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Topic: Heartbroken
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SunChild
Moderator Posts: 4327
From: Australia
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted October 21, 2008 04:36 AM
 
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wheelsofcheese
Knowflake Posts: 1274
From: UK
Registered: Jan 2008
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posted October 21, 2008 10:26 AM
I'm so sorry Pid. Love to you and Bear. IP: Logged |
venusdeindia
Knowflake Posts: 1620
From: mumbai,india
Registered: Nov 2006
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posted October 22, 2008 03:50 AM
So sorry, but dont give up, keep the desire aflame. My granny had 5 miscarraiges thru her 20's and 30's and then at 42 came the first baby and over a period of 15 years 6 more followed.If u would like i had a few herbal recommendation that help sustain the foetus when the uterus is weak. I can post or mail if you wish. Love
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Xena
Moderator Posts: 521
From: UK
Registered: Jun 2006
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posted October 22, 2008 08:43 PM
Hugs to you, Pidaua. Love, Xena IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 13574
From: CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted October 22, 2008 09:07 PM
How are you doing, Pid?  IP: Logged |
noreenz
Knowflake Posts: 1246
From: No.CAL
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted October 22, 2008 11:31 PM
Awww Pid, I'm so sorry to read this. Noreen IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 2192
From: Atlanta
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 23, 2008 10:57 AM
My thoughts are with you both.  Pidaua, do you remember the dream?
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pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7480
From: Grafenwohr, Germany
Registered: May 2002
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posted October 24, 2008 09:08 PM
Oh Ra.... You brought tears to my eyes.... I forgot about that dream, normally I always remember, but the time Bear and I spent in Schwebenried was so chaotic with his work and the strange activity in that home, that I have turned off so much of that part of myself. I think you know what I mean. It has only been in the last few months, well, really since I was pregnant, that I began to dream vividly again. I had shut off so much of a part of me, I even put away my Tarot cards... As I read that post.. it hit me... I know those places now. The concrete monument, the trials and even the guides being back. Before the miscarriage Bear and I had to go through so much with his job. In the end, he was vindicated and everything worked out, but that was after we lost the baby. My dream... the post... I am there now.. half way through it in real life, if that makes sense. Thank you so much for posting it. The oddest thing is that as the pain started, I knew the feeling. I knew what was coming deep inside, I just forgot that I knew it from the dream. Thank you Ra... I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Every so often.. I turn off my intution and my dreams...well, just about everything that is not tangible in the "here and now" sense. You opened my eyes when I didn't even know they were closed.
AG... I am doing well. I had a hard time yesterday before I went back for my recheck. I was so worried the doc would tell us there was something worse going on. This year has been hard to say the least. Instead, he said everything was successful and I am healthy. I had build up from my surgery last year, but now everything is good to go. Bear will deploy a few weeks later than expected, which gives us more time together and he will be in a pretty good region downrange.
I have been blessed with a great job working with the Military and families. They are not only my co-workers but a wonderful support system. I could not have wished for a better environment. IP: Logged |
silverstone
Moderator Posts: 3181
From:
Registered: Mar 2006
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posted October 25, 2008 04:06 AM
So sorry I just now noticed your post, Pidaua  IP: Logged |
koiflower
Knowflake Posts: 766
From: Australia
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted October 25, 2008 04:08 AM
Gee, where have I been?? I'm so sorry this has happened. I can understand your heartbreak. Just knowing how much you're feeling makes me know that your wishes will be looked after.xoxoxox IP: Logged |
CancerianMoon
Knowflake Posts: 1214
From: Sydney, Australia. Cancer Sun.....Gemini Moon.....Aqua Rising
Registered: Aug 2003
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posted October 25, 2008 05:38 AM
Thoughts and prayers are with the two of you..
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AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 13574
From: CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted October 27, 2008 01:17 AM
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Unmoved
Moderator Posts: 2123
From: Born in S.Africa
Registered: Jun 2007
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posted October 29, 2008 12:34 PM
I'm sorry for only seeing this now. I hope I'm not taking you to your initial pain by posting. I'm sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you, wishing you the best and desired outcome. IP: Logged |
Harpyr
Knowflake Posts: 2277
From: land of the midnight sun
Registered: Dec 2002
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posted October 29, 2008 05:30 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss, Pid. I just got tears in my eyes reading your dream. There is a spirit baby surrounding you no doubt just waiting for the right time to incarnate. IP: Logged |
EighthMoon
Knowflake Posts: 1389
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Registered: May 2007
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posted October 29, 2008 05:42 PM
Pidaua,I'm sorry to hear this. I pray that you will be blessed with your heart's desire. 8th IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5477
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 30, 2008 12:48 AM
Oh, sweets.
I am so very sorry.
So sorry. I hope this tragedy will pave the way for a greater gift. My thoughts are with you. Much love.IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7480
From: Grafenwohr, Germany
Registered: May 2002
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posted October 31, 2008 05:38 PM
You all are wonderful.. Unmoved.. no, you didn't bring about any pain. I loved all of your words..Ra didn't bring up any pain either, only enlightment. I understand the dream. I know that we will have a child soon, it just wasn't the time. I am at the place where the baby was absorbed, in the middle of the trail, but, like Ra said.. and like my dream.. it ends in a positive place. What we lost, will be given to us more than we could have asked for.. for ever loss there is a gain. Again.. thank you for your wonderful words, thoughts and prayers.... IP: Logged |
fieryscales
Moderator Posts: 1050
From: My own private world
Registered: Jan 2008
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posted October 31, 2008 06:00 PM
Sorry to hear your lost but please keep your chin up IP: Logged |
JustAmanda
Knowflake Posts: 618
From:
Registered: Jan 2003
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posted October 31, 2008 11:12 PM
Blessings, light and much love to you Pid...IP: Logged |
writesomething
Moderator Posts: 2235
From: meet me in montauk
Registered: May 2006
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posted October 31, 2008 11:37 PM
I wanted to say again...I know god will bless you with a child in the future! I pray for you. Blessing Pid I know you'd be a great mother.IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7480
From: Grafenwohr, Germany
Registered: May 2002
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posted November 04, 2008 04:01 PM
Thank you WS.. that means alot  Also, thank you everyone for your well wishes. We appreciate them. I pray we will have good news soon... or at least while Bear has R&R during the deployment IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees
Knowflake Posts: 5478
From: Infinity
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted November 04, 2008 05:41 PM
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