posted December 06, 2002 12:09 AM         

As with many others, I have been reading some of the lexigrams in recent posts and couldn't help but register! There are some very talented people here. I (like others) am having trouble with my own name...hard to be objective. When you get the time would I be able to impose on someone to help me out with my name?

Andrew Charles Warden

thanks in advance and happiness to you all...

posted December 06, 2002 12:58 AM         

should I post what I got or let folks have an objective go first?

cheers,

posted December 07, 2002 09:25 AM         

WELCOME, what a joy to have you here!

posted December 08, 2002 01:19 AM         

There is a really nice vibe here....

posted December 15, 2002 12:26 AM         

And DEFINITELY get a copy of Star Signs!

posted December 15, 2002 09:40 PM         

Wow...I don't know what to say! You'd like me to be on your panel? I am flattered and I would love to! What does it involve? I have an innate fear of disappointing people but am slowly getting over it as you are all so nice, accepting and encouraging!

Everyone...any time you get around to my lexi is fine! Thankyou for having a go! and please don't feel rushed...! I have stacks of patience

Be happy, be warm,

posted December 16, 2002 11:02 AM         

HE'S A SEER
AND HE CARES.

HE HAS WADED
iN AN ENDLES
SEA - HE CAN
SEW SEEDS iN
A HARD LAND.

HE HAS SEEN
A RACE - A
REAL DASH - A
DEER AND A HARE -
HE LEARNED AS HE
SAW tHE RACE - HE
LEARNED to DARE...
AND HE SAW AN
ANSWER.

HE IS SAD - HE
NEEDS A WASH iN
A SEA - HE NEEDS
A NEW ANSWER
RENDERED.

HEED AN ANSWER
HEARD - AN ANSWER
CAN LEAD to A NEW
AREA - AN ANSWER
CAN RENDER A
SEARCH ENDED -
AN ANSWER CAN
END SAD ENDS.

HE'S A SEER -
HE CAN LEAD AS
HE HEARS - HE
CAN RENDER
AN ANSWER.

HE CAN SEE.

posted December 16, 2002 06:57 PM         

To Hopeful, thankyou thankyou x 100! I cannot believe how different your lexi is to what I did for myself! You have lifted my spirits in a particularly dark period of life and have truly epitomised your name! I need to ponder this one at length and will give you a more detailed feedback post on what this means to me once I can wrap my head around all the parallels you have drawn with my life to date.

Again, Thankyou! It would appear that there is not just light at the end of the tunnel...it is starting to poke through the walls!

May the happiness of each day exceed that of the yesterday!

MM

posted December 18, 2002 07:56 AM           

ERRAND
REACH HEADLAND
RACE CREW NEAR
CAR CRASH,
HE CLAWS, HE CRAWLS
NEED DR HERE
CALENDAR WARNS
ANSWER WHEN NEEDED
NASAL AND ADRENAL
SCAN HEAD
SEE SCREEN, RED CHANEL, RARE NEWSREEL
ENDED ERA
DR REWARDED
RACER DEAD

posted December 18, 2002 12:13 PM         

Thankyou *heaps* for writing what came to you rather than trying to paint a pretty picture! This is very important as not everyone can have good news all the time and the truth/honesty is the most important thing in this world....

The message may be VERY deep...and you may have a much stronger connection to the druids than you realise.

To cut a very long story extremely short - I am worried about my little brother who is looking after my mother's house in QLD - I was there for a couple of months to `tie up her affairs' (yes, it is as ominous as it sounds) and he is meant to ring me every day as a check-up (he has `issues') until I return later this month to wrap things up...

He hasn't rung for over a week...I had put it down to slackness but tried to ring 7-8 times in a row a couple of minutes before logging on to come here and it rang out each time....

It could be nothing, he could be out for the night or slept through the phone (I rang at 2am), or any number of other things but I had a bad feeling about it....I mean , he is slack but has not been this slack thus far...

The `Dr' could be my stepfather who is evil personified, or it could be a Dr attending the car crash you refer to...neither I hope...

My brother has no mobile phone (again due to slackness) so I have no way to check on him....I am going to ring his workplace tomorrow morning (this morning actually, in a few hours) when he is supposed to be in. I will keep you posted on how things go.

To Hopeful - it is going to be difficult for me to give you an adequate summary of why your lexi is so meaningful without a) writing out my life story, or b) sounding egotistical, self-absorbed or sorry for myself...at risk of both, I'll just write this...

- I had an extremely abusive upbringing, by anyone's standards from what I can tell. Now, my `family' (ha -ha -ha) has fallen to pieces, just a shattered wreck of people who have lost their way and in some cases, their lives due to making false idols (money, power etc) their personal deities. Alcohol and drug abuse have also played large parts...

- I read somewhere (that escapes me now) that my `psychic' abilities would awaken in my 30's (I am 30 now).

- I want to fix so much in the world and help so many people that it seems that one lifetime is nowhere near enough. The suffering that is going on even as I write this is palpable...I can FEEL it...everywhere...psychological, physical, animals, humans, adults, children....

I need answers. I need a way...

This is where you folks come in (no pressure). Your attitude and loving disposition is a true inspiration, it gives me hope and shows me paths that I will be able to use to these ends. Not just through the lexigrams that you create with an insight I would not have believed possible before, but simply with the...vibe/energy/light...I don't know... that I feel whenever I log on and read your words.

I'll round off by apologizing for any discontinuity in my rambling as I have not taken alot of care in writing this, and thanking all of you for being who you are and to encourage you all to keep travelling the paths you are on and spread the light. I think I have stumbled upon an open door to another world here and will be lexigramming as much as I can, as long as I feels it helps someone, somehow.

Thankyou for your open arms, and Warmth to you all...

Andrew

P.S. I will have Linda's `Star Signs' in my possession shortly and in my mind (and i am sure, my heart) shortly after that.

posted December 18, 2002 01:47 PM         

Yup, yup - I must say that the people here are some of the best to be found assembled together around (both in cyber space and back out of our computers).
I've poked around other MBs, but the "vibe" just isn't the same; and I couldn't bring up half of what I do here w/ anyone else w/o getting odd looks.
As I get the feeling MM's was (and many others' were), much of my upbringing was centered on not believing in anything - except, perhaps, money -, and (please excuse the whining) had drug and alchohol abuse prominent, as well as a fair amount of physical and mental abuse. Many of us have had faith beaten out of us in one way or another, if for no other reason than that it doesn't seem to make sense of the surrounding world. LL allows us to express belief w/o being castigated...and it helps to train those muscles to work outside of its confines, too.
Forums such as this are needed; they aid people in healing themselves (because we are, after all, the ones responsible for our own well-being in the end). When spirituality and, frankly, goodness are out-and-out shunned as backward and hopelessly obtuse, this place, these people, and others like them give hope.
So, thank you all.

posted December 18, 2002 03:37 PM         

for you and your brother. Thank yOu for sharing your magickal s-ELF with us.

posted December 18, 2002 06:56 PM         

Mr Mediocre tells your DIRE RECORD. But when I 1st saw the non-de-plume I felt it should read Mr MEDI CORE.

ANDREW CHARLES WARDEN

AN AWARD REWARDS ANDREW
HE WAS A DRAWN CARD
SEARCH A SHED
HE HAS RELEASED DREAD
CHARLES HEALS
A WANDERER AND AWARE
ENHANCES
A SHREWD SHREW
NEWS HARDENS
A DREAR SEARCH
A DRAWL
DECLARES WARES
WARNS, WAR DECLARED AND NEAR
RAW CREWS HASTEN
A HEWN HAWSER
A CLASH AND NASH
WARREN AND A WARDEN
CRADLES HER HAND AND HEAD
A CAR CANNED (condensed)
DASHED, SEE SAW REAL
WHEELS RENDER CRASH
NEEDS DENTAL CARE
NEEDS A LENS
WARNED HER
STREWN METAL?
A SEWN MEDAL
MEDDLES REDRAWN
WASH RED HEAD
READ A DARE
NEEDLES DRAWN
AN ARC SLED SEED AREA
RELEASE A LEASH
RELEASE A LEASE?
SEA AND SAND WASHED CLEAN
CLEARED AND CLEANSED
A RAW RACE DRAWN
DEADENS EAR
HE DOES HEAR HER
SHE LEADS
A DECADE ELDER
A DECREE
DECERN ELDER HEAD’S DEEDS
A NEW HEAD AND A CAWL
HAS HELD AN ANDREA
ALAS AS A WARDEN HE CHARS A DEWAN
A RAW ANSWER, AS A WARDEN HE HARMED
A LAW DECLARES HAND
LEACH SEARCH
A DAEDAL – (LACE)
SHE DRAWS NEARER
A LAD RENEWED
REACH, REACH DANA (DoNE, REDo, Do)
SNARE EARS AND HEAR HER
A REWARD DAWNED
ANDREW WAS DRAWN HERE

WHALES NEAR A SEA
WASHED CLEAN, SAND CLAD

(I) DECLARE A NEW AREA
WANDER AND SEE
A DECARE
A NEW DEN
AN EDEN CLAD AREA
CLAD, RARE, DENSE, DENSER
DEW RENEWS
DAWNS ANEW
REEDS AND DEWED
A LASHED SEER AWARE
HE DANCES AND HE DANCES HARD

AND CANADA! CANADA?
A CANADA RED HELD ANDREW’S HAND?
CHEWS HARD. RED AND CANADA?
A RED SLED WARDEN?
SEARCH REWARDS
CHASE A LASER
AN ANSWER
AN EARNERS WAD
ARREARS HELD
RESEARCH A SEAL
A RARE SEAL

AND ADD A SCALD WARD
ANDREW SCARRED
ANDREW HEALS

posted December 18, 2002 08:47 PM           

Hopeful and Imajre!!! Wonderful, simply awsome!!

Andrew, I know what you mean about this place. I feel like I could post my life story here, I feel trust here and love. It's nice, you found the right place and so did I

Love and Light to for that and everyone who makes this place so special.

posted December 20, 2002 03:01 PM         

First...it turns out my Brother is at least alive, although he has done something very stupid...more later...I have not yet spoken to him directly. I thankyou all sincerely for your thoughts, reassurances and expressions of concern!

Second, IMAJRE...that is an amazing lexi...I will read it and re-read it and post a reply that i hope will do it justice...I will just say for the moment that you too have struck on SO MANY appropriate/co-incidental ideas and concepts that I will have to put a lot of thought into what I write by way of explanation.

Time presses...I must go and attend to infinitely less-pleasant things...

You are all wonderful....simply wonderful!