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Eternal Energy
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posted April 04, 2022 06:34 PM
  
Bravo, sweet Léxi! That's fantastic news! Looks like that soon you will be getting your fundamental right to health back! That inclusive one to the highest attainable standard of physical and mental health that also says that every patient should be treated with respect and dignity and that they are never discriminated against. I'm telling you dear friend, you have a lucky star lighting your way!IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted April 05, 2022 05:19 PM
Things will finally look up for you, LEXX!IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 05, 2022 06:48 PM
Eternal Energy 💖and Randall!💖
Very exhausted been at doctors and hospital most of day.
However thing went very well whilst we were there!😎💖🌝
Everyone was beyond nice and all
from the redcoats to labs and x-ray and reception and nurse, registrations
and intake and more!😎💞
Even strangers were helpful!😎💖
Best thing of all is our neurologist!💖💞💖💞💖💞💖💞😎
And his sweet nurse!💖💖💞💞😎
Many repeating hugs from both for the almost 2 hours we were there in just his examining room! Most doctors rush people in and out in
about 10minutes these days.😠
He fixed some of the errors in my records.
He had me get 4v cervical neck x-ray and is trying to get a brain cat scan approved ASAP!😎
The bone spurs and spinal damage and disc damage makes
manipulating my neck and moving me
extremely dangerous!😳
I have lost almost 4 inches in height
In just 2 recent years
due to the disintegrating of all of
my cervical neck and upper thoracic.
Seems the hunchback and reverse Lordosis
and scoliosis of my child hood
Which I was born with,
Has come back with a vengeance!😳😞
More blood tests done too
and a new 10 lead EKG!😎
So yes I am still quite terrified
but all the love and kindness
and support from our neurologist
and his nurse was wonderfully
spirit lifting!💞💖💞💖😎
I need to try and eat and rest.
I shall try to reply more in
the next few hours.
Oh yeah,
Even got the nasties at the
dental clinic to move my 4
Teeth extractions to another day!
And my neurologist was
more than happy to
sign the consent form
authorizing it was okay to do the extractions!
Okay
Must take a break.
Long day and as usual
cannot walk now and almost could
not get into our house except
crawling up the steps as I often
must do like a little kid
on hands and knees
one step at a time.
At least they were not
ice and snow covered this time.
Okay
Whew.
Thank you both for caring and being supportive!😎💖💞
Blessings to both of you!💖💞😎------------------
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Randall
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posted April 06, 2022 03:27 PM
A lot of positive possibilities.IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 06, 2022 05:02 PM
This is so great sweet loving friend! I'm so happy that you were treated with much love and care! You deserve it so much! I truly believe in miracles my sweet loving Lexxigramer and I really believe that everything will go so very well for you!IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 06, 2022 05:04 PM
Yes quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
A lot of positive possibilities.
indeed.
However I am so terribly terrified.😞
Trying to be brave but this is dangerous
Surgery and the main big hospital doctor
Is polite but brisk and it seems to be his way or no way.
So far not really getting any clear communication.
Just the old style rush to put me through
the surgery assembly line slice chop okay next patient and not bothering to even
Try to have a anything like an in depth discussion with me
We feel all in the dark.
Or take heed of all my concerns
based on my and family history.
Like today they sent in two prescriptions to take right before getting the surgery.
These are drugs I cannot take and they never consulted me first!😠
My records are so full of errors some dangerous and I had warned them about
the fact that the PCP who dumped me
did not make the
changes and additions to
make my records show my
full medical history accurately.
Those errors can have deadly consequences!
Hopefully the pre exams in person
and gene testing and meeting with anesthesiology will go better
and someone will actually
discuss everything with us.
Can not help it but I do not trust them nor feel safe.
Most of the medical community has caused or made my issues be far worse like now with
All of this.
My fears are not surgery but all the screwing up they are already doing in the early stages and plans.
Giving me the wrong meds is just plain freaking stupid!
See they always say things like:
It is not in your chart that you cannot take this drug or that drug etcetera.
Well geez people!
How many times do I have to tell you that the PCP never wrote everything down or added things that were important nor would add
All the drugs I cannot take to my chart!
So now yet again medical people are going by the chart with all it's errors and worse.
Yeah I do not feel safe at all.
Not sure what to do now.😩
Sorry for ranting just do not know how to deal with all of this.
If medical people would just
do their jobs right
and listen and
document things accurately
I would be able to not panic.
Rant over taking a break.
Wish all doctors were like my neurologist.💖 ------------------
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 06, 2022 05:41 PM
Is this neurologist working in the hospital where the surgeon is or did you visit him in some clinic? IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 06, 2022 05:48 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Is this neurologist working in the hospital where the surgeon is or did you visit him in some clinic?
