posted October 20, 2008 02:48 PM         

I LOVE that pic with the duck.

How fitting that in one scene of his film "Sleuth" he sais: "Who`s the dead duck now?"

ROFL He looked definitely CRAZY in that scene.

However, that pic is priceless.

posted October 20, 2008 08:11 PM         

DD - I think Bean is Sco rising.

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posted October 20, 2008 08:19 PM         

We were playing it and then I decided to take it back to the start after about 6 seconds because the volume was off the first time I played it. He seemed happy that it got put to the start and said "oh yeah that's John, good to see him how he was." I think this was in reference to footage he had seen on the Astronaut (2004) concerts where we both expressed a view that John was looking worse for wear. He said he looked young in the youtube clip and I said he did at the start but appears older at the end.

He watched the clip and said, "He's a handsome man. He's handsome, he's a handsome geek."

Meta, if you're listening, that hit a raw nerve because of what I said to you about JT last week, I like because he's a geek.

That's what I love about Mr 23, I love his quirkiness. His Uranus conj mine and opp my Sun/Merc. I've never even heard of him ever referring to another male as "handsome", straight men don't do those things.

posted October 20, 2008 08:37 PM         

You have verified what I have been feeling and have given me the same rationale as what I have had about the situation. It's given me great comfort

I suppose it's just heavy Saturn synastry which is remenicent of Brad and Jen. http://www.astrowin.org/anonymous/DualCosmodynesSpeak.pdf

posted October 20, 2008 08:37 PM         

They had a few similar aspects to us where at first these Saturn aspects felt like bonding and maybe something from the past but then just got heavy. I suppose a blessing is that we do have an occultation of Jupiter-Venus. I think I was expressing all these doubts in all the posts that I have written to PA and Meta. I think he does aggravate my worst doubts. I see him as a very powerful individual, someone who could seriously just ram his head into my wall. This is aggravated because both of our planets are anaretic, angular in our charts and in synastry and his is very strong (in Aries and chart ruler and in his first) and my Saturn is very tender (in Cancer in the 4th, ruler of MC). I'm scared of him a bit, as I said to Meta, I can see his eyes in pictures burning right through me sometimes. As I've said before, I've felt Saturn square Mars in reality and I was Mars. I read some descriptions of it and felt that I identified with it strongly. I felt very angry with the person and felt very rejected, it hurt me terribly.

Then there's all the other challenges as well.

It is interesting that you picked up on Moon square Saturn. I have this natally with you, you're Saturn and I feel it sometimes with you in that I feel like I'm handing onto you a child pestering you always for information. You seem to be the only one I consistently pester information from (apart from PA and Meta as well now) and even demand attention and I feel that I can be burden on you I really I hope I'm not bothering you but you always are so willing to answer my questions.I suppose that is what I would feel from JT but it gets worse because his Mercury would be telling me that I'm irrational and I think that might be part of the problem here as to why I go on about it so much.

Likewise, he will be challenged by my appearance/projection (don't think I'll do much with my appearance and no I'm not his type physically), my enthusiasm and humour, emotions and my ability to psychologically penetrate.

Otherwise, we have his kite where my unaspected Venus sits at the "arrow" point with his Jupiter which is the positive thing. I was looking at Obama's chart and doing synastry with it again JT, Obama's Uranus taps into this kite as well hence exciting JT to create an endorsement for him. Obama's Mars is also roughly square his Sun/Venus and is roughly in the same spot as his wife's Mars. Just shows how if you tap into a kite, you can be successful.

Explains why my feelings are so confused.

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"Cupido conj ASC/Lust/23's first name"

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Re my draco Moon - his tropical Chiron, his trop Telephus and his trop Lyubov (Love) is also there too.

I guess Meta was right, I was in denial or not wanting to make sense of it. Very lucky to have you girls to rant to

posted October 20, 2008 08:45 PM         

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Do you think that maybe that is part of the attraction - that you don't understand it. Whereas with the others you may be able to define certain things and understand them - but not with JT. And, if so, do you think that if you did come to understand them that your feelings for him would, therefore, change?

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PA, that's a good question. I think there is an element of attraction because of lack of definition maybe, I have Psyche in Gem and that likes ambiguity apparently. I think I figured out what was going but had DD verified it, I feel I am being pulled in two directions, Venus one way and harsh Saturn the other way. I think my frustration in some ways is not being able to test it against him and figure out exactly what is going on from his side. With friction and tension that comes with squares, the surface is never even and you just don't know where and how big the next bump is so there would be ambiguity in that.

I think though that the tension or ambiguity will never be resolved because of what is going on. There will always be some level of positive feeling or attraction and negative feelings as well. I have to look closer into Brad and Jen but they have a lot of heavy Saturn contacts and still to this day, they are still in positive contact with each I hear despite of their failed marriage. They have Moon/Mars square Saturn and Venus conj Jupiter like JT and I. Brad and Jen have his Sun conj her Moon, I have my Venus conj all his fire planets.

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posted October 21, 2008 01:20 AM         

Deux -
D@mn, aren't you smooth. I've always been a sucker for the charms of a double Scorpio. I feel bad though, b/c my reason for being surprised by responses is probably self-absorption. Unless I'm addressing someone in particular, I'm just sorta talking to myself. So I didn't deserve your kind reply, but I thank you anyway.

posted October 21, 2008 03:43 AM         

Wow! A Whopper and a snatch covered in creamy white sauce - hmm - sounds like a match made in Heaven.

MMMmmmmmmmmm!!!

God, that's so dirty.

posted October 21, 2008 03:47 AM         

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You're more stimulating than coke.

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posted October 21, 2008 03:58 AM         

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One year my brother bought his girlfriend odor eaters for her shoes. He looked quite puzzled when I said it wasn't very romantic.

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My guess is he was stuck on a present and went searching through the house for ANY unopened packaging. Somehow, stopping at the petrol station or chemist and buying a pack of condoms would be more thoughtful - or at least thought provoking - providing some level of anticipation.

Or, he was really trying to drop a hint - ala the Austin Powers movies and the running bad teeth joke.

posted October 21, 2008 04:15 AM         

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But for Venus and Mars and Eros I`d actually prefer the challenging ones.

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You also said before that in the event of a challenging situation you would choose to withdraw. I think you prefer these aspects because there is an element of either a) force or 2) irresistable energy.

posted October 21, 2008 04:16 AM         

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Rafe is wet.

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I told you he's a wet blanket.

posted October 21, 2008 04:18 AM         

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The other pictures might give DD a cardiac if I put them up.

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........yeah...so.......ummm, ***biting lip***...... what's stopping you?

posted October 21, 2008 04:19 AM         

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Looking deep and intense, with a plastic duck?

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posted October 21, 2008 04:39 AM         

I hope you and your son are feeling better.

posted October 21, 2008 04:53 AM         

Only dad is a drama queen here, the kids make far less fuss ~ one of his favourites ~ "I know you don't care, you just want the insurance money..." *sniff*