posted November 01, 2008 07:14 AM            

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Ah, Robbie, my soul-brother.

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Robbie is your soul brother? Alas - like Ewan and me! So, ummm, will you introduce me to your soul brother? We have Psyche conjunct Eros, you know!

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No seriously, I always liked him, but thought there was so much loneliness surrounding him. It`s in his eyes, behind all that joking and provoking, there is that forlornless of a little boy, just asking to be loved as he is.

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Yes - lonely lonely that one. Genuinely.

posted November 01, 2008 07:23 AM            

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Yes, I kinda "love" him, but not in a sexual or infatuated kind of way, even though I can understand how others can view him that way.
Well, I guess,if we were ever to meet, we would fight like cats and dogs, as brother and sister do. So donīt know about my chance of introducing you to him.

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Yeah - sad really. Like me and Ewan McGregor. We have this OUTSTANDING synastry and all I see is this brother! How weird. Again, I can see why woman fall over themselves for him - but he just doesn't do a thing for me.

I like Robbie - a lot. Have been looking at our synastry tonight. His Mercury & Karma conjunct my NN. His Chiron conjunct my Karma. See a pattern? His Destinn conjunct my Chiron. His MC conjuncta my Ascendant. His IC conjunct my Descendant. His Pluto conjunct my Descedant.

posted November 01, 2008 07:32 AM            

Drac.

His Moon & Psyche conjunct my IC.
My Moon conjunct his IC. Making a dw of Moon conjunct IC!
His Adonis is conjunct my MC. I should see him as the perfect man! LOL!
His Destinn is conjunct our SNs.
His Isis is conjunct our NNs.
His Sun & Chiron conjunct my Venus.
His Mercury, Eros & Vertex conjunct my Mars & Destinn.
His Venus opposite my Pluto.

posted November 01, 2008 07:35 AM              

"You asked me what I think of Julian Sands. Have you looked at my synastry with him?"
I didn`t dare to, actually.

" LOL! His Sun conjunct my Eros."
Hey, we have that the other way round. His Eros closely conjuncts my Sun.
So, I guess there is "some" attraction from you to him. AS you said yourself, you have been drawn to him, but probably this attraction was overshadowed by some other aspects.
After all it is also square your Sun. So I would understand why you are feeling uncomfortable.

" His Karma conjunct my Chiron, Ascendant, Sun & Psyche."
Yes, his Karma is interesting.
It also conjuncts my IC, opposes my Pluto (and Draco Karma) and squares my Venus (we have actually a DW of Karma-Venus), completing a T-square including my Venus-Pluto-aspect.
His Karma also of course trines my Mars, ASC, NN and Neptune.

" His Destinn conjunct my South Node."#
Yes, his Destinn falls onto the degrees in Virgo, that are very prominent in all our charts, yours, Meta`s, mine and Rafe`s. And he has Destinn there. Very enlightening!

" His Venus & Chiron conjunct my Moon. "
Since all three of us, Meta, you and me, have Aquarius Moon his Venus and Chiron conjuncts all our Moons.

"You should take a look at the Drac! LOL!"
Ik now.
Let`s talk about his Draco Pluto opposing my Eros, Vertex and Destinn and sitting on my natla Sun-Moon-midpoint and conjunct my Draco MC. lol

"You asked me what I think about him and I was trying to recall what I used to think of him when he first came to my attention."#
When did he come to your attention?
IN my case, I can`t remember. I really can`t remember what film it might have been. He just was there. I can`t describe it really.
I must have seen him in a film, sure, but I just can`t remember.

"There's something really - unsettling about him. And not in the sexual way that you see him."
I agree with the unsettling part. He stirs up something inside of me, well for me at least. and in my case it has definitely something to do with sexual issues.
If you knew my dreams for the last days. lol

" I think we have some very unsettled and highly karmic unfinished business between the two of us."
Did it involve violence?

" His Drac Psyche is conjunct our North Nodes."
Well, as his Psyche sits on his NN, it will be conjunct anyone`s Draco NN.
But it seems to imply that his life path is connected to a very fine spiritual intuition (actually his Neptune AND Psyche are conjunct his NN). A very tender and sensitive connection, which definitely fit his love for poetry and literature I think.

"In fact, there's a whole lot of stuff there and Nessus conjunct Pluto - which is EXACTLY what I think went down."
What do you think that was? Because I share this connectionw ith Rafe. HIs Draco Nessus conjuncts my Draco Pluto.

It`s also an important placement for me. His Draco Nessus / yoru Draco Pluto.
His Draco Nessus EXACTLY conjuncts my Aphrhodite and opposes my Part of Reincarnation. It is also widely conjunct my Draco Nessus and Pluto.
Oh and of course his Draco Nessus opposes my Draco Sun.

I`m puzzled by the Nessus-Aphrodite-conjunction.

posted November 01, 2008 07:40 AM              

That is almost scary, but the moment you posted this, I got very sad and heard myself mumble: "Why did she have to provoke him?"

I was startled about that thought. I was sounding like a woman in a violent relationship, who stil tries to find excuses for the flaring of his temper, which will not only hurt her but also those she cares about.

posted November 01, 2008 07:46 AM            

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But you do not feel startled by Colin, or do you?

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Ah, so many openings for so many dirty lines right there. But I won't.

No - nothing startling about Colin. Quite a sincere, humbled person. Nothing scary or startling.

I meant the strength of sexual attraction.

posted November 01, 2008 07:58 AM            

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Just had closed my eyes, and I saw you, but not the present "You". You were wearing a servant`s uniform

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posted November 01, 2008 08:30 AM            

Disco was fun! My favourite song went on as I walked through the door!! Geez, I wanted to jump up and down like an excited night club floozy - but did the typical cool composed sensible supervisor thing, and tapped my hand on my leg!!!!

23 - oh yes indeedy!!!!! Garner pics have a certain inspiration that bedazzles. Okay, so you mentioned it 23 pages ago!! Anything that good's worth waiting for

looking forward to a good read Sunday!!

posted November 01, 2008 08:33 AM              

"Julian was a sibling to me."
Now you got me being jealous.

" Lover to you. Husband to you, I think."
Yes, I think we were married. And I think in a way it was Rafe who decided I would marry Julian. I donīt know, I just feel like I didn`t have much say in this. It wasn`t a marriage out of love for me, at least not at first.

Astrologically, there are some hints there may have been a marriage.

His Juno conjuncts
my SN
his Juno conjuncts my DSC
his Juno conjuncts my DR Moon
His Juno opposite my Groom
his Dr Juno exactly conjunct my Union (and Adonis and Uranus)
his DR Juno opposing my Venus, Isis and Osiris

his Groom exactly conjuncts my Juno
his Bride conjunct my Amor

his Draco Groom conjunct my dr Chiron
his Draco Bride conjunct my Chiron

my Draco Juno conjuncts his DR Venus and Dr Chiron

my Groom conjuncts his Mars
my Groom opposes his Juno

my Briede opposes his DR Nessus exactly
my Draco Bride opposes his Dr Destinn

" And in the Rafe lifetime, if they're separate things, I see Rafe as like the Lord of the Manour - something like that."
Yes. I even started addressing him inwardly as "Master Rafe". lol

posted November 01, 2008 08:44 AM            

Oh, that's going to stick.