No.Hold on
I am trying to find the long post reply I just made to you and lost.😳 IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 06, 2022 05:50 PM
Ok, don't worry. I'm here! IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 06, 2022 06:10 PM
I'm thinking now as I'm waiting that's why I'm writing to you again... Did you talk about your concerns for the surgery to the neurologist? Did you ask him if he knows by chance a doctor who is very good and suitable for your case? Doctors always know others from different fields.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 06, 2022 06:14 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Ok, don't worry. I'm here!
New but strange update that
would be funny if it were not
so freaking weird......🤪and vicious.😠
I will get back and tell you some new information we just got from legal etc.
And time for my COVID booster too!😎
I am getting that whether they like it or not! 😎
Already my husband and I both
caught the COVID infection
in January 2020
And we caught it from.......
get this.....
That PCP!😠😠🤬
She claimed she was put for weeks with the
Flu,
but we found out otherwise!
Could not be true because....See here in this area
she had to have her flu and
other vaccines up to date to be a
Lowed to practice as a doctor.
So she could not have caught the flu!
🤬
The only thing left was
COVID which was being
spread by known infected patients in the clinic.
No one wore masks yet.
Worse yet
She knew about them!🤬 Okay will be right back.
Please do not wait up for me.
However I will be replying
in just a few minutes.
Oh yes,will give you the details
but the PCP spread the rumour that I fired her!
WTF?😠🤪😳
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Lexxigramer
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posted April 06, 2022 06:30 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
I'm thinking now as I'm waiting that's why I'm writing to you again... Did you talk about your concerns for the surgery to the neurologist? Did you ask him if he knows by chance a doctor who is very good and suitable for your case? Doctors always know others from different fields.
yes we did talk with him and were there with him and his nurse about almost 2 hours!
See mention of they above somewhere.
He did vouch for a new PCP for me and also said that if the new guy has any issues with me to make him contact him personally because he intends to stick up for me!💖😎Real quick update.....
Legal for hospital and doctors
Emailed with the message that the nasty PCP was going around telling people I fired her!
She said she felt threatened when
I asked repeatedly
who did I needed to talk to
to update my medical records
and do follow ups
(which she never did,)
And order tests and exams
and vaccines etcetera.
So wow!
Just screaming wowza!🤪
Just when I thought I
Had heard everything!
This may become
very strange and I hope
I survive all of this.
I never fired her ever!
See what I mean about
This would be hilarious🤪 if
it were not so vile and mean
and totally cruel and
stupid a nasty thing
she has gone and done to me.😠😩
To drop a patient without warning and go around lying about them to others and all during a serious cancer crisis
at the same time!😠
Whew....break time again.
I have not found that other long reply. Grrrrr.😞
Internet devoured it I guess. IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 06, 2022 06:41 PM
Must go read my husband's letters to doctors and all.
Sorry I keep running off on you dear Eternal Energy.💙
See above posts as I fixed typos and
added better wordings.
Must go look at the paperwork my husband is doing to help all this move along better for my safety.
As I said in my reply to Randall
My neck and entire spine are a bad degenerating mess.
More things too as I posted to him.
Okay...going again.
Thank you sweet caring friend!💞💖💞IP: Logged |
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posted April 06, 2022 07:09 PM
Eternal Energy dearest one💞
Please go do your things.💖
No need to reply to me tonight away.
I have taken up too much of your time today already.💙------------------
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 07, 2022 03:01 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Must go read my husband's letters to doctors and all.
Sorry I keep running off on you dear Eternal Energy.💙
See above posts as I fixed typos and
added better wordings.
Must go look at the paperwork my husband is doing to help all this move along better for my safety.
As I said in my reply to Randall
My neck and entire spine are a bad degenerating mess.
More things too as I posted to him.
Okay...going again.
Thank you sweet caring friend!💞💖💞
My sweet loving Lexxigramer, as soon as I read this post of yours, I fell asleep in a nanosecond with the phone in my hands... That's why I didn't reply... It was already 1:30 in the morning here in Athens and the alarm goes off at 6:30...
You don't know how happy I am for you that you have this neurologist caring so much for you, finding you a new PCP and being there by your side. This is just the beginning, I'm sure that soon you will be surrounded with many more caring and loving people who will do their best to help you get well! I really think you are very much protected and even if you can't see it right now, I really believe that everything will go very well for you... I'm sending a very big hug to the dearest loving super husband of yours for being so strong, so supportive, so helpful, so everything! Loving husband of Léxi's you are something else! IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 07, 2022 09:54 AM
Oh my dearest friend please do not tire yourself out replying to me.💙
I am sorry you missed sleep on my account.😞💙
Ye I hear you and I am doing my best to keep it all together.
