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meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:40 PM
quote: And Kiefer's chart is with birth time - so the DC/IC conjunction and AC/MC conjunctions are right.
I was just readin about marriage indicators on the Astrology forum and to have connections to the angles, especially conjunctions, are top priority. Tippy top. ...dum dum da dum... dum dum da dum... IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:49 PM
Yes, but in a different energy. When I think/feel RDJ - it feels like we're two of a kind - very similar energy, personalities, the way we see things - experience things - process things - like we're the same person.Kiefer feels - peaceful. I don't think he'd like me on a physical level. I think mentally there'd be a natural rapport. He's got this beautiful humility about him - the type that comes from having made many mistakes and learnt the hard way. He's open about himself and his experiences - just read his interviews - good point of reference is the Playboy interview. It feels like a nice fit. But I doubt that he'd find me attractive - but I think I could make him laugh. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:50 PM
Would you marry someone who had been married twice already - and cheated on their partner? No matter what your connection - could you trust them? - having that knowledge in the back of your mind?IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:54 PM
Hmm, so RDJ is more of a romantic thing whereas Kiefer is more of a mutual understanding...? Got ya. I can understand. Wow... so the man has had love problems- so what! Maybe he's weeding 'em out, looking for youuuuu!!! Now what? Feel bad, don't ya? You should! IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:56 PM
RDJ and I have lots of conjunctions. Psyche conjunct Psyche. His Venus conjuncts my Sun. Union conjunct Union. His Eros and Karma conjunct my Moon. His Destinn conjuncts my Chiron. His Chiron conjuncts my Juno. Mercury conjunct Mercury. His Moon conjuncts my Mars and Destinn. Sun conjunct Sun. His Karma conjuncts my Sun. His Sun conjuncts my Karma. His Venus conjuncts my Psyche.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:56 PM
No RDJ is more kindred. That's the word that fits perfectly.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 09:58 PM
I think if Kiefer looked past that I don't look like a movie star or model (I don't know if he's like that) then I think there would be a nice rapport to be balanced earth mates. But that's about it. I'm not feeling the whole soulmate thing like she said. If the world's greatest psychic came up to me and said you and RDJ are soulmates, I'd go yeah, that makes sense to me. But not in this lifetime. Not meant in this lifetime. And I can accept that.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:02 PM
RDJ seems to be very devoted to his wife. And I think that's lovely. I don't feel sexually inclined towards him. Whatever is there is at absolute soul level. He doesn't open any sexual channels inside of me. Not happening. Nothing like what Ralph does for you. I think Colin does for me sexually what Ralph does for you.Do you think you can have a soulmate and not feel it at sexual level? Or does it have to encompass anything? IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:03 PM
That makes sense, since you don't speak so emotionally of Kiefer, like you do with RDJ. And plus, i know DD has been working with you a lot on proving that you and RDJ ARE, in fact, soulmates. Everytime i see him i think of you now. But ya know, RDJ has had love-life problems too. He's a bit notorious for being a man-ho. Hey! Don't sell yourself short! Who wants to look like a model anyways??? And who are you to say that you don't look lovely? You know, We are our own worst critics. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:05 PM
Name one person on the planet who hasn't had love-life problems? I just put it part and parcel of being human, I think.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:08 PM
LOL - everytime I see Ralph or reference to him I think of you.IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:09 PM
quote: RDJ seems to be very devoted to his wife. And I think that's lovely. I don't feel sexually inclined towards him. Whatever is there is at absolute soul level. He doesn't open any sexual channels inside of me. Not happening. Nothing like what Ralph does for you. I think Colin does for me sexually what Ralph does for you. Do you think you can have a soulmate and not feel it at sexual level? Or does it have to encompass anything?
WOW! Colin is your Ralph?! Wow. Wow. But you are attracted to RDJ.. aren't you. YESSS you are, you've posted the yucky IronMan pictures! I think that there is a difference between a soulmate and a SOULMATE. Some people you just instantly understand. You instantly have a connection with. You instantly care for. But on a lighter level. On a friendlier, jovial level. So yes, i believe that you can have a soulmate that you aren't sexually enthralled by. However, that instant connection also can happen on a harder level. On a romantic level. My theory is that if it isn't there immediately, it's not there at all. I don't believe in the "grow to love someone" statement. If you're not instantaneously connected to them on a sexual, physical, emotional level, chances are you aren't soulmates. Did i ramble..? IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:11 PM
quote: LOL - everytime I see Ralph or reference to him I think of you.
