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Topic: Sadly I am begining to see what HSC is saying..
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juniperb
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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted March 29, 2009 11:19 AM
 
The difference in HSC`s emotional outbursts and T`s, or anyone else's, is HSC did it for his own amusement and that's the real shame here.
He didn`t react for the "good" of the celebrity's. He did it for his own egotistical purposes. For a man so well versed in the Masters and Holy Texts, he Knows it is NOT the sign of an enlightened , compassionate or intelligent man.
He got so caught up in his ego trip, he lost all ability to discern friend from foe. Sadly, that is a loss he must suffer until he understands what he did and why he did it. 
Forgive him his weakness. He has much to ponder and stars to reach for too. We all struggle in earth school and we are our own best Teachers. May we all see the Wisdom in each interaction and never give up on one another. T & MM, Bless you!! juni ------------------
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LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 11:25 AM
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Azalaksh
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posted March 29, 2009 11:41 AM
juni 
A very compassionate post..... however..... quote:
May we all see the Wisdom in each interaction and never give up on one another.
..... perhaps there comes a time when we must "give up on" and avoid interaction with people we find toxic to us, or unhealthy for our current stage of development, and only when we have grown enough to withstand their energies, can we indulge in interaction with them again in class at SchoolRoom Earth.....IP: Logged |
Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 11:55 AM
geez, there is so much judging in the world already, why does there need to be on LL?!!!!!All l hear is everyone putting everyone down, including celebrities :S IP: Logged |
juniperb
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posted March 29, 2009 12:07 PM
Yes MN Z, excellent point! quote:
avoid interaction with people we find toxic to us, or unhealthy for our current stage of development, and only when we have grown enough to withstand their energies, can we indulge in interaction with them again.....
If it is toxic for us, in return it has the potential to be toxic to them as well. Not healthy for either and one must shake the dust for the sake of both. Not give up on the other, but give them and ourselves the space, time and wisdom to gather balanced energy and have a healthy relationship. juni ------------------
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Azalaksh
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posted March 29, 2009 12:19 PM
juni ~ quote:
give them and ourselves the space, time and wisdom to gather balanced energy
I *love* it when an Aqua can help teach a Libran balance  Thank you IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion!
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posted March 29, 2009 12:37 PM
Zala, juni,
Lara... ------------------
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MysticMelody
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posted March 29, 2009 12:56 PM
I guess the only thing I want to say here is clarify that I was not among the participants in what Lexx is talking about although I have since learned what she is talking about (and don't think Steve was even in on it though I remember him making some rude comment on the boards about knowing something she wouldn't like revealed or something of that sort, but he wasn't involved in any email stuff from what I understand). I'm sure Lexx knows I wasn't involved, but since Steve and I have been close for a long time (and I know MANY MANY things that you all don't know and I don't share, and same with T and I...) I feel some might think she is talking about me, and I guess I want to indulge in a little reputation protection and don't want people I have a growing friendship with to have to wonder.Speaking of that...
thank you for your words, Sunshine. Juni too.
I might have forgotten someone because I stayed up and read last night to make sure T was ok and I did not re-read this morning. IP: Logged |
LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 01:40 PM
MysticMelody  quote:
I guess the only thing I want to say here is clarify that I was not among the participants in what Lexx is talking about
No..you were not involved.
You and I do not always agree...
but you have never been mean or unkind to me. quote:
although I have since learned what she is talking about
Hmmm...I would like to know what you "learned", and if it is true or more vicious gossip/lies...but only in private please. My e-mail you can get from my mod link at LOL. quote:
(and don't think Steve was even in on it though I remember him making some rude comment on the boards about knowing something she wouldn't like revealed or something of that sort,
He was involved in part, and yes, many times he got others to become quite nosy about my personal stuff) quote:
but he wasn't involved in any email stuff from what I understand)
On that I must strongly disagree. quote:
I feel some might think she is talking about me, and I guess I want to indulge in a little reputation protection and don't want people I have a growing friendship with to have to wonder.
OK..everyone read this!MysticMelody has never been to my knowledge, unkind or spread malicious gossip or lies about me!
