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Topic: Eternal energy.....I have tried to close gltching thread
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Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 27, 2022 02:49 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Dear Lexxigramer, I suggest you open a new thread with the same title as the old one and I can add the link now that it's still working. If we keep on posting here, filling this 2nd page and moving to the next one, then the 3rd page is also going to be lost.
That is why I keep cLosing the glitched thread but someone keeps reopening it. folks need too stop posting on any versions of it because some links post others and al Get more screwed up. Randall how can closed thread be keep t closed. Folks please do not click on link there it is for reading only. If you desire to reply to any post on that thread or link then quote copy And paste here in this thread. Make sure you quote because it will preserve the posts you reply to. I may do that and post each post here as a quote so we save the content that is left. Give me time do not post on any of the glitched or words words threads p!ease.Pardon any typos cannot see well and hands are numb etcetera. Will fix typos later and start quoting posts so they do not get overwrotten. IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 27, 2022 03:00 PM
This is frustrating! Now the other pages have vanished!This is frustrating! Now the other pages have vanished! I did not post only closed it. I will try and fix this mess again. Not going to reopen until later And see if it reappears and then I will quote and post here each post separately. I must take a break. Back as soon as able. Again pardon typos.
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Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 27, 2022 05:13 PM
Working it it! Found full texts of pages 3 to 8 and some written overs of page 1 and 9 and maybe part of 2? Well anyhow have found pages 3,4,5,6,7,8 Completely.  Quote does not work So I am trying to make sure the pictures also still show pictures folk posted.Frustrating! However much of it is like a treasure hunt wherein one might not retrieve the entire cargo but hopefully some 90% or so of it!  Will do it all up manually as quotes as soon as possible. Still trying to retrieve page 1 and page 2 original pages. Wish me good luck! 
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 155239 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 27, 2022 05:41 PM
No one was reopening it. It has a mind of its own.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 27, 2022 05:58 PM
quote: Originally posted by Randall: No one was reopening it. It has a mind of its own.
Yeah so I have noticed.. :Alien:Going to try and reconstruct just to see if I can do it! Good brain exercise etcetera. Can even work on it whilst at doctors and other medical etc crap.. On that note resting again. Thanks Randall! 
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Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 1342 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted February 28, 2022 04:03 AM
Bravo sweet Lexxigramer! Not only do I wish you the best of luck, but also courage, patience and enjoyment in this effort of yours to restore a really great thread!IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 28, 2022 03:45 PM
Is this thread glitching now too?IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 28, 2022 03:46 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Bravo sweet Lexxigramer! Not only do I wish you the best of luck, but also courage, patience and enjoyment in this effort of yours to restore a really great thread!
Thank you dear Eternal Energy!  I am still working on it but might first just post it as copy paste no frills first just to get the rescue started. Also to keep it safe and hold it's for it to work on in edit modes. To be able to edit add pictures hopefully to each post to mimic the originals as much as possible.Must take a break however as today has been yet another Nightmare in my world.  A few hours ago my PCP doctor dumped me when I showed up for my appointment. Her receptionist told my husband that the doctor does not like me and is ending the relationship. I needed a transport chair today as unable to walk but that **** s her off. I am too much trouble and she does not like Having to deal with serious health issues Like wtf? Well she has screwed up so many times and has been negligent more than a few times, hence cancers and more and refusing to test or refer me to the right doctors. She even has laughed because I lost weight when I vomited daily since October 2019 and lost about 100 pounds. She said I was still too fat. Lost over 200 pounds but she continues to ignore the daily vomiting and gut agony and anemia and more. She has also repeatedly refused to run the cancer tests I needed and so now I might be in big trouble. Need more tests for cervical and endometrial and ovarian cancers, maybe spine and stomach too along with the skin cancers. She said I was too old for female tests like paps etc. And now her negligence might be killing me. . She has falsified and added things to my records that I do not have and worse has not added the most important health issues that left untreated and not even documented can eventually lead to death. I cannot get the surgeries because she totally left out or removed Heriditary Angioedema type 3 From my history and active list. Cannot have general anesthesia but she does not document. The list is long and vile. Soooooooooo............ So yeppers being here at Lexigram Magic is a safe happy haven  compared to my physical life. And my husband is going through his own unrelated cancer issues and organ damage....yay Listeria and COVID for whacking both of us. Sigh.... Just trying to hold onto life's little pleasures like Lexagramming!  Have not given up yet.
