posted April 27, 2017 02:28 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic I did test my IQ online, I think in 1999, it was the top 7% iir. I have, in recent years been tagged by an associate or two as 'Aspbergers'. Idk about that though. Just a label. In a nutshell, I'm different, yet very ordinary.

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Well when I do get stumped, I am like; well this will not do! Then I go at times; on an obsessive search for answers.
I just have to know! I hate being stumped!

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
I think you'd make an amazing agent, like Mission Impossible. There's probably a lot of Scorpio in your chart?

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Originally posted by MoonMystic: Yes, the ego is so easy to revert to. I know, even I'm stuck in
ego mode more than I like. I'm still working through my shadow work. Thus my pursuit to learn here! That brings the ego up often though. :grumbles:
The older I grow,the more innerself interests me. The none physical or lower mind portion of myself. Other worldly, I suppose, in topics. The bigger picture. I better quit here, sending (((hugs)))

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posted April 27, 2017 02:45 AM            

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e·go
ˈēɡō/
noun
a person's sense of self-esteem or self-importance.

synonyms:
self-esteem, self-importance, self-worth, self-respect, self-image, self-confidence.

PSYCHOANALYSIS
the part of the mind that mediates between the conscious and the unconscious and is responsible for reality testing and a sense of personal identity.

PHILOSOPHY
(in metaphysics) a conscious thinking subject.

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Id is also a positive thing!

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id
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PSYCHOANALYSIS
the part of the mind in which innate instinctive impulses and primary processes are manifest.

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Id, ego, and super-ego are the three parts of the psychic apparatus defined in Sigmund Freud's structural model of the psyche; they are the three theoretical constructs in terms of whose activity and interaction our mental life is described. According to this model of the psyche, the id is the set of uncoordinated instinctual trends; the super-ego plays the critical and moralizing role; and the ego is the organized, realistic part that mediates between the desires of the id and the super-ego. The super-ego can stop one from doing certain things that one's id may want to do.

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posted April 27, 2017 02:17 PM            

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LEXX, I'm  replying  in small amounts   (I get challenged in this department  too.)

Hopefully  the air quality  improves  soon.
We barely  made it to 60° this week. They promise  it will be 68° by the  wkend. *fingers crossed *

-You were  pretty early, indeed! Wow, I'm so sorry you had such a tragic beginning. To lose almost half your  original  weight, you are  so fortunate to be here.
Especially since in that time the medical establishment  wasn't  AS clued  in as they have become with  time. Even  with my birth time, they were not too together with newborn  education. Hospitals anyway. I believe  midwives probably  knew more.
I was 33days early  and  weighed 4.4 when born and  dropped  to  4#. I wasn't  sent home until I got beyond  5#.

Thanks for sharing your charts. You definitely  have a lot of Scorpio  in your chart. Would it be alright  if I look it on Astro.com? You  have a deep mind bit your natal emphasizes the energies. (I'm still new to Astrological studies. Wish I had learned so much earlier as it's a deep area of study, with your  mind, if you've  not learned  it too much, perchance  it bores you or your time you prefer spent elsewhere ?    .   )

(Incidentally my typos are so bad, so far exceeding about 30x!)

You  had an interesting  love life though, the Europe one must have been fun whilst it was current for you. His decision  might have cleared  the path for a much better suitor!

As I mentioned  I was bullied too,I was never aggressive  or willing  to be part of battles. Even when the bullied would shove or, kick, hit me. I developed  a love of the tether ball on school breaks. I was the best in my time at that school .A few classmates named me Rocky. As Sylvester Stallone was good with hitting  in his film Rocky.
It was therapeutic as well, a few adult males treated me wrong as well. I felt empowered  and my bullies began to stop, I think they knew I was able to fight -if I chose to.

Earthlings  are  what we are here on this rock. Yet I 'feel' strongly there's  much truth of differnt places, dimensions  and types of beings. In my current  existing  life now, I'm an Earthling, in this human body.

More reply coming soon.

posted April 27, 2017 02:38 PM            

You've had a plentiful  love life. I've known people in their late 50s-60s who haven't ever loved or been loved, which I find sad. Mostly  because they have been wanting  it yet unwelcoming  of it.

