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PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:28 PM
 
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...okay, maybe..
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darkdreamer
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posted October 22, 2008 12:28 PM
Well, Jude already asked me to marry him and I said no, which led to our disastrous break-up two years ago.
Oh that was just in my head?  Never mind.  Gerry-
No, wouldn`t marry him. I don`t even love him. i mean I couldn`t imagine falling in love with him.
I like him and I could imagine that I would feel attracted to him for a short time, but nothing serious.
Richard -
know too little about him, but think he is quite sexy. However, have to get to know him first.
Sean-
*sighs* no, I don`t think I would want to marry him. He`s breathtakingly sexy and makes my thoughts wander into direction,t hey should not. But something tells me, that living with him wouldn`T be a piece of cake.
Robert -
no. I like him, yes. But wouldn`t want to marry him. I feel like I would like us to be friends, forever, but nothing more than that.
Christian -
not really someone to marry. For similiar reasons as Sean Bean. I don`t trust that I see both of them very realistically, and there could be something dark hiding in them. Dark is good in a fantasy, but not if you wake up beside them and have to get through the day.
Sid -
Better choice than the others. But still no candidate for marriage. I have been crazy for him, but am not anymore. Just like him a lot now. Can`t really imagine a life together, even though I respect him a lot.
Stuart -
it`s funny, I could actually imagine being married to him (event hough he won`t even marry Charlize Theron. lol).
He`s not only absolutely sexual / sensual, he`s a fighter for his cause, he is very outspoken, down to earth and just the most amazing guy I have ever seen in any interview.
And he didn`t bore me once!!
I sometimes get bored even with Jude`s interviews, and I basically like his mind, but Stu, never let me down in that regard.
And that voice, my God, that husky voice........
Also, he would leave me enough space, and I would leave enough to him.
Even though I suspect there would be some outbursts of temper, and some heated discussions about life`s philosophy. And we both would enjoy that tremendously.
And you know what, a good heated discussion can be like a great aphrodisiac.
Orlando -
No idea why. But had to think of him and that "sacred marriage" dream this morning and last night.
Would I want to marry him now?
I don`t know. But I genuinely like him, I think he is a good guy, basically.
Sexy in a cute way. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:30 PM
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Plus, if i share with you i'll end up getting syphillis...
Yes, it's true - I had sex with Rafe and he gave it to me. Damn. He wasn't supposed to tell you. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:31 PM
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Thanks for the CF link. And that's Colin Farrell, not Coral Frequency. Since CF doesn't read this thread that won't be funny - but anyway......Ummm, two questions? 1. Why are you kissing @rse with me? 2. Why are you looking at my man? Either you're about to post pics of RDJ in prison garb or mug shots OR equally offensive pretty pics of Rafe! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO! Is it so hard to think that i would just want to be nice?? I was watching Jonathan Ross on Youtube and i found Colin Farrell. SO i watched it and i thought.. "Wow, he's actually attractive with long hair" (It's the Irish thing that i was talking to you about before! The gypsy aura!!). Sooooo, i thought i'd share the love. I'm waiting for my "Thank you"... any day now... anyyy day... IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:32 PM
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I'm waiting for my "Thank you"... any day now... anyyy day...
***crickets chirping*** IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:34 PM
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If I remember this correctly:"Since the more fair and crystal is the sky, the uglier seem the clouds that in it fly".
Aww... Shakespeare! A girl after my own heart!  IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:36 PM
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And you know what, a good heated discussion can be like a great aphrodisiac.
Yes, a good conversation is foreplay. But I really don't like fighting. I'm not one of those passionate people who needs to fight with their lover to be turned on. Strange dynamic that - that whole love/hate thing. Never liked that. I really like harmony. But fun verbal sparring - with lots of undertones - love that.
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darkdreamer
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posted October 22, 2008 12:36 PM
Welcome back, Meta. Ah yes, it is your curse tjo be so magnetic and interesting.