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Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 28, 2022 03:46 PM
It did glitch it seems Okay now.IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 1342 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted February 28, 2022 04:25 PM
You must go to another doctor who will want to help you and take care of you no matter what! Can you do that? IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 28, 2022 04:50 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: You must go to another doctor who will want to help you and take care of you no matter what! Can you do that?
yes am trying but so exhausted and my husband is very I'll too. I cannot do all the calls etcetera and must have him do them. We will try and find a new PCP tomorrow and hope we do not need to wait months because we cannot wait that long. Without a PCP insurance does not pay with no PCP ref talk and so this is not going to be easy. Only 2 pcps near us are taking new patients and they are like my age. I just hope one of them will give us a try with them. Yes I!We are going to find a doctor for a PCP. Maybe the old guys will be better than a 20 something skinny snobby racist agest fataphobe rude incompetent ***** pretending to be a doctor.IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 1342 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted February 28, 2022 05:06 PM
I'm sending to both of you and your husband all my very best wishes to find another, better PCP tomorrow! IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 1342 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted February 28, 2022 05:08 PM
Can I write to you here tomorrow and ask you how did it go?IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted February 28, 2022 07:33 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: I'm sending to both of you and your husband [b] all my very best wishes to find another, better PCP tomorrow! [/B]
We both thank you so very muchly!  quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Can I write to you tomorrow here and ask you how did it go?
Of course! This is a good thread to just chat t on I think. And yes depending on how my husband feels tomorrow we will do our best to find a new PCP. Bless you dear Eternal Energy  IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 155239 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 01, 2022 02:03 PM
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Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 1342 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted March 01, 2022 03:37 PM
Lexxigramer?... I've been thinking of you... How are you?...IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 01, 2022 04:51 PM
quote: Originally posted by Randall: 
Thank you Randall for caring. Hugs  quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Lexxigramer?... I've been thinking of you... How are you?...
thank you for caring Eternal Energy.  Sigh....cry ugh Not a good day physically orr psychologically. No luck getting a new pcp yet. Hey going to file a report with the 2 Hospitals and see what can be done. Nothing from the PCP who dumped me. So we hang in limbo not knowing weather she officially dumped us or just threw a hissy fit. Get this.... She giggles at me repeatedly and makes cracks like... Quote: I'm only a doctor(giggle giggle ) I don't have the answers. Your problems must be medical conditions, you need to see someone about that. End quote. I am so damn exhausted and my husband may have cancer in more than one organ and was scheduling for needed surgeries and same for me but now that ***** has made a mess. Will try again tomorrow. Both of us too exhausted today to say the least.He could not get the energy today not could I to get presurgical testing done and after a weird attack he had the morning she dumped us. Vomiting daily for us both and or dry heaves. We needed tested for listeria but now what? We're scheduled for more COVID blood tests 100 to 103 fevers on and off and vomiting But she refused us To come into the lab for testing and more. She is not even finishing the tests she orders and follow ups to discuss other test mis cat blood work results. Totally ditched us and appears to have deleted the appointment she cancelled with us both. Cancellations always show up in the online charts. Yet she has made it vanish so we cannot even show that we had an appointment! I think she also altered and or messed with my records not sure yet but definitely Things have vanished. So here we both are unable to move forward with tests and surgeries and all. She also appears to have gotten one or more other doctors to not want to deal with me because she feels uncomfortable having me as a patient. Seriously?! What has a doctor's comfortable state of mind have to do with being my doctor? And she has not personally contacted us Nor has she said or sent anything yet. Only told my husband at the clinic door that we are not allowed in and that she is not comfortable with having a doctor patient relationship with me. So yeah Her receptionist told my husband, and a male nurse guarded the door, Yeah seriously not even a nurse came to the Door but a freaking secretary! Then my husband was about to leave and realized that no one was actually going To say anything to me who was waiting on a transport chair in the car. So he told the secretary to tell me and she came out and acted freaked out. Wtf did the PCP do?????? Yes we will be talking to someone and more than one about her negligence and Abusiveness towards me some of which my husband had witnessed. That is why we started having joint appointments so she could not just verbal abuse me more. Of course she still did in front of my husband, But not as badly. Okay taking a break Thanks for listening. Pardon typos will fix later. PS Oddly we hear about racism But it is not just non white looking folks. This crap we are going through is pretty sure a combination of racist against white folks.
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posted March 01, 2022 05:38 PM
Typos ugh Need to fix will return. Cannot see well enough at the moment.IP: Logged |
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posted March 01, 2022 05:45 PM
So tired of it all. What next shoe is going to drop?IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 01, 2022 06:21 PM
There is that shoe FB just bashed me with! What next? Like wtf?Randall..... Please I need to know if my posts here are acceptable. I don't want the censure snoops to come here and make trouble. Get this latest crap thrown my way..... FB Has told me I am not allowed to post medical issues or about any Medical abuses done to me. I have not even !mentioned any names nor any places! I am like beyond depressed here.
Maybe I should give up. Seems few care. Thank you and for for caring. So tired.
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Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 02, 2022 11:06 AM
Still here. No progress finding new PCP. Lots of hospitals etc next week not looking forward to. However I just want to get through all of this and know if I am going to live or not.Thank you all for your support and caring But I think I bought to shut up and not Post about my in person woes as I am trying to survive. I only make others gloomy and that does no one any favors including myself. Thank you all again for caring!  Randall I will close this thread If you want me too once I do a new one to repost the pages of the glitching thread. Going to chill out now. So exhausted ugh.