Still very scared.😳
I sent your sweet loving message to my husband for him to read when he wakes up. It is about 6:45am here.
I will let you know his response to your kindness and caring words.💞
It will help him cope better too.
He needs support I cannot give to him easily of late.
He has his own bad health issues.😩
He does have incurable Heriditary liver disease and will most likely need to be opened up at least every year or so to expand all the ducts and clean out the weird liver stones and grit.
No one knows what causes it
other than it is
heriditary and incurable
and there are no medicines
to treat it or the pain.😩
His father died of it in fact.😩
Well he has to get a Tesla3 MRI
done in a few weeks.
They will look inside him
from head to toes.
Oh crap power outage!
Cannot post this now.😳😞
All power except
battery on my tablet is out.😞
No internet connection.😠
Grrrrssssss......😖 Oh well.
Hopefully it comes back soon.🙄Finally power back on!
🌝
Reply was done bout 6:30am
but could not post until
over 3 hours later.🌝
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 07, 2022 02:49 PM
My loving friend, you should never apologise... I am sorry for falling asleep... I'm sending to you and your sweet husband all my love and all my wishes that you both get well soon... You are both in my thoughts...IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 07, 2022 02:51 PM
And in my prayers...IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 07, 2022 06:08 PM
Dear Sweet Eternal Energy!💖
My husband thanks you from the depths of his heart.💖💞
He is too exhausted after taking me to
Doctors again today
to reply to you here yet.
He wanted me to .thank you for him.
He posts under my name in such situations
As he is not a member here at LL.
We just got home and he is having seizures and nearly passing out.😩
Today it was discovered that I have
Some very nasty things going on in my head and eyes.
Weird unexplained bleeding
here and there.😩😳
Looks like when I get done
with the cancer surgery
and chemo and radiation
then I will be facing more tests
and a few different types of
surgeries concerning anything from
vertebre disintegration repairs
to knees,hips, and legs to toes
and spine from head to tailbone.
Also brain and eyes and
facial nerves and
All my teeth have to come out
on top of everything else.😩
Geeez......
How much more will there be?
😩
When is it time to bail?
Does my husband have more
cancer aside from skin cancers?
Same here must get more skin
cancers checked and removed.
Sigh.......
Going back to bed after
after I reply to you here
dear sweet sweet loving
compassionate friend.💞
Cannot help myself but no
matter how hard I try
I am still not coping well here.😩
I feel like I am living in some horrible nightmare which I may not wake up from.😩👽💀
My husband keeps on
saying that I am brave but
I do not feel that I am brave.😩
Odd thing today was it was
discovered that my vision has
actually gotten better!😳
However that might be temporary.😩
Will soon need to get
things fixed and
stop the ocular and cerebral
swells and bleeding.😩😳
It seems that I need
cataract surgeries and
other kinds of ocular surgeries.😳
Sadly I do not think insurance will
Cover any of it all.😩😠
See the thing is
being able to see is
considered a cosmetic
and completely unnessesary thing😳👽
by insurance rules.😩
It was also discovered during the exams and various tests
that I am very
brain and optically dyslexic!😳
Than means that my brain and eyes
do not communicate well with each other.
So to their surprise I can see the eye charts!😳🌝
I simply cannot tell them what I see because the moment I try to speak and say what the letters are,
The chart goes all wonky and
superimposed and backwards and
even upside down!😳and it vanishes
In a few seconds when I speak.😳
No one caught that until today!👽👓
Been like this all my life to date!👽
It was caught because optometrist's
mother is dyslexic and her mother's
doctors did not realize it until
she reached my age and
found out that her dyslexia
is the kind that I have.😳
If the optometrist 💖
had not noticed
that my responses were
exactly like her mother's were.....
would anyone have ever made
the connection?😳
Always all my life until today😳
No one realized that
I could see and read the letters
during testing
but was not
able to verbalize my answers!
So even with vision correction
Such as glasses and contacts,
I seemed unable to see just because
I was unable to always verbalize my answers!👽
Hence passing driver license tests.
When I was asked what letters I saw
I was brain wise unable to
see and speak and answer
correctly without extreme difficulty.
Wow!😳
Okay on that note going to
check on my beloved💞💖
and my cats 😻
and try to eat and then
take a nap some.