Good! You should! IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:13 PM
Funny thing about Kiefer though. At night, when i'm the only one awake - when I listen to this one particular song - You and Me, by Lifehouse - the lights in the house flicker. The only other song it does happens is "Is This Love" by Whitesnake. Nothing else - just those two. Doesn't matter which room I'm in. So, the connection to Kiefer - he owns/co-owns IronWorks which produces music - and You and Me is co-written and, I think produced, by his best friend, Jude Cole (lol - another Jude!) at IronWorks. What do you do! Funny though! For about three years everywhere I went that song would be playing. I didn't know it - but I heard it enough times to get the lyrics to research it online and then found it. It's on my iPod so I don't hear it everywhere "coincidentally" anymore - but still, the lights flicker in the house - or sometimes my iPod defaults to that song.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:18 PM
You always ramble. ROFL.I do feel an intense romantic link with RDJ but i don't feel sexual towards him. I always thought that would be triggered when we met. Maybe best left unleashed, I think. In my head, when we meet - it's extraordinarily intense. There's the banter - but it's the eyes - the contact - the recognition. It's in the energy we create when we're together. Like it overwhelms everything else and swallows it - has a life of its own. Like we consume everything around us. It's very powerful - but volatile - and in the hands of two unpredictable personalities - not so wise. IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:18 PM
That's weird. I would be pretty freaked out (but secretly giddy!! )IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:21 PM
quote: You always ramble. ROFL. I do feel an intense romantic link with RDJ but i don't feel sexual towards him. I always thought that would be triggered when we met. Maybe best left unleashed, I think. In my head, when we meet - it's extraordinarily intense. There's the banter - but it's the eyes - the contact - the recognition. It's in the energy we create when we're together. Like it overwhelms everything else and swallows it - has a life of its own. Like we consume everything around us. It's very powerful - but volatile - and in the hands of two unpredictable personalities - not so wise.
HEY! NOT COOL! I DO NOT!!! Wow, PA... you sound like me. You're hungering for that fierce meeting that will inevitably lead to an uncontrollable love/passion/romance. TEE HEE! You like the intense-ness!!! ME SO HAPPYYYY!!!! So... you DO feel romantic towards him, but not sexual towards him-yet. But with Colin it's already there- Colin is your Ralph. Right? IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:25 PM
Yeah, Colin's odd - if I imagine that - it's like it's not just a one off impassioned thing - it's something you can create/build upon. It's not just sex. There's some highly affectionate qualities there. I think he'd be very warm. I think he's like me - you either get in or you don't. There's no in-betweens. 100% or nothing.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:28 PM
I love the intenseness. I know I'm very jovial, etc, but one-on-one I'm very very intense. I go straight to a person's soul.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:29 PM
But I don't feel that with Rafe. Thought I should mention/clarify.IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:33 PM
quote: Yeah, Colin's odd - if I imagine that - it's like it's not just a one off impassioned thing - it's something you can create/build upon. It's not just sex. There's some highly affectionate qualities there. I think he'd be very warm. I think he's like me - you either get in or you don't. There's no in-betweens. 100% or nothing.
Yes, i know what you mean. I didn't mean to imply that i thought you just wanted to get him in bed. I may talk about slurpping up Ralph often, but that's not what i want him for. Yeah, there it is again- that take it or leave it. You share an aura about you. IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:36 PM
quote: But I don't feel that with Rafe. Thought I should mention/clarify.
Yes. Me knows. But the whole SN/Pluto thing, and how you said your synastry makes you think there IS some connetion had me worried. I immediately sank into my seat and thought that next i would hear you have DW of Isis/Osiris connections. I may say that i want you to want him, but i think if you ever did turn around and say that you were infatuated with him, my spirit would crack. -Maybe it's the territorial Leo thing... or the Venus in Cancer ... or the... take you pick! IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:37 PM
Yeah, I don't feel the need to make someone like me. You either do or you don't. If it's not right, I'd rather know upfront and move on.Could you do that? Let go and let it be? Or would you rather try everything in your possession/ability to seduce someone or win them over? Even compromise who you are to have them/be with them? IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 2590 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:43 PM
I'm not really sure how to deal with the Rafe SN/Pluto thing. Because you know what I think of him. He gets loads of points for the airline stewardess thing - but he's still too boring for me. A personality like mine would overwhelm him. I'm not loud - but I am strong. Sexually - it would just be sex - and not all that good for me. He could never take me where I need to go. That's what i see when i go there in my head. There's just no sparks - no chemistry. He's restrictive, inhibiting.IP: Logged |
meta_4 Knowflake Posts: 806 From: Registered: Apr 2008
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posted October 13, 2008 10:45 PM
quote: Yeah, I don't feel the need to make someone like me. You either do or you don't. If it's not right, I'd rather know upfront and move on. Could you do that? Let go and let it be? Or would you rather try everything in your possession/ability to seduce someone or win them over? Even compromise who you are to have them/be with them?
That's hard for me to answer. Well, it's not HARD for me to answer, but i'm afraid of the thoughts you will have of me after i tell you the truth. To me, it's not about ME. It's about them. If i want someone, or more like... if i LOVE someone, then i sort of take myself out of the equation. It becomes about what THEY want. In my mind, if and when i change myself in order to attain them, it's not a sacrifice. At all. I'm glad, almost thrilled to do it. It's not like a reluctant compromise that i have to make. It's more about determination. I will do anything and everything in order to be with you. Once my feelings are set, they are set and there is no changing them. I feel like this ties into me as an actor. In method acting, the goal is to lose yourself. To make it about the character. It's not a scary thing to me. It's... it's necessary. IP: Logged |