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posted March 02, 2022 11:40 AM
Dear Lexxigramer, I'm here. The only reason I haven't answered yet is that I am in Greece and we have quite a big time difference. But I'm here now. I'm driving and writing to you, but I'm here. I don't mind about your typos, I can read you just fine. I don't mind you talking about your woes because I believe that you are going to live up to 100 years and more. Tell this young doctor that the Hippocratic oath is sacred and that choosing to follow your calling, especially when you are a doctor, even a nurse or a teacher, means that you sign a binding contract with yourself that you will do everything to bring out the best possible outcome for each and every person that comes to you. Tell her and then go on and do what you have to do to help yourself get well. If that means going to the hospitals next week, you are going to do it. You can't and you won't give up, ok?...IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 02, 2022 01:35 PM
My long reply vanished.  It was very good reply and also was my thanking you for your kindness and all. Must go as now. I am so exhausted and the past hour and more lost when my reply vanished and did not post. Will try to draft reply offline So it does not disappear and then post here later. IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 7267 From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 02, 2022 01:44 PM
Found it in drafts!Whew! Probably full of typos and all will read later to make sure it reads right and all. Auto fill spellings mess up stuff at times.
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Dear Lexxigramer, I'm here. The only reason I haven't answered yet is that I am in Greece and we have quite a big time difference. But I'm here now. I'm driving and writing to you, but I'm here. I don't mind about your typos, I can read you just fine. I don't mind you talking about your woes because I believe that you are going to live up to 100 years and more. Tell this young doctor that the Hippocratic oath is sacred and that choosing to follow your calling, especially when you are a doctor, even a nurse or a teacher, means that you sign a binding contract with yourself that you will do everything to bring out the best possible outcome for each and every person that comes to you. Tell her and then go on and do what you have to do to help yourself get well. If that means going to the hospitals next week, you are going to do it. You can't and you won't give up, ok?...
bless you dear Eternal Energy!  Oh my dear please no apologies!  You have a life and need to do your things! Greece! I use to date a sweet guy from there! Your words are so muchly needed this day! People do not often realize how a kindness such as the ones your words are to helping me to hold on! When one might be possibly suffering from terminal illnesses every kindness is often the best medicine to help one keep from going insane or worse. Suspicions of the following on top of my dozen or so other rare NORD listed ills. Cervical Adenocarcinoma Endometrial carcinom(she giggled and said I was too old to Ovarian cancer Spinal cancer Esophageal cancer Stomach cancer Pelvic misc. cancers 3 abdominal hernias that I had been complaining about the agonizing pain for 40 years or so that no one would test for. They were accidentally found on an x-ray When they looked at my kidneys. That PCP refused to find the cause of the decades old left side agony And kept saying I was faking and just fat and told me that old morbidly obese women like me get right side gallbladder pain not left side. She refused many more tests and never actually examined me nor ever did a physical. Yes we are trying to find a new PCP. And of course report her and may take legal action against her negligence. Hard to prove such. Same for the verbal abuse because most was not witnessed by anyone for years and was only witnessed by my husband when she forgot herself and did it in front of him complete with her smirking sneering and eye rolling giggling. We have so many hospital appointments and more For the next several weeks or more. So exhausting. She also refused to check me for iron anemia because as she said: Quote: You are past menopause and not having menstrual cycles so you can't have iron anemia. End quote. Well well guess what? I now have to go in to a Cancer hematologist! Blood doctor... I need to get twice weekly intravenous Iron infusions for over an hour each infusion. Seriously bad anemia that pills will not cure. She refused to give me referral to cardiologist and other specialists. The list goes on and on. How do we prove her negligence and abuse? There is worse things she did and said that I better not post in public. Very nasty stuff and vile. Thank you again Eternal Energy!  You have made my day! I really needed such caring kindness. love ! Okay must rest more very tired. My husband is exhausted but got to hospital to get lab blood work done for his upcoming exploratory abdominal surgery to remove suspicious objects and might need stents here and there to help his liver and other organs to heal. Hopefully there will not be any cancer but we will not know until after a few more abdominal surgeries. He drives and I cannot see well enough to and he is disabled and yet he has to drive us both to Drs and hospitals. Public medical transportation cannot handle our issues/restrictions. So we must get thereon our own. Right now we need to find out who will wheel us from parking garages to the hospital and surgeries and Drs at several different big city locations more than 2 hurts round trip each appointment. So there are many problems to fix and we are both so terribly exhausted to say the least. A!! Our friends in physical life are long dead. Relatives live very far away. So we must go all of this just him and me alone. Okay I am babbling so must go rest. Bless you again Eternal Energy! 
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posted March 02, 2022 02:24 PM
If we lived close, I would gladly take you and your loving and helping husband to your medical appointments...So good you let it all out! Wishing you lots of rest, healing and peacefulness...
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