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Lexxigramer
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posted June 12, 2022 09:29 PM
Hi Lexx  Just wanted to say THANK YOU for the messages you left me in Viviette's thread (LLC2.0). All those very colorful icons greeted me!! 
What a TREAT!!   I didn't answer you there right away.
Things just got a few notches WORSE,
and I was scared and frightened when I added my UPDATE. What a situ!!
of overwhelm
I know you and your hubby are working HARD to get all your publishing together. Hope you'll get a good offer if you're using a publishing house.
If you are doing it yourselves,
have you looked into any Grants
(Gov, or philanthropy)
that might be available to help you defray costs?
Maybe even one that would give small income stream? I've heard of such things--
from a LONG LONG time ago. Have you and your hubby thought about doing presentations at local meta shops? or public library? Some public libraries have magazines they put out each month. You and your husband can be 'featured' in one of their issues. Some public libraries have a small group of local-authors that get together. The library (one I know of) have a special place where they display published media of locals. If you have metaphysical shops, certainly you can begin to 'talk-up' your work. Do a presentation. Get your names known. There was a metaphysical shop near where I lived (before I relocated). When someone they knew and loved (from their circle of friends) got into trouble and needed help, they got together to help those out with 'what' they needed. The one I knew had ties to the unitarians nearby too (one of the friends they had died, and had been a member there). All kinds of good hearts. People who know people, who know people. (Anyway.. I don't know from one day to next IF 'that' will be the day I will be out of touch with LL
..
My phone got hacked and my ph# being used by stranger to make calls;
this, on top of having had apps installed for
overhearing my calls, messages, tracking-- applied to the thing BEFORE it was sent to me. Pisces Sis-in-Law was "doing me a favor?" ~ she is freakin' insane 
Anyway, enough with that! Wow ... I really HOPE you two will get some kind of lucky break, especially with your health. Saw an article the other day ---
FROM the vaccine work with COVID,
medical scientists are finding that it has a benefit to help 'pancreatic cancers'? 
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posted June 12, 2022 10:27 PM
Mirage29 💓😎You are such a sweetheart and
I am utterly amazed at how well you are holding up with all the awful goings on in your life😳
I wish we had a place for you to stay.
Have you considered getting a small RV to live in? We are actually considering such so the house can be worked on somehow.
It is one step from being condemned and that is terrifying to think about because if it comes to that we are pretty much homeless.
So we totally understand and feel for the nightmares you are having to endure dear friend💙😞
I have thoroughly read your post here and shall reply more in full ASAP.
This is important information below about our lives and lack of social activities.
Okay first off I should explain something about my husband and I
which most folks do not realize.😳👽😞
We are both totally physically disabled.
That means it would be impossible for us to ever meet with folks at a library or metaphysical shoppe or anywhere because we rarely leave our home and then only for the most part for hospitals and doctors and such.
In fact we have to very often cancel and reschedule appointments and even various surgeries because we cannot leave the house.
Not by choice but because we are physical unable to do so.
He also can't be under fluorescent lights or some computer and television screens because they cause disabling migraines and a rare type of seizure. The only so called cure we have heard of is a special kind of lobotomy ;
brain surgery.
He was the technology coordinator for the 3 main libraries and bookmobile plus connected in ways to the 12 or so total.
Then he began having seizures from the fluroesent lights and some computer programs etcetera and had to quit his job in 2011.
Things have become much worse for him since than as it has for myself too.
Geez it is maddening for us two totally disabled impoverished folks to be caregivers to each other. There is no one else.
Neither one of us can walk without rolling walkers now and my conditions are now to the point that a wheelchair could help but we cannot afford it nor a home it could be used in nor a vehicle for trans!port.
Gads I miss bathing! Would love a handicap shower and or tub.
Sigh.....I can trying to correct typos but have gone off full tilt and am adding and rambling again.
Okay trying to wrap this up for the moment.
I am also unable to communicate in person or verbally well these days.
Betwixt Autism and dyslexia worsening and
paralysis that moves around from moment to moment affecting my entire body in freakish ways, including bowel and bladder incontinence and drooling and facial palsy and worse.
I often forget how to talk and just drool and stutter or my mind blanks out and I rock and stare. Ugh.
So no way we can even try to do any public things ever.
I am mostly bed bound and he is often so about 1/2 the time, some days worse and then some days not so badly.
We are both major fall risks and have repeatedly hurt ourselves and needed xrays and often braces etcetera.
We have no social lives and cannot be around folks due to my many autoimmune disorders.
Also have already had COVID in 2020 and that further left permanent damage to our already sick bodies.
Like he has to use an air concentrator because his breathing is affected. They wanted to set up a big unit for sleeping and all but we have no place to put it and our old wiring much still knob and tube simply cannot handle such medical equipment.
