posted October 16, 2008 11:02 PM         

Mars conj Venus in Pisces in 12th - hmm interesting

Putin -
http://famous-relationships.topsynergy.com/Vladimir_Putin/AstroData.asp

posted October 16, 2008 11:03 PM         

And a piccie for us all:

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posted October 16, 2008 11:05 PM         

Are you into spies, etc?

posted October 16, 2008 11:15 PM         

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PA, get your mind out of the gutter. Oh right! It lives there!

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posted October 16, 2008 11:19 PM         

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meta

So do you imagine yourself meeting these people - Ralph, etc - and is that how you feel the energy/dynamic that would be between you? You put yourself in there and see how it feels?

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I don't really have the feeling like i need to meet most of these men. However, I feel like i HAVE to meet Ralph. Not like a fan way "Oh hey, you're sexy can i have your picture?", more of a personal thing. But i just HAVE to meet him. I can't explain it. I don't mean that i imagine we're going to run off into the sun together, but i feel like my life would not be fulfilled without having some contact with him.

I think that if i were to meet him, i would be a mess of nerves, but i'd simply be myself. I'd initiate the conversation with something abrupt and inappropriate like, "So, what's you story? Tell me everything, don't leave out any details". Because that's how i feel. I want it all. And i don't want to pretend like i don't, like i'm not interested in what's underneath.

SO, in the fantasy world that i have provided on here i would say that when we would meet each other, it would be an automatic sexual extravaganza- but that's not really how i feel, and that's not really what i want from him. Or from anyone.

posted October 16, 2008 11:20 PM         

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Nah! Never. Not in the gutter. But maybe at the back of the "Quick & Squirt".

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posted October 16, 2008 11:29 PM         

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Does BM know you're shagging the life out of her man, btw?

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Sean is bm's. That's acknowledged. But I suspect after a couple of drinks, Sean could be anyones. bm has her hands full with Sean Bean and Christian Bale. Gordon Brown too. She's very busy, you know. Should it be that she can't take care of all of them - I don't mind attending to a couple of them, you know?

posted October 16, 2008 11:31 PM         

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I kind of meant imagining meeting him (or any of them) just as you are, in your own truth, and feeling the moment - feeling the energies between you - is it a mental connection, sexual tension, natural rapport, or even nothing. That's how I get my impressions of my dynamic with them - I imagine how it would be meeting them - what's the chemistry like.

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Ralph:
Instantly intimate. I have the feeling like we would immediately slip into a world of our own. Outside conversation would cease to exist, cease to be heard. We would hang upon each other's lips (not in a necessarily sexual way) and we would crave to hear whatever the other person had to say. I think it would only intensify the attraction, since we're both emotional people longing for emotional people. So even if he wasn't physically/sexually attracted to me, i think he would be after we began to speak.

DDL:
Immediate tenderness. I think he would evoke the gentle, genuine side out of me. He feels sweet, and soft, and delicate- but delicate in a different way than Ralph. Delicate as in, sensitive. Very sensitive. I don't think he would ever intentionally hurt anyone, for any reason. He would kill me. He would. I think i would love him in a very selfless way. In a very... sort of pedastal way. I would just admire him and be blind to any and every fault. I don't know where the sexual attraction would come in. It might not, for his part. I don't think our relationship would need to be, or have to be, sexual. With Ralph i feel like i couldn't just offer him friendship. I think i could with DDL.

posted October 16, 2008 11:54 PM         

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Part of being online and somewhat anonymous is exagerrating aspects of yourself and your desires/dreams and your personality. It's not being untruthful - but in day-to-day life I would never speak of ******* Sean Bean behind the pub. I mean, there's no outlet for that kind of comment. I love the freedom that we can have here - just even in the people that are here - you, DD, bm, 23 and everyone who pops in - there's no genuine judgement - we can mock and tease and play. You can say anything and get a sledging but it's harmless fun.

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I know. I love that too. I love that we can be total lustful dorks and it's accepted and even encouraged! And we all know that we're teasing. It would be odd if you actual thought i was going to stuff my keyboard up your @rss.

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Like, in day-to-day life I could never just walk up to a friend and say, "oh, i really want to **** Colin Farrell". But here, I can don't even have to read previous posts. I can sit here and say that and get a reaction - and a fun conversation - and a great laugh. And I can be equally honest or mischievous. I can be open about that - and that's brilliant.

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Why not?? My roommate knows i want to f%#k Patrick Dempsey. But then again, i guess she sort of lives with me, so that's different than someone you only see every once in a while.. LOL!

posted October 16, 2008 11:58 PM         

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posted October 17, 2008 01:10 AM         

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*Kicks rocks around*

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posted October 17, 2008 01:27 AM         

<fans self>

and yes... I would talk like this in person!! It's all in good humor, right?

okay.. here's some eye candy 4 ya!