She is A-OK in my book! PS.However..she may have heard or believed the gossip and or lies she may have heard.
However I would hope she would have wanted to hear my side too.
Unless she did not believe what certain ones said.
Then of course there would be no reason to hear my side.
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MysticMelody
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posted March 29, 2009 01:49 PM
Lexx, I'm sorry I was vague there and got you worrying. No, I didn't hear anything. I am talking about what you revealed on that one thread I started in Soul Unions a long time ago, and you said that others had held it over your head or blackmailed you about by email so I kind of put two and two together. Steve actually never told me anything about it worth remembering and certainly never revealed what you revealed. I hope that eases your mind.
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Heart--Shaped Cross
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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
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posted March 29, 2009 01:51 PM
You are all more than welcome to your opinions.As I see it, a mountain of accussations have been piled up,
yet, oddly, no real evidence has been presented on its behalf. I know what my motivations are, and I know what others think they are. I do not buy into the notion that the responsibility for letting go is,
or was, entirely my own, and that I was the only one pushing that thread. So many accussations were made against me, and I stayed to defend myself. Whether or not you accept or even allow yourselves to consider
this explaination of mine is no longer a concern to me. It has become very clear to me that hardly anybody involved in this
has the integrity, or mental muscle, to raise themselves to an objective height. I may or may not post again on this matter. You are of course welcome to continue to twist my words,
attribute evil motivations to me without backing them up,
and pile on the namecalling, to your hearts' content. I will not attribute the most insidious motives I can imagine to you,
or conclude that you are all attempting to manipulate me,
and that you are merely a bunch of button-pushing rabid dogs,
who have not the compassion or sense to let go of a dry bone. I'm sure you all believe you have your reasons. 
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LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 02:00 PM
MysticMelody
Thank you!
OK..Steve did not know my actual secret.
He either got confused at what another told him...and then tried to publicly goad me into revealing it.
It became quite embarrassing to say the least.  And caused me alot of stress. So I finally "came out" even though I'd rather have not.
He was insinuating I'd had a sex change and use to be a man, or used to be a woman...(not the truth....and well, it got all so confusing...and he aroused alot of unwanted curiosity about my personal business.
I think he was just curious/nosy,
not trying to blackmail me. (I hope) as some tried in an effort to control my postings here at LL and get others to see me as a freak.
He was not involved in the doctored phony e-mail scam either. (only in some actual e-mail private stuff of others, (like he did to Zala too) revealed in his postings)
Beware when others forward e-mail whilst gossiping...I learned the hard way that unscrupulous ones can add/delete/doctor e-mails and paint a seriously false picture of others/another. Some of those highly edited with added words not mine...came back to me via some who wondered WTF was really going on.
I was quite saddened and shocked at how low some folks will stoop.
So I do not trust easily anymore.
If it cannot be publicly posted...
I only share now with an extremely select few from LL.
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Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 02:03 PM
LOL HSC - well no one can accuse you of being a flunky!I am interested to see where anyone can go from here now because your post is extremely articulate and does not falter from it's path. I am sorry however that there needs to be this rabid anger aimed at you and whether you did or did not divulge info is non of my business, except to say that if someone wishes to offer personal info online then they must take responsibility for it then being "in space" IP: Logged |
MysticMelody
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posted March 29, 2009 02:05 PM
"to your knowledge"frickin Scorpios I've gotta laugh. Dear God it must suck to be so suspicious. I thought having a few planets in the 8th was bad. I'm human and I talk some **** about people when I am upset with them and question their behaviors and motives in probably the most unflattering way but since the only people I would ever talk like that to are S and T, there is no gossip spreading. And I go back to focusing on the good points of others when I am done being upset. Unless someone betrays me. But, I'm sure you understand.
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Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 02:05 PM
To be fair LEXX, did you not already tell the entire population of LL of your secret in a thread? or are we now discussing another secret? I'm confused! IP: Logged |
Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 02:07 PM
HSC - check out my video on my "a corner of positivity" on LLC. I think you will like it! IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion!
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posted March 29, 2009 02:13 PM
MysticMelody
I did not mean to upset you or insinuate anything.
