell:

His Vertex and NN conjunct my IC!

posted October 10, 2008 01:16 PM         

You did your synastries with RALPH?!???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

B1TCHES!!! I knew you wanted my man! I knew it!!!

I don't have time to answer to all of your posts now, BUT I WILL! Oh believe me, i will!!

posted October 10, 2008 07:58 PM         

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Good God no! We couldn't GIVE him away no matter how hard we tried!

DD

Did you notice your comment re: Rafe & meta, you and Jude, me and RDJ - have any of these men ever been poster boys for innocence and saintliness? All three! LOL! Airline hostesses, nannies, and too many to mention. LOL!

We can pick them. Or is it that they pick us?

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Are you trying to say we like bad boys, PA? Or that we just like big man wh0res?? Either one works for me!

posted October 10, 2008 07:59 PM         

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I think it's safe to say he's mine.

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posted October 10, 2008 08:00 PM         

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Gosh! Next I'll be reading your post that you've got a secret crush and intense sexual attraction and desire for Ralph Fiennes.

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posted October 10, 2008 08:04 PM         

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Ralph's Pluto is on my South Node.
His Sun trine my Venus.
His Mars trine my Venus.
ROFL!
His Venus opposite my Mars.
His NN square my Venus.

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... nasty, nasty wh0re-monger. All this time you have been Mars trine Venus-ing/ Mars opposite Venus-ing my man. UNBELIEVABLE!!! WHY, PA???? Just tell me why!??!?

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See, Meta, you can keep your "Barbara Cartland novel like soulmatey love connection". I will not disturb.

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posted October 10, 2008 08:05 PM         

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Ahhhh, NO!

And I'm not answering that other question.

Those couple of aspects I mentioned are very out of place. Well, the Pluto conjunct South Node could speak loads. But the Mars/Venus aspects ?????????

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I smell a rat... and it's name is PEACEANGEL!!

posted October 10, 2008 08:06 PM         

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Can't use Ascendant with Rafe because no actual birth time.

So you think Rafe's Pluto on my South Node has made me put up walls and reject him? From previous lifetime hurt - a defensive. And, thus, that there could be something there otherwise? The synastry is not bad. It's not brilliant. But you can never tell without that birth time.

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What would you guess his ASC to be? I would say Scorpio... but that's just me.

posted October 10, 2008 08:11 PM         

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Does that mean that Rafe is part of our Arthurian life? And meta too then? Also, I was thinking - you know who fits in that lifetime? Sting.

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Yeah, I think it might be, and I also think he probably would be part of that ARthurian life, just look at his birthdate!!!

Meta, too, because, honestly, no Leo in a life connected to knights? Not possible!

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posted October 10, 2008 08:13 PM         

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Regarding Rafe.

quote: there are just too little aspects to justify such an interpretation

I think the astrology confirms the intuition. But sometimes the intuition is blocked or in denial or hasn't been awakened yet too. So, it's possible that there's something there with him. Quite honestly. Think about how much time we've invested in discussing him - and mocking him. Seriously.

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posted October 10, 2008 08:16 PM         

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I don`t know if Meta feels connected to that past life, but I feel she is an important part.

Just because there is a connection to "my" Paul, a coincidental connection.
As you know "my" Paul is a child of the 7th april, and I have the feeling someone who meant a lot for Meta might have some connections to that date.
Also she is born in 1990, the very year I first noticed Paul.

So, the synastry with her is actually my transit-chart for that summer and experience, and thus she reminds me a LOT of what I was experiencing then and how I was thinking and what I was feeling and desiring.

Did you hear that, Meta? I am talking about you.

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I do feel connected, in a strange, hazy sort of way.

Your Paul was April 7th? My "Paul" (who is actually named John) is April 5th (1968; 20:25; Gettysburg, PA).

posted October 10, 2008 11:19 PM         

We're discussing the link of birthdays in people we are drawn too.

We have December and April in our lives.

DD 18 December
Stuart 17 December
Rafe 22 December
Kiefer 21 December
Jude 29 December
plus people in our personal lives

me 2 April
RDJ 4 April
and others