💤
Thank you again
dearest Eternal Energy!💞💖
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posted April 07, 2022 08:13 PM
Dearest Eternal Energy!💖💞
You do not have to make me feel better by replying.😎
Just knowing you are out there is enough
to make me feel loved and
smile knowing that you
must touch the hearts and souls
of all the folks you talk with out there.💞
Much love and blessings to you precious friend.💞💖------------------
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 09, 2022 01:56 AM
My loving friend, how are you?... I read in another thread that someone wants you to lexagram for them and I'm very happy for you because you are going to show how genius you are once again! Looks like you have work to do!IP: Logged |
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posted April 09, 2022 02:31 AM
I wish such things had happened for the past few decades.
Most folks seem to think I have
no right to ever charge
for Lexigramming.😩😖
Well my time is worth paying for
and especially now with not
knowing how long I will be a
ble to function.💀😞
Strange how many have accused
me of getting rich from
doing them for folks.😳😠
Sadly no no no not ever.😩
Would be nice especially now with
all the medical issues compounding
the poverty. We struggle with.
Always a step a small one from being homeless.😳
It is quite terrifying t
o live on that edge.😞
We live well below the poverty line
and always have done so.
I do not have and have not had
the money to advertise and such
for our Lexigramming services.
People who will pay often big money
To all kinds of psychics
and other readers
seem to think it is okay to
not pay me and my partner 😠
but they ask
or worse
Many have demanded that
I Lexigram for them!😳
But only for free!😠
I hope I can squeeze the person
from here on the other thread in
to do Lexigramming for them.😎
My health issues come first
and I am booked up medically
until middle of summer or longer.😩
I will do my best to Lexigram for that person.😎
At the moment very tiredand having much trouble seeing.
The pain is at
high intensity today too.😩
No fun.😩
Hope you have a wonderful weekend dear friend.💞💖
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posted April 09, 2022 02:49 AM
PS
If people want me to
Lexigram for them
Well they will just
Have to get in line
and hope that I survive
long enough and can
see well enough
to keep on doing Lexigramming
for anyone.
At going on age 68
and gravely ill 😩
My time is not only
beyond precious💖But could sadly be
prematurely limited.😩
Sigh
Must crash....
am way too out of it
gloomy doomy👽😣🤧 Hope your weekend goes well!💞 IP: Logged |
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posted April 09, 2022 10:22 AM
This is my serious
heart and soul felt
affirmation passionately confirming
my deepest desire
to be able to continue doing
Lexigrams whilst I am still incarnate
in this current body
for many years more to come💖✍️🔠😎
I am looking forward
with the greatest
anticipation
to being able to continue
doing/creating Lexigrams
and I am most enthusiastically
looking forward to being able
to be able to continue to
do Lexigramming for
many more decades to come!😎💖🔠✍️
That will definitely be
beyond wonderful for me
to be able to indefinitely
be able to
keep on Lexigramming!😎🔠✍️💖
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♥ Lexigramming!
I shall return!😎
My husband has also been Lexigramming
since age 5.😎💞
That makes his experience time be to date:
48 years of Lexigramming!😎💞
Nearly 1/2 a century to date!😎💞
I am going on having almost 2/3 of a century
Of Lexigramming to date!😎💞
So betwixt us both it is about
115 years of combined experience
Lexigramming!😎💞
An entire century plus 15 years
of Lexigramming experience!😎💞
He learned how from his
paternal grandmother💖
and I learned how to do
them from my paternal
great grandmother!💖 🔠✍️💖😎
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posted April 09, 2022 11:16 AM
I might attempt to go outside today and try to prep to plant flower seeds and other
Things.💖🌻🌲🌳🌼🌺🌸🌹🌻🥀☘️🍀
🌱🍏🥬🌽🍉🚿🥬🌱🌲🌼🌸🌻🍃🌿🍁🍂🌳🍄🏜️& #127749;🌄🦎🐞🦋🐛🍓🍒🍅🌶️🍆🥦🧅🥔🧄🌰🍣🔨🪓&# 127807;🍅🧅🌱After the dangerous and
invasive surgery happening
in a little while from now😱
it might be months before
I can get out of bed 😫🤮
so actively attending to
my gardening will have to wait.😫
Prepping pots and soil and
trenches and all
for growing all kinds of things
I am going to try and do before
all the scary painful incapacitating
things I have no choice but
to endure in order tomorrow be able to
improve my chances of survival.
Seeing things growing will 💕😎
help me to recover faster I believe.💕
I want to try and do garden prepping
before the surgery 🔪✂️🧵🖇️and
radiation ☢️ ☢️🤮😫
and chemotherapy.😫🤮
Hoping even though too early to plant
that something will make it so that
I will be able to
at least see things growing
in big pots and trenches
near my bedroom window.
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