However...
seriously,
I do not know you well.
Now you have clarified your position.
Thank you.
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LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 02:17 PM
Lara..
Yes...everyone knows.
However I did not tell all until after months of freaking out at what was being insinuated by
HSC and all...and e-mail threats...not from HSC by the way....
I finally thought...WTF....
Just tell all and let people hate me or not.
Most have been very kind and understanding.
Only a few avoid me because of it.
Their loss.
Sigh..no more personal secrets...
all have been aired here at LL quite completely by now.
I'd rather it were not so.
But it is.
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Heart--Shaped Cross
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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
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posted March 29, 2009 02:18 PM
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LOL HSC - well no one can accuse you of being a flunky!
Oh, they can accuse me of anything, Lara.
I dont dare put a check on how far they will go.
However, that they can prove none of it is worth reflecting on.
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I am interested to see where anyone can go from here now because your post is extremely articulate and does not falter from it's path.
Most of my posts have been this way, lol.
It is amazing how blind they are to it, though.
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I am sorry however that there needs to be this rabid anger aimed at you
Me too. It's sad. Thank you very much for your concern,
and for your assistance with this.
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and whether you did or did not divulge info is non of my business, except to say that if someone wishes to offer personal info online then they must take responsibility for it then being "in space"
I hate to disagree with you, Lara,
as you are a valued ally to me right now,
but I am too honest and objective not
to speak up, even to my allies,
when I think they are mistaken.
Just because people make themselves vulnerable
by sharing personal information, doesnt give us the right to "use" it. I apologized for that. And I wish others would do the same.
Its pathetic how they keep bringing up the most personal issues,
and throwing them in my face, as if they were relevant evidence.
love to you,
hsc
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Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 02:19 PM
Thanks for clarifying.
Your real friends won't judge you LEXX IP: Logged |
MysticMelody
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posted March 29, 2009 02:21 PM
You didn't upset me at all. I was just being a little "sheesh, lol". I should remember you are sensitive. You and Steve have that same top 3. No, I'm not upset. I was just sort of like, "Oh geez..." but yes, we don't know each other. It's ok and to be expected, and I was totally talking smack about you girls during the time when I felt you were attacking S (and me as collateral damage or at least whatshername did) but overall you come up as ok in my book too and I see your inner self as that beautiful tree standing strong and surviving in that harsh desert landscape as I have seen you from the beginning, and am content to allow the rest of you to be the mysterious and interesting "Enigma" that you have always been to me.
k?
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LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 02:24 PM
Lara quote:
Thanks for clarifying.
Your real friends won't judge you LEXX
So wonderfully true! 
And like I said, even folks I do not know well, have been wonderfully understanding and accepting of me and being different.
Blessings to all you kind folks!  ------------------
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Heart--Shaped Cross
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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
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posted March 29, 2009 02:24 PM
What is LEXX talking about, anyway?Something from 4 years ago, it sounds like. Something I vaguely hinted at, after 3 days under attack,
and which I have since apologized for (years ago). To "justify" the extremes that others
are going to in the present moment? This is what they are resorting to? LOL
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Lara
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posted March 29, 2009 02:31 PM
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LEXX
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posted March 29, 2009 02:31 PM
MysticMelody! 
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You didn't upset me at all. I was just being a little "sheesh, lol". I should remember you are sensitive. You and Steve have that same top 3. No, I'm not upset. I was just sort of like, "Oh geez..." but yes, we don't know each other. It's ok and to be expected, and I was totally talking smack about you girls during the time when I felt you were attacking S (and me as collateral damage or at least whatshername did) but overall you come up as ok in my book too and I see your inner self as that beautiful tree standing strong and surviving in that harsh desert landscape as I have from the beginning, and am content to allow the rest of you to be the mysterious and interesting "Enigma" that you have always been to me.
k?
That was a great reply!
I find you to be an Enigma too and fascinating and Mysterious.
You once got upset because you thought I was ignoring you. I read your poems and most of your posts. I just do not always reply to most posts, and not only yours.
But I do read them! I love your posts at YWAA.
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