posted February 12, 2009 05:29 AM           

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That's why we love each other so, wheels!!!

lol. Have you been feeling antsy about anything at present wheels?

& what the hell is it with the number 13 & me lately????

It's been following me around the place in the last few months wheels & it's getting kinda creepy. Usually I hang out with number 15, 6 & 3, but they all shoved off when HE showed up. Anyone else had this experience since we speaking all things weird?

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posted February 12, 2009 06:18 AM         

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spunky

13 is associated with change.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:30 AM         

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Hey PA

Spunky:

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Have you been feeling antsy about anything at present wheels?

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Lord girl, antsy sums me up these days. I don't know what's going on. I keep having strange coincidences and I think I'm going mental. Example: I was thinking about depression the other day (why??) and wondering who was the person who described their depression as "the black dog". Monents later I pick up the newspaper and turn to the second page: an article on Winston Churchill and his description of depression as a "black dog". Stuff like this is happening almost hourly and it's starting to freak me out. It's not like the coincidences happen the same day, it's moments later. It's confusing me. I think maybe I am a bit low these days. Lots of stuff needs to change, I know what so it's ok.

For me it's the number 8. Especially regarding me and my bloke (we got together on 08/08/08). Every time we go out to eat/pub we sit at table 8. Also freaky.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:40 AM         

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It feels Uranian to me. I am feeling myself having sympathy with the mentally ill. I feel like I've been turned to a higher frequency and I don't like it. It's like it's a demonstration of how things are connected to each other. I hope it's temporary. It doesn't feel comfortable. This morning I was listening to a new CD and beforehand I had this phrase in my head, a weird phrase that came from nowhere, and the guy in the song said the phrase. I know this sounds weird and I'm not sounding very convincing because I can't remember what the phrase is now. It spun me out. I feel sort of possessed. arrgh

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posted February 12, 2009 06:43 AM         

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wheels

Welcome to my everyday world.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:44 AM         

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And I'm normally ok with Uranus as it conjuncts my Sun's at 22degrees and it's at 23 degrees.

Sorry for waffling. I can't really talk to anyone about this sort of stuff, they think I'm being too "cosmic".

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posted February 12, 2009 06:44 AM         

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What you are talking about is my every day world - ever since I was very very little.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:44 AM         

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PA love, how do you cope?

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posted February 12, 2009 06:45 AM           

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PA

Thanks for that.....Now I KNOW it's not all in my head...yay for spunky!!!!

Wheels I get what you're saying....It's like your mind is a few steps ahead of reality. That happens to me all the time.

Here's a freaker for you hon; I was washing dishes in the kitchen and I heard my son stomping through the living room on his way to me to ask for something to eat & I turned around to talk to him....He wasn't there!!! So I go back to washing & fair enough not two mins later out stomps my son for real. I should be used to it all by now but it's too freaky to ever get used too.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:45 AM         

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I keep hearing my dead cat meowing.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:46 AM         

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Spunky that's strange huh?

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posted February 12, 2009 06:51 AM           

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Wheels quit being a pansy & say hello to your dead pussy!!!

She came all this way to say "HI" so hurry up & meow back lol. seriously though do it.

last week on my way home from work I had this thought from nowhere that my boy wants to be an actor & that I should sign him up in youth theater or something & that very evening he tells me he wants to be an actor??? So today I looked up the asteroid actor in his chart...lol....it is in his 10th house (Leo) So I guess I'm signing him up. We get these hints because we need them I believe, so why not go with it.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:54 AM         

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wheels

I'm used to it. That's just how it is and how I've always been wired. At least now I can understand why people didn't get me when I was younger. I just thought everyone was like that. Even up util a few years ago I thought that everyone sees/hears spirits, etc.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:56 AM         

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Ok, I will.

Man, that's so strange Spunky. I like your explanation that we get the hints because we need them. Stuff like this doesn't normally happen to me. No premonitions (other than a dream I had when I was a teenager), no ghosts or psychic stuff.

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posted February 12, 2009 06:57 AM           

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Childhood sucks for sensitives PA. I thought everyone was like me too, it's such a rude awakening once realization sets in eh?

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posted February 12, 2009 07:00 AM         

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You guys

Childhood's weird enough already. My sister has a lot of stuff happening to her but not me. Must have been strange for you to realise that this didn't happen to other people. Were your parents concerned about you? This little mild attack of mine feels quite isolating, nothing in the realms of what it must be like to be fully plugged in. Not sure I want to encourage it. Ignorance feels like bliss, although I will meow back to Gretel.

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posted February 12, 2009 07:03 AM           

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I believe it is something you are born with. It will either be embraced or repressed but never anything to fear. Doesn't mean you won't feel spooked every now & then until you accept that you are different & that it is just a part of you like an arm or a leg.

At first I was scared to as I am a repressor.

My mind was very disturbed by the things that were happening to me, you do get over the initial shock eventually & you have friends here who know & understand so feel free to talk about this anytime sweets....it's never freaky enough in here for us lol.

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posted February 12, 2009 07:05 AM         

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Thank you, that means a lot to me

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posted February 12, 2009 07:08 AM           

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Wheels has anything else been happening? Or are you just feeling alone & scared of it? (Or it overwhelming you perhaps?)

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posted February 12, 2009 07:15 AM         

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Bit lonely I guess. It's just winter blues. My bloke can't spend any time at my place as his dog can't get up the stairs and is really sick, therefore I'm always having to go to his and it's wearing as I feel I'm neglecting my own life, and his place is such a boy's place and is short on the girly comforts I like (not that I am a proper girl but rings around the bath don't do it for me). Don't know what to do about that. Also issues with my ex boyfriend, but I won't bore you with those, suffice to say I'm close to hating the two-faced ****** .

I think I'm just hyper-sensitive and feel like everyone's out to get me at present although when feeling calmer it is apparent that this is just mild paranoia!

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posted February 12, 2009 07:16 AM         

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When I was little my parents used to tell me that I was evil. And because I didn't understand the presences that I could feel and see and hear and because those spirits were very fearful and their faces were filled with fear, I thought they were evil and therefore, I must be as well, to attract them.

And everyone has always told me that I'm strange, weird, different, etc. I just never understood why. I accepted it - but never comprehended why.

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posted February 12, 2009 07:16 AM         

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This weird stuff has me feeling a bit teary and stressed. My scales are out of balance more than they're in balance and... well, you know how that feels to a Libran.

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posted February 12, 2009 07:22 AM         

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When I was little my parents used to tell me that I was evil.

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My God PA, what efect has that had on you?

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posted February 12, 2009 07:23 AM         

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When I was little my parents used to tell me that I was evil.

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That's just plain horrible. This calls for a comfort lick *licks PA.*

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posted February 12, 2009 07:26 AM         

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Oh hell, I'll join in *licks PA*

So Xodian - any freaky stuf happen to you?

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