Thank God, I am not doomed like that. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:37 PM
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Quite honestly, can you think of anything more exciting, sexier, than the man that you love and desire on you, his skin on your skin, his hand on your face, his breath on your face, coming inside of you? Truly. There's NOTHING better than that.
PA, This must be a Mars in Taurus thing because i agree 110%! That's a biiiiigggg turn on for me. I think we may have talked about this before.. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:37 PM
DDDon't flatter her. You know what they say - big ego equals big ego. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:39 PM
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Welcome back, Meta.
Ah yes, it is your curse tjo be so magnetic and interesting.
Thank God, I am not doomed like that.
I can't help it. It's natural. But then again, you ARE a dark dreamer. Who can compete with that? Plus you have so much bloody knowledge about astrology that one has to think of something clever to say to stay in the race! IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:40 PM
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PA,This must be a Mars in Taurus thing because i agree 110%! That's a biiiiigggg turn on for me. I think we may have talked about this before..
No we haven't talked about that. BTW - thank you sincerely for the Colin link. I like his honesty and openness - it's the same thing that I see in RDJ and also in Kiefer. That very same quality. I love that. That humility and understanding from having ****** up quite a bit in life. I just love that. I guess because I'm the same. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:43 PM
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Yes, a good conversation is foreplay. But I really don't like fighting. I'm not one of those passionate people who needs to fight with their lover to be turned on. Strange dynamic that - that whole love/hate thing. Never liked that. I really like harmony. But fun verbal sparring - with lots of undertones - love that.
Really???? You prefer harmony??? Actually... this doesn't surprise me. It all goes back to the types of love and men that you are drawn to. I think you're too wise and comfortable to seek out negativity. It must seem trivial to you. You say that you want definite love and trust between you and your partner, so that jealous and possessiveness wouldn't really be able to exist if you're so assured. You're too smart. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:43 PM
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DD
Don't flatter her. You know what they say - big ego equals big ego.
Jealous much?!?!?!?! IP: Logged |
darkdreamer
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posted October 22, 2008 12:45 PM
PA,yes, I think I was talking more over fun verbal sparring, not real arguments. I hate emotional manipulations,t oo.
This whole "I love you so much, and oyu don`t care, and because I can`t live without oyu, I will kill myself, if you don`t come over tonight to watch TV, and if I am dead, you will be sorry and it is all your fault". And no, Ididn`t make this talk up; the boyfriend of a former friend of mine was that way, exactly. Jeez, what a creep!
Meta,
ah, yes, I AM a dark dreamer, finally someone sees my true nature. That must be the reason I am so heavily dranwn to dark characters in movies nad books. Vampire-like creatures, the sexy ones, not the ugly ones. Yes, I am superficial. lol IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:45 PM
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bm
***clears throats*** He-hem. Umm, any apologies you wish to send my way?Posting kiss-@rse pics of Rafe...... eh? Really hurt my feelings bm. There are no words right now. You know how hypersensitive I am.
PA, Have you ever seeeeeeen freakin' Wuthering Heights with Ralph in it????? AAAAA-MAZING! You need to watch it. THEN you need to apologize to BM. And me. And Bambi. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:48 PM
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No we haven't talked about that.BTW - thank you sincerely for the Colin link. I like his honesty and openness - it's the same thing that I see in RDJ and also in Kiefer. That very same quality. I love that. That humility and understanding from having ****** up quite a bit in life. I just love that. I guess because I'm the same.
We haven't...? Well, we should! While watching it i couldn't help but feel like Colin has a very sweet nature. He's tender. He's soft. He is very open and honest and he seems like he has nothing to hide, but i think he does. I think there is more to the surface than meets the eye. He's not just a drunken idiot. He has a heart. A big one. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:49 PM
meta quote:
You say that you want definite love and trust between you and your partner, so that jealous and possessiveness wouldn't really be able to exist if you're so assured.