Experience isn't always good but we appreciate good romance when there measure of bad to compare it too. Glad to hear you got back together with your husband, 20 years is a time and heart investment.
Conventional or unconventional  --
Congratulations on the longevity!

You wrote:

"My IQ frustrates me in a way. I feel I should be super rich. Oh well. I guess the higher one's IQ is; more often than not; they never really feel like they belong anywhere; never really fit in; avoid people; become reclusive; or self destruct. I think the hardest part is feeling stupid. Seems that the more intelligent one is; the more they realize they do not know and never will know. Lives are too short; and I want to learn forever!
I have always felt like a freak.:'(
My IQ rating is:
99.9999951684% rarity or 1/20,696,863.
Yeah, sigh; 1 in nearly 21 million makes me feel so very alone/lonely in many ways.
People of normal IQs seem usually so much happier! I wonder why? "

I agree the people that are just less inquisitive or less serious in nature, have a happy time in life. I envy them. I question everything and think my mind needs a vacation -yet I won't ruin it with drugs or alcohol. So those avenues aren't valid choices for me. lol I'm going to look into meditation again. Shutting the mind down can be good. It's like renewal or rebooting for me.

You shouldn't feel stupid for being differnt. You're unique. No freak either. It just takes more higher minded individuals to understand and embrace you as you are. On LL you have lots who appreciate you too!

I'm nowhere as exceptional as you but I
know I fit in nowhere, as I don't partake in social media, gossip, current events, which most people expect in making friends. *sigh*
It is frustrating to say the least. I'm working on learning and maybe someday I'll meet similar people to me. I hope. (I will in the future welcome new babies).
You can still be rich in other ways. You are gifted with an incredible intelligence which
might bring countless other matters of wealth.
I completely get you though about wanting comfort and quality of life. My life is a bit struggled there too. Maybe blessings will be granted for us. (((Hugs)))

posted April 27, 2017 03:20 PM            

quote:e·go
ˈēɡō/
noun
a person's sense of self-esteem or self-importance.

synonyms:
self-esteem, self-importance, self-worth, self-respect, self-image, self-confidence.

PSYCHOANALYSIS
the part of the mind that mediates between the conscious and the unconscious and is responsible for reality testing and a sense of personal identity.

PHILOSOPHY
(in metaphysics) a conscious thinking subject.

Id is also a positive thing!

quote:id
noun
PSYCHOANALYSIS
the part of the mind in which innate instinctive impulses and primary processes are manifest.

quote:Id, ego, and super-ego are the three parts of the psychic apparatus defined in Sigmund Freud's structural model of the psyche; they are the three theoretical constructs in terms of whose activity and interaction our mental life is described. According to this model of the psyche, the id is the set of uncoordinated instinctual trends; the super-ego plays the critical and moralizing role; and the ego is the organized, realistic part that mediates between the desires of the id and the super-ego. The super-ego can stop one from doing certain things that one's id may want to do.

More here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Id,_ego_and_super-ego

Of course the ego/id/super ego can become unbalanced.
Each in and of themselves are neither negative or positive.
I hope that made sense.

(I read your Internet is messing up. This is my final reply)

posted April 28, 2017 06:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Been high winds, then hot sun, then driving rain, wind, thunder and lightning.
So for now know that I have read your latest posts and shall return as soon as I know my
internet is not going to drop again.
PS. A nice thing I saw this morning!
A pair of lovely feral cats showed up today in my backyard with a batch of beautiful kittens!
I hope they stick around!
OK...must go!

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posted March 23, 2018 07:54 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
1 Awe, now that really is touching. I smiled when I read this. Thank you for sharing that, Lexx. I hope some good people show them abundant love and nurturing.

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posted March 23, 2018 08:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Wow, that's a high IQ!

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posted March 27, 2018 10:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Randall:
[b]Wow, that's a high IQ!

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posted March 28, 2018 09:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Wow! his thread is almost a year old since it was active!
Need to get back to it!

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posted September 24, 2018 02:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Randall:
[b]Wow, that's a high IQ!

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