Trying to get him a portable air concentrator so he can move about more because the big unit you pretty much use from a chair and or bed. Ugh.
Our groceries are delivered and often sit outside too long because one or both of us cannot just hop out the door and bring them in. Racoons have had a few feasts and damn neighborhood roaming dogs, big dogs that have tried to knock me down hence even trying to go outside to sit is a often terrifying thing to attempt. In the Winter it is a real nightmare.
No neighbors to help and all are chain smoking anti-vaccers who spit in our yard and trespass as it is. They have a huge extended family and their house is like only 12 feet away from ours and they are loud and smelly and always coughing and sneezing. Ugh.
So we must haul the groceries in ourselves.
We keep on hoping that we do not get sick from the delivery people
but we know we have because we are not in contact with anyone but medical fold since about 2019,
and we keep getting fevers up to 102.5 on and off and congestion and other ughs.
Other issues that affect socialization efforts are such as ;
Both of extreme dizziness, weakness episodes,
and me blindness episodes and narcalepsy episodes etcetera. More ugh.
Nauseated too often do not know why.
He vomits often and I vomit pretty much every day and we have both lost much weight in past few years. About 160 pounds loss betwixt us
or some 80 pounds each without trying to lose weight, it just keeps happening.
No one knows why for sure.Yes I am ranting again and I apologize.💙 You and other folks keep giving us absolutely fabulous advice but due to our severe medical issues, and being very impoverished, most things are completely impossible for us.
Not making excuses believe me
that is just the facts of our lives. On that note am losing feeling in my arms and hands so must go for now. Much blessings and love to you dear Mirage29,💓 PS. If you lose your place to live
is there any way for me and others not to lose track of you dear Mirage29 ?
If we lived closer I would say plunk an RV in our yard and live there until you can find better.
You and I and my husband will all survive the
crap life is throwing at us💓😎
Somehow it will all work out. Oh yes I did hear about the Covid vaccine being able to help cure pancreatic cancer😎
My husband has has 2 COVID vaccines and
2 boosters as have I.
They thought he might have pancreatic cancer but seems the bad they saw on cat scans has vanished. The exploratory surgery also did not find the trouble that showed before.
So we shall see how things are doing after the next cat scans and T3MRI and labs come out. There I am again coming in to correct more typos and adding long ramblings to this already rather long reply.😳👽 Okay seriously going now.
Am happy because the fireflies returned early this year at 9PMJune 10th.💓😎
Your loving kindness is muchly appreciated 💓💕
Lol
If there are any more typos I shall deal with them later....ugh ugh ugh lol.😉
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posted July 02, 2022 10:37 PM
Thank you
for bumping this thread Randall😎💖
So much has happened since June 12 the. Post here.
Some good some not good
because I have no clear answers now
except that now
I cannot get a competent doctor
to do the necessary surgeries👽
So the guy I do not trust is a so called world famous expert for gynocological
surgeries and has been acting like an
insane man giggling over and over at my predicaments and wanted and wants to
gut me from sternum right by my rib cage and down through my entire abdomen down to my
pelvis.
That surgery has an extremely high chance of killing me or permanently paralyzing me etcetera 👽
Yes I appear to have problem but nothing
that is clearly what he says it all is to justify butchering me👽
He wanted to go ahead despite my having 5 types of infections
4 of which probably came from the hospitals, labs, and so forth.
I was also bed bound the day he wanted to butcher me👽
I had just had a broken abscessed wisdom tooth extracted in 5 pieces. I caught Strep throat from unmasked brats at the lab who were coughing all over me🤬 yes they had Strep and COVID but at least I have had my COVID shots.
This so called world famous doctor ignored the bladder infections his students probably gave me, and the eyes and ears and sinus infections too👽
He sent the wrong prescriptions in for me
to take totally ignoring the fact that I cannot take those.
He demanded I shower before surgery and every day after and walk a lot and do not sit or lie down more than two hours at a time but stand and walk walk walk👽
I have not been able to shower and can barely walk ever since another doctor gave me a drug that I told her was bad for me because I had a bad experience decades ago.
I was younger than and healed faster because I was not yet disabled.
The drug causes archilles tendon ruptures and years👽🤬
Hence me old now and disabled I need lots of time I heal them unlike years ago pre-disabled times.
I have to do sponge baths with help of my
loving patient husband💞
How did or does that world famous Dr with a god complex justify himself?
The jerk NEVER touched me and never looked me in my face he just made sick okes and keep calling me honey and dear and giggled constantly and made fun of me and also never exp!signed or discuss d or communicated anything👽🤬🤬🤬
He has all the doctors and hospitals afraid
to help me because they are afraid to piissy him off and step on his toes if they help me 🤬🤬🤬
So now I have no idea what's to go wat to do.🤬👽😢
He has caused doctors out of state to refuse to help me also.
