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Topic: IMMORTAL BELOVED & Beethoven related Lexagrams
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Eternal Energy
Knowflake Posts: 1375
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Registered: May 2020
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posted March 29, 2022 12:19 PM
  
I am so happy that you have come back again sweet Lexxigramer... All of us are happy that you are here again. You are a most beautiful artist...IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 29, 2022 12:51 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
I am so happy that you have come back again sweet Lexxigramer... All of us are happy that you are here again. You are a most beautiful artist...
Thank you dear friend.
I edited to add on last post
on the previous
page one of this thread.
No need to reply concerning it.
Just wanted to clarify a few things.
And express how lucky you are!
And that despite all I do trust and love myself.
I am my best friend.
Okay must go.
My 3 outdoor feral
and our 2 pet cats💕😹
and Opie and Pogo
My current 2 sweet Opossums💞
are trying to devour
my grocery delivery.😅😹
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Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 29, 2022 04:05 PM
I will have been here at
Lindaland 17 years on this
March 24th.However,....... The oncologist (cancer doctor)
Said I may be gone soon
unless
I have very invasive
dangerous surgery as
soon as possible!
This is the rarest and most lethal form of cancer.
They have only known about this type since 2021.
Before that they thought
it was impossible to get this when HPV negative.
So rare that they are
literally just guessing at
what to do about it for sure.
My stroke history also means
a high chance of brain damage
or worse from any anesthesia.
Other conditions mean that
I cannot be intubated.
The surgery is very complex
and hours long.
Very dangerous with Demyelinating
Diseases and vertebre stenosis.
Surgery is dangerous
for me far more than it is
For normal people..😩
Just lying flat for more than. Few minutes can paralyze me.
Chemo and radiation also pose extreme
Problems due to my inability
to use most drugs.
Sedation too is an issue as
I cannot use them.
Narcolepsy and anesthesia also
is a very bad mix.
Most likely I will need
a blood transfusion
too he is pretty sure
Because the surgery is
very extensive and hours long.
I am already iron anemic.
WTF? And it may already be too late.😩
This all is a hail Mary
as it is called. Things do not look good for me.
😩 Going to go throw some huge fits. I cannot think of anything
else to say
right now. 😩😩😩😩😩😩
PS
Edit to add at 9:50pm.
Researched and yeah...
I am in big trouble.
My husband also is not cleared of
Cancer concerns yet.
We both may well be terminal. Okay going now to scream some more.😱
And what really frustrated me
is that most of these issues
are caused by medical neglect😠
and yes we will be filing grreivances
And getting a lawyer
Who would not charge us until we win
against the persons who caused delayed
Diagnosed and treatment.😠
That of course also depends on
Whether we will be able to
live long enough to sue for
negligence and malpractice.😠 😩😩😩😩😩😩 IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 01, 2022 06:53 AM
Sorry for being so gloomy.
Things were looking better
and then they ran more tests and
Not good at all.😩
Am going for now.
Feeling rather nauseated etcetera.
I shall return as long
as I am able to do so.😎
Thank you dear Eternal Energy.💖IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
Knowflake Posts: 1375
From:
Registered: May 2020
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posted April 01, 2022 06:54 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
The oncologist (cancer doctor)
Said I may be gone soon
unless
I have very invasive
dangerous surgery as
soon as possible
First of all, you are not going anywhere. You'll stay right here! Secondly, tell the doctor that you are getting a second opinion before deciding how to proceed.
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Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 01, 2022 07:35 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
First of all, you are not going anywhere. You'll stay right here! Secondly, tell the doctor that you are getting a second opinion before deciding how to proceed.
they said there is not any more time to wait.
Second opinions and getting more tests scheduled take months,
And that is if insurance would pay for it all.
He wanted the surgery yesterday!
We pushed for a few weeks later.
He does not have all my back story history yet.
He is supposed be one of the
best gynocological cancer doctors.
I just do not know
who to trust these days
In the medical fields.
No new PCP yet.
No one new so far wants to deal
with my being so complicated a patient.
Except this doctor.
I still do not trust him yet.
The surgery he wants to do is
a full blown
cut me from above belly button
to pelvic mound.
If cancer has actually spread
that is the only way to try
and get all the bad stuff out.
Im trying to not freak out but
I am not holding up very well.
My sweet loving
overwhelmed husband who is
fighting his own issues,
including possibly cancer
In addition to his incurable
Heriditary
Liver disease,
He is having a hard time
helping and coping with
both of our issues.😩
He is doing too much
but it is the only way
things will move forwards.
And we keep having to contact every department and insurances
because idiots everywhere
cannot or will not
do their jobs
or do them correctly.😠
Must rest more.
So damn exhausted and sleep
equals nightmares galore.😩
Thank you dear Eternal Energy💖
Must go try and rest more. 💤
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Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 01, 2022 07:44 AM
By the way😎
Opossums and cats eating together is soooo adorable!💖😎
They did not chew on the grocery delivery too much.😁
Okay off to chill more and try to calm my mind.💤😴🛌IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 01, 2022 09:12 AM
This has nothing to do with this thread but is cute.😁
Opossums are hilarious when
they try to pick up
slices of bread and hotdogs
at the same time.
Adorable!💖😁😎------------------
Click here to read My Lexigramming Biography:
going on 2/3 of a century to date
♥ Lexigramming!
I shall return!😎 IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 7331
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 01, 2022 03:11 PM
Eternal Energy💖
I started a new thread for you and I so we do not segue actual Lexigramming threads. 
I hope you do not mind. 
I might close the Immortal Beloved thread
And start a new one.
If there is anything in that thread you wanted to comment on,
Just quote me and drop it in the new thread.PS.
We might have a batch of
baby Opposums coming soon.
I hope I am still around to
enjoy them and the new
firefly lightning bug season.
I have been tracking them for about 62 Summers to date.
Glowworms too🐛
Thank you again for your kindness and caring sweet dear Eternal Energy.💖
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Click here to read My Lexigramming Biography:
going on 2/3 of a century to date
♥ Lexigramming!
I shall return!😎 IP: Logged |
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