posted September 30, 2008 01:16 AM         

My hairdresser told me off for not coming in enough. I only go twice a year and she said in a tisk,tisk voice "Other woman come in every 6-8 weeks. You know when you get older......."[didn't finish off the insulting statement].

Who the heck does she think she is? My hairdressing-appointment police??? She's providing a service, for goodness sake. Doesn't the customer choose when they walk through the door?

Insults just don't seem to stop!!!!!

If I keep pruning people out of my life, I'll have no-one!!!

posted September 30, 2008 01:28 AM         

But you're right, it is all about money and business. It's weird, because I had said 10 minutes earlier what a lovely service she gave, giving a complimentary partial hairdry to her customers.

posted September 30, 2008 10:29 AM         

and koi - saturn and uranus can take a hike ANY FREAKING DAY NOW...right? 10 more months you say?

posted October 01, 2008 08:01 PM         

Looks like you've got the short end of the stick on more than a number of occassions, too!!

posted October 01, 2008 08:13 PM         

Even though I think I'm suited to living in a temple in a village hidden on a mountain covered in forest, I have to settle for living among mortals suffering from 21st Century pressures. My goal is not to be effected.

Where can you see yourself living in an ideal location?

posted October 02, 2008 06:03 AM         

The Astrology of Midlife and Aging by Erin Sullivan http://www.astro.com/astrology/in_midlife_e.htm

The Uranus Opposition by Maria Shaw http://www.llewellynjournal.com/article/787

Midlife Transits – An Introduction http://www.astrologyalive.com/Midlife06.html

I'm beginning to think Uranus is the 'culprit', due to the unexpected nature of events that have taken place.

posted October 02, 2008 03:54 PM         

I think the negativity of others lately might even be a good thing, as in, it shows me where I still have growing to do. I think I am positive and above certain reactions and being drawn into verbal warfare and then bam, it shows me it is still there and where I need tostill work on things. We choose to be what we are. We all have basic personalities but we choose whether to be mean, hurtful, we ultimately choose our own paths. When people bring out the worst in me, I can see it more clearly that certain behaviors or reactions are still there and I know what to work on. I have been pretty pissy lately. NOW I choose not to be pissy.

I want to break out of old patterns that hold me back and really come into my time of blessing. I truly believe it is just around the corner.

not sure if that makes sense, but I have been really working on myself through all of this and I know good things are really coming, life is changing.

my love, k

posted October 03, 2008 01:46 AM         

You're right in that reactions to others are still a reminder of work we need to do in ourselves. I think I have 'over-worked' my self over the years - become too much of wimp, wet-blanket. I let go too much of my fighting spirit, and have walked into situations of being walked over.

Leo rules the SPINE and the HEART. We are meant to have BACKBONE and COURAGE!!!!!

Interesting how you are tidying up and keeping basic affairs tidy. I find when all those 'administrative' parts of my life are under control, my creativity flourishes. There's nothing quite like a creative Leo. A creative Leo is a happy Leo!

But also, there's a necessity to have a bit of that Leo strength at hand, too. A happy Leo doesn't equate to a weak one, and I think that people often mistaken the playful cat as a push-over.

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I can usually emerge from these cycles, more organized and very aware of where everything stands and with plans to ensure future security.

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This has been an outlook I've been keeping, too K. To be honest, I'll be glad when this year is over - not that I want to wish my life away. There has been too many unexpected incidents from all quarters blowing up around me.

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I know good things are really coming, life is changing.

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I have 2 main challenges ahead of me, that will be resolved before end of the year. I have to use my backbone and courage to see these through - it's not quite over for me yet, but once I have achieved (or survived) these goals then I know the good things will come for me.

Talk about mid-life crisis!!! I thought it came from within, not from others around..!!!

Thanks K - great talking and supporting!!!

love to you

posted October 05, 2008 04:57 PM         

I'm hoping it's gonna be good!!! It should be considering I'm just a sweet lil' angel

Okay, so the dog thinks otherwise - lol

posted October 07, 2008 04:57 PM         

IQ sent me some great material I have been reading and incorporating! Amazing stuff!

cool things are happening -
rite aid sent me a 30 dollar gift card out of the blue for some mix up on my insurance

college - 20 years ago, send me a small check the had overpayment all this time!

about time for unexpexted GOOD things! Uranus only sucks sometimes!

posted October 09, 2008 09:14 AM         

In your work you may reach a peak of success, which will be accompanied by increased responsibility. In that case you will work extremely hard but very successfully. On the other hand, you may receive abundant evidence that you are working in the wrong area altogether. This would be manifested by extreme difficulties in your work situation, such as finding your efforts blocked by coworkers or superiors. If your superiors disapprove of your performance, you should completely reevaluate your work. Even if you are doing good work, this may be a signal that the job is inadequate from your point of view. This should not be an occasion for self-doubt and despair. Rest assured that you are supposed to be doing something else.

In a similar way, relationships that were not straightened out several years ago will also prove very difficult at this time and may very well break up completely.

If your affairs are working out positively, this influence represents a material peak in your life. By this time you have made the impact upon others that you were supposed to make. It is as if you have said to the world, "Here is what I am." Now, during the next fourteen years, the world will reply, "And here are the consequences of what you are."

Transit selected for today (by user):
Saturn Opposition Saturn, ,

posted October 10, 2008 03:57 AM         

Will ponder!!!! This could go either way for me !!!!

will let you know!!

By the way K, I've witnessed some Karma taking place around me this week!! And it hasnt been related to me!!! It's related to people who through their own motives had an impact on my life!! I'm seeing a Karma take place in their lives.

It's so weird! I didn't expect the Karma to effect others!!! I thought Karma would effect me directly through Cause and Effect - I give therefore I receive. But no! It's like watching a movie of the people who threw negative evergy my way - they got it back!!! Well, 2 of them that is - both at work.

Also another event took place this week - maybe this is the Merc retro at work. But a co-worker finally caught up with me for a meeting and the weirdest things happened, like my office door wouldn't close and we both fixed it, and then there was a 'telepathic' moment!! Can't go into drastic details, but it was really weird considering our meetings are so professional they're almost predictable script. Hmmm, I like what's been happening around me