He giggled and cackled how quote:
oh se'll be back to me (giggle giggle) they all come back to me for the surgeries
My husband was on the phone canceling the surgery for the reasons listed above and I could here that vile excuse for a doctor giggling and joking about me and all from clear in the bedroom through a wall from my husband on speaker phone in living room👽🤬🤬🤬
Every doctor I have tried to get a second, third, fourth, and fifth opinion from has
refused because they either adore that jerk because he was their teacher and or they fear that he would cause them trouble if they helped me against his wishes.🤬👽👽🤬
We are lost at the moment.😢
He never gave me copies of needed anesthesia consult reports he falsified my and my family health histories to justify his desires to butcher me so insurance would cover it all.
He claims as do his students to see things on my cat scans and ultrasounds and multiple x-rays that are simply not there and no e including him will show these things to me and point them out. I have copies on discs but cannot get anyone to look at the actual films etcetera, because they just keep reading Dr creepy's interpretations of it all and even repeating in my records and adding false histories and more🤬🤬🤬
Insurance is not going to pay for more opinions.
I cannot afford a lawyer but we are trying to get ADA involved and various ethics and Ombudsman involved.
This is so damn hard🤬👽😢
And my husband is coping with his own terrible health issues too, all incurable
which can cause terrible things that can leave him a total cripple who may not be able to see.
He is only 53 so this is even more crappy than if he were going on 68 like myself.
So we must do what can be done to keep him from getting worse too fast, but all this stress is so freaking hard on him😢😢😢
He has to have surgeries every year they think and tests after tests indefinitely.
And well we are just at wits end these days.
Trying to keep ur sports up but e are both physically messes. 😢😢
We are hanging on keeping a lookout for
those MIRACLES💞😎🌈
So far the breast and upper arm cancers they thought I had are not to be found by multiple mammograms and ultrasounds.😎
The bladder cancers all were sure I have are not there either😎🌈💞
In fact the sweetheart of a doctor the urologist who did some minor cystoscope surgery and examination on me in hospital
about two weeks ago, was tickled pink with happiness to see that I was as he said as healthy bladder wise as a child 😎🌈
He did have to remove some scar tissue
nearby left over from when I had to have
plastic surgery after tearing 48 stitches
when my son was born in a 5 minute labor
that should have taken 12 more hours👽
Well went back to the urologist a few days ago and told him that my bility to urinate properly since far back as 1981 has been restored😎🌈💞
He was delighted but angry that
no one since so long ago had tried to fix the problem👽
I have to be rechecked in six months but
for now at least all that and the breasts and odes are all perfectly healthy😎💞🌈
What makes me angry is that the bad gyn and his buddies all made u things about me so they could justify butchering me🤬🤬👽
They said these things and put them in my medical history which severely impacts the quality and the correct care need🤬
1
Strong family history of Ovarian cancer.note this s a total lie.🤬🤬 2.
Extremely heavy and hemmoraging bleeding and extreme disabling pelvic pain and cramping. Those things are also a lie🤬🤬 No one has done any in depth proper testing
hysteroscopy and ye studies or sounds or de biopsies, the things that can be done I am office or as an outpatient and do not require invasive surgery. To just jump ahead to wanting to butcher me and scaring others away who wanted to help me
is very vile ad unprofessional to say the least🤬 Forgive my long rant.💙
Just keep wishing us good luck💞🌈😎 In the meantime I shall continue to keep on telling my body to heal and reject the cancers etcetera 😎💞🌈 I have healed from many things so I intend to do so yet again🌈😎💞 Pardon any typos
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posted July 02, 2022 10:47 PM
Yikers any terrible typos in my rant above👽😳👽
I shall fix ASAP.
Please no one quote me.
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posted July 03, 2022 10:46 PM
Re-posting this post from another forum just to add a happy post to this thread.😎💞
Fireflies and lightning bugs 💞😎Yesterday there were so many fireflies/lightning bugs out
my bedroom window as I lay there😎💞
Amazing displays as I tried to count
them but they were flashing and
zooming and going wild at
the tune of over 200 flashes a minute😎😎😎💞
They went on for about 3 hours before
tapering off 😎💞
but they continued all night😎💞💞
There were all the the colors too😎💚💙🧡💛💚
Amazingly beautifully magnificent 😎💞
No idea why they are so abundant
this year😳😎 but oh so happy about
there being so many😎💞💚
They must be beyond describing in
the woods😎💞💚
as my view is only a view of about a
55x50 feet area seen out my bedroom window.😎
They even came out like crazy during a heavy rainstorm😎😳💚 ------------------ Take a look at my
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