I think jealousy and possessiveness only exists if someone is insecure and trying too hard to hold onto the partner or relationship. I can easily accept when a relationship runs its course. Because I don't desire something that's not right for me. You make space for something/someone that is. I've never felt/believed that I own the other person or that they own me. I'm not someone you own. I love in a way that leaves no room for doubt. I expect to be loved equally in return. So you're here because you want to be. If you're not happy - go. I'll deal with it. You owe it to yourself to be happy. But if you're with me - and I love you completely - then I expect everything - because that's what I give. None of this 50/50 ******** . It's 100% all the time in all ways or nothing. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:50 PM
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PA,
yes, I think I was talking more over fun verbal sparring, not real arguments. I hate emotional manipulations,t oo.
This whole "I love you so much, and oyu don`t care, and because I can`t live without oyu, I will kill myself, if you don`t come over tonight to watch TV, and if I am dead, you will be sorry and it is all your fault".And no, Ididn`t make this talk up; the boyfriend of a former friend of mine was that way, exactly. Jeez, what a creep!
Meta,
ah, yes, I AM a dark dreamer, finally someone sees my true nature. That must be the reason I am so heavily dranwn to dark characters in movies nad books. Vampire-like creatures, the sexy ones, not the ugly ones. Yes, I am superficial. lol
Hmm... why does that quote seem familiar...? Oh! Because that's what i wrote in my letter to Ralph last night! Hmm.. awkward... DD, Yeah, yeah, we all know you're a superficial vampire-ho. What's new? IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:54 PM
metaYou have the heart of a poet. quote:
He's not just a drunken idiot
Beautiful! quote:
We haven't...? Well, we should!
Yes - definitely. But not right now. Clock reads 3:51am and I have to get up in three hours. Well, I'm up, but I should sleep first. I shall dream of Rafe - giving my highly contageous sexual diseases. I can picture it. The sounds of breathlessness fills the air. The joys of post orgasm. Me lying face down on the bed. Rafe over me. His hands fully covering mine as he holds them up over our heads...................... ***mwah*** 
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darkdreamer
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posted October 22, 2008 12:55 PM
Well, Meta, actually I was quoting the letter Ralph read to me last night.Oh well, IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:55 PM
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I think jealousy and possessiveness only exists if someone is insecure and trying too hard to hold onto the partner or relationship. I can easily accept when a relationship runs its course. Because I don't desire something that's not right for me. You make space for something/someone that is. I've never felt/believed that I own the other person or that they own me. I'm not someone you own. I love in a way that leaves no room for doubt. I expect to be loved equally in return. So you're here because you want to be. If you're not happy - go. I'll deal with it. You owe it to yourself to be happy. But if you're with me - and I love you completely - then I expect everything - because that's what I give. None of this 50/50 ******** . It's 100% all the time in all ways or nothing.
Exactly. You're a no bullsh1t lover. You want everything or nothing. You want truth. You want freedom. You want equality. However, i also know that you want intensity. I think,( which, this is my own opinion,) that the most intense passion and the most intense love comes from that need, that desire, to consume the other person. There has to be a sense of urgency and loss of control in order to experience something greater than yourselves. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:56 PM
metaI know you don't hate me. You'll say you do, but I know better. Goodnight meta & DD. Have a great day/night. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
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posted October 22, 2008 12:58 PM
Not loss of control - just total abandonment. Two very different things. One requires you to be completely open. The other keeps you on guard and closed. Think about it. Seriously. You have to be totally open - heart, mind, body, soul to be dissolved in your partner and the moment. Your entire being has to be receptive and involved.I love intensity. IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted October 22, 2008 12:59 PM
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You have the heart of a poet.
Aww, garsh!! :blush: *Looks down at feet and sways coyly from side to side* quote:
Yes - definitely. But not right now. Clock reads 3:51am and I have to get up in three hours. Well, I'm up, but I should sleep first. I shall dream of Rafe - giving my highly contageous sexual diseases. I can picture it. The sounds of breathlessness fills the air. The joys of post orgasm. Me lying face down on the bed. Rafe over me. His hands fully covering mine as he holds them up over our heads......................***mwah***
... Well, you ho! Forget everything i just said! Colin Farrell is a yucky buggerer and i bet he's horrible in the sack!!!! IP: Logged |
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