posted July 11, 2003 12:11 AM         

there are two. the first one is

EEEFGHILLLMNSY

second one is

AADEEEEFGHIJLLLMMNNSSY

no pressure, i just thought id post here in case anyone was interested. if i *could* do lexis very well i would do lots of em just for fun, even though im skeptical of them, but i just... cant seem to do them that well. takes me forever to do this kind of stuff in iq tests and the like. my strengths lie in other areas i spose. i can see the word 'hill' and thats about it, lol! doh *makes homer face*

posted July 15, 2003 03:30 PM         

a couple interesting ones are:

MY FEELING HELLS

IN MY LEGS HE FELL

HEY ELF SMELLING a cute one

ok, and for

AADEEEEFGHIJLLLMMNNSSY

I find..

JELLYFISH MANGLED SEAMEN

AN ELF JAMMING HEEDLESSLY

FLESHY ALIENS JAMMED GLEN

God knows if these are any help, obviuosly I am new here, and of course, I use a computer program to find these.

Maybe they will spark something for you?

Peace,
Matty

posted July 15, 2003 05:10 PM         

Did you ever know that there is a wonderFUL "computer" inside you and it's called your S ELF? Try tuning in to it... you may just be astounded at TRUE lexis it will reveal.

Computer lexis somehow just don't work. There's something not quite right about them.

posted July 15, 2003 06:06 PM         

So let me boot up that other computer I have hidden beneath my hair and see what it can do .

Thanks,
Matty

posted July 16, 2003 06:58 AM         

yay! thank you everyone! i had thought that this thread was gonna die a slow death. even though i have expressed that i am dubious about lexis, well, its an unresolved skepticism. do you understand? so i wanted to make up my libra mind one way or the other, and i need a lil help here. harumph.

guess what happened to me today. *waits expectantly*

ok well...

i had a windfall financially today. i went to this big thrift department store we have here in town, because i thought i deserved a little treat after the hand to mouth existance ive had in the last few months. i went to their book section, and didnt expect to find anything at all. this town is in the bible belt of bc, and well, theres not a lot of people around here who believe that new age things arent witchcraft.

anyway i looked. checked the religion section, and amidst all the books about jesus (most of which use his name to simply control others thoughts and behaviours, rather than teach the real way of the nazarene) i found a hardcover first edition of star signs in perfect shape. i was amazed. i guess i needed to read it again. i have lost my soft cover edition, dunno where it is.

i spent some time today while hubby was on the pc reading the first three chapters. i still cant accept some of what linda wrote as my personal truth... she herself was most emphatic about that being 'ok'. that endeared me to her more.

threads too long to process, continue in next response ^_^

posted July 16, 2003 07:02 AM         

i dont mean to suggest that i will believe in lexis if it works out being of benefit to me, and if not i wont believe. i just didnt mean that at all. i mean that there are certain truths i know to be infallible... and the lexis ive seen so far have supported that. does that make sense?

but anyway, thats what happened. so, i was happy to come here tonight and see that this thread is alive! THANK YOU all!

~ana

ACK ps- matty, even though those were computer generated, in some random way they sort of make sense, lol! not very specific, but enough to have a little chuckle about i just have to look at them in a VERY 12th houseish way!! lol!

*hugs*

posted July 16, 2003 12:22 PM         

When most of my planets are in my natal chart. Glad they brought a computer generated chuckle.

Well all, I shall continue to look within, and not within my computer . (not with in my lap top computer that is, I will just use it for connecting with you all, until I perfect that ESP thing...maybe we can call that Eastern Union when it works out... )

Have a great day.

posted July 16, 2003 09:10 PM         

i was wondering something too. now that i think about it, i dont know if ive used the right words. the first one is my name, the second one is my name with my husbands. i figured that would be good to start as i know myself and my marriage better than anything, so if theres truth to lexis, the chances of me seeing it there are high.

the problem is that i have many names, and many different spellings of my names. legally my name is 'shelly' since i was age 12 i spelled it 'shelley', but i have ALWAYS hate that name. i just do not like it, one bit. i cringe when someone says my name. i dont hate it for other people, just for me. i have wanted to change it legally since i was about 14, but havent had the money really. i also dont like my last name... theres complex issues with it. now i have a married name, so that should be used right? its the maiden name i dont like. the married name is fine, i have no problems with it.

thats why i said interesting in the title, because one had my birth legal name, the other included the name i chose for myself.

i also call myself a different first name, ana, shortened from anais. i just was really into anais nin for a long time, and everything about her era. the lifestyle, the writing, art nouveau, just everything about the times she lived in. im not such a rabid fan of hers anymore, ive moved on to other things. she isnt a role model, dont worry. i just was interested in her life, and the name anais is just so beautiful to me. i finally decided on adopting it at some point. id never be called anais, but i do suit ana. its become nature to me to introduce myself as ana. yet, the shelly still haunts me. family members dont even know i have another name etc. so the first name was shelly with the last name. the second two names together was ana.

i dunno what to do about deciding what name/s to use :/ its bothering me.

i introduce myself to new people as ana. honestly, i HATE my birth name! again, no offense to any other shellys out there, its not when other people have it, its only in it being my name that its so awful.

posted July 17, 2003 05:00 AM         

what you say makes sense. i just... hated my name. period. i mean, when one gets shudders hearing their name, somethings wrong.

i dunno. i dunno even if the name ana or anais is right for me either. this is a huge identity crisis thing, lol!

ana does feel comfortable though, i do feel like i could 'own' the name with no problems. i just have to weigh decisions till the cows come home

i had chosen this name, if i ever have a daughter- sonnet ravenna. im tempted to take it myself cause its so pretty but it doesnt suit me at all either lol.

ana is the best i have, i dont cringe when i hear it, and it seems to describe me well. many people have said to me that i dont seem like a 'shelly'. *cringes typing it*

ugh its that awful. a friend of mine is a gentile that studies and teaches the torah and other things like kabalah, he would convert but he has to work on sabbath. anyway he told me that the 's' name (cant even type it lol) means 'bounty' or 'spoils' such as one would find from war. i didnt like that meaning at all, and it only reinforced my desire to change my name. i knew that the 's' name was hebrew in origin but never knew what it meant. i dunno what 'anais' means but its gotta be better than a possession gained through conflict, lol!! i just really dint like that meaning one bit.

anyway take care! talk to you soon!

posted July 17, 2003 05:27 AM         

seriously though, whenever i hear the word 'faery' i look as though im being summoned, lol!

posted July 18, 2003 12:43 AM         

about name change, it costs around 200$ i think. you pay like, 100 for the actual change, and you have to print a notice in a couple of papers in the classifieds. other than that its easy. theres just far too many things that need my financial attention right now, so it will have to wait.

i was reading star signs again last night... and reread the part on numerology. i still do not feel that lindas numer works for me... but i couldnt help obsessing 'what if it IS right???'. it tore me to shreds to be honest. i tried ana with my last name, anais, and a couple of others, and they all ended up a 4 or 8 which of course i am counselled to avoid, seeing i was born on the 26th. *sigh*

oddly enough.. faery didnt. it came to a 27 i believe? it was one of the good numbers anyway.

i dont really believe in the numerology but like i said, i go crazy wondering what if it is right. bad position for me to be in.

posted July 18, 2003 12:45 AM         

i do feel like an ana though. [ed mc mahon voice] you are CORRECT sir!!! [/ed mc mahon voice] i think i have watched too much snl

anyway hope to see you soon!!!! take care!!!

~faery

posted July 19, 2003 02:52 AM         

i actually had that perfume when i was very young, lol! i was about 12 or 13... it was way before i had heard of anais nin. i loved the scent.

i dunno yet about the numerology, theres just many things about it that i dont agree with or find to be true. whether thats stubborn denial or an honest openminded apprisal, i know not. time will out i suppose. i do agree that my life has been strongly ?affected? by fate.

as far as the name... i love sea shells, but that isnt the problem. it isnt so much the name itself, but the strong reaction it gives me. it doesnt bother me if anyone else has that name, its only when it is in reference to me that it makes my skin crawl. if someone wants my attention and they call my name, i scream inwardly and its like nails on a chalkboard. you know?

posted August 14, 2003 04:49 AM         

i was bumping this thread to ask anyone if they could help me decide on what name to use. the questions i raised in this thread were left hanging, and i do need help to find the answer. i dont know much about the process of doing lexis. so, im asking for help. that eminem thread came and sort of blew everything else out of the water i think.

anyway guidance, PLEASE? im begging here. i dont ask for much.

~patheticfaery

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where i end and you begin there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin
and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin

posted August 14, 2003 09:25 AM           

I hope that helps and I am looking forward to working on both of these names.

posted August 14, 2003 11:56 PM         

i was dismayed. thank you for answering my question. i just really feel that whatever 'shelley' had to do, is done. you know? i like how you put it, 'evolved'. hopefully its not 'deevolved'.

the more i read in this forum the more i am getting convinced that lexis are just... magic. thats pretty wild for an ole skeptic like me. its just amazing the gift that some of you have! i really respect it. i would like to try lexi-ing someday soon once all my other projects are simmering nicely and dont need my immediate attention.

ruby, if you *do* get to my name at some point in the future, dont worry if doing the birth name gives you any negative feelings, you dont have to put yourself through that. i had a traumatic childhood, and i wouldnt want you to feel badly on my account. there were some lovely things about me as a child too, but i fear everything gets overshadowed by the negative. in any event, the 'bad' things are over, and all that remains is the occasional ghost, if that makes sense.

i am curious as to what my new life and new name is all 'about'. ive lacked guidance in so many ways, yet i know that theres a lot of Saturnian rewards i am blessed with now too. so, if you or anyone finds anything, id love to hear! no worries on my end though, im patient.

im just generally happy.

~gratitudefaery

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where i end and you